{"id":98667,"date":"2020-06-02T14:28:16","date_gmt":"2020-06-02T10:28:16","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T20:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/?p=98667","title":{"rendered":"\u201cMusiqi h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n bir hiss\u0259sidir\u201d<\/b><\/font>– G\u0259nc m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni"},"content":{"rendered":"

Kamil Q\u0259dimzad\u0259: \u201cS\u0259mimi bir insanam\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cS\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259 ilk n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259 valideynl\u0259rim\u0259 borcluyam. Onlar olmasayd\u0131lar, m\u0259n haz\u0131rk\u0131 Kamil Q\u0259dimzad\u0259 olmazd\u0131m. \u00dcz\u0259rimd\u0259 \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259ri, \u0259m\u0259kl\u0259ri olduqca \u00e7oxdur. Daha sonra m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rim\u0259 borcluyam. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259b m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rim\u0259, musiqi m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rim\u0259, As\u0259f Zeynall\u0131da, Universitetd\u0259 olan m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rim\u0259, \u0259n \u0259sas\u0131 is\u0259 Vaqif m\u00fc\u0259llim G\u0259r\u0259yzad\u0259y\u0259 borcluyam\u201d. \u201c\u00dc\u00e7 n\u00f6qt\u0259\u201d q\u0259zetinin qona\u011f\u0131 istedadl\u0131 m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni Kamil Q\u0259dimzad\u0259dir.<\/p>\n

-Kamil Q\u0259dimzad\u0259 bioqrafiyas\u0131n\u0131 nec\u0259 ifad\u0259 ed\u0259 bil\u0259r?<\/strong>
\n-1993-c\u00fc ild\u0259 Bak\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 anadan olmu\u015fam. 1999-cu ild\u0259 69 sayl\u0131 orta m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259, 2001-ci ild\u0259 is\u0259 32 sayl\u0131 musiqi m\u0259kt\u0259bin\u0259 getmi\u015f\u0259m. 7 il musiqi m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 fortepiano v\u0259 vokal sinfi \u00fczr\u0259 t\u0259hsil alm\u0131\u015fam. Musiqi m\u0259kt\u0259bini bitirdikd\u0259n sonra 2008-ci ild\u0259 As\u0259f Zeynall\u0131 ad\u0131na Musiqi kollecin\u0259 daxil olmu\u015fam. Orada da t\u0259hsilimi fortepiano \u00fczr\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fam. 2015-ci ild\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259t M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u0130nc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t Universtetinin \u201cEstrada vokal s\u0259n\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259\u201d ixtisas\u0131na daxil olmu\u015fam. M\u00fc\u0259llimim \u0259m\u0259kdar inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t xadimi Vaqif G\u0259rayzad\u0259 olub. Haz\u0131rda vokal, jazz, estrada, mu\u011fam janrlar\u0131nda ifa edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

-Musiqi sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir?<\/strong>
\n-Musiqi h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n bir hiss\u0259sidir. O, m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259yatda qar\u015f\u0131ma qoyulmu\u015f bir missiyad\u0131r ki, onu yerin\u0259 yetirm\u0259liy\u0259m. Musiqi h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n ritmini quran, m\u0259ni h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259ndir\u0259n, ruhland\u0131ran, i\u00e7 d\u00fcnyam\u0131 ifad\u0259 ed\u0259n bir vasit\u0259\u00e7idir. Ki, daxili s\u0259simi tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lara \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131r. Musiqi m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn elmdir. Musiqi h\u0259yata yana\u015fma t\u0259rzimin harmoniyas\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-Vokal, jazz, estrada, mu\u011fam janrlar\u0131ndan hans\u0131 siz\u0259 do\u011fmad\u0131r?<\/strong>
\n-Bu sual\u0131n\u0131za bel\u0259 cavab verim. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir d\u00fcnya yaratm\u0131\u015fam v\u0259 o d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ad\u0131 musiqi d\u00fcnyas\u0131d\u0131r. Bu d\u00fcnyada 4 b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tmi deyim, d\u00f6vl\u0259tmi deyim, n\u0259 deyim bilmir\u0259m, m\u0259kan var. Onlar\u0131n he\u00e7 birinin m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn f\u0259rqi yoxdur. Loru dild\u0259 siz\u0259 izah etdim. Bu janrlar\u0131n h\u0259r birini sevir\u0259m, h\u0259r biri m\u0259n\u0259 do\u011fmad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-Pe\u015f\u0259 u\u011furlar\u0131n\u0131zdan dan\u0131\u015faq…<\/strong>
\n-7 ya\u015f\u0131mda musiqi m\u0259kt\u0259bin\u0259 daxil olmu\u015fam, 2 il sonra Bak\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri \u00fczr\u0259 xor festival\u0131nda 1-ci yeri qazanm\u0131\u015fam. Xorda solist m\u0259n idim bu festivalda. H\u0259min u\u011furumda m\u00fc\u0259llimim Odelya xan\u0131m\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck rolu var idi. Daha sonra fortepiano \u00fczr\u0259 festivallarda laureat olmu\u015fam. As\u0259f Zeynall\u0131 ad\u0131na Musiqi Kollecind\u0259 oxuyanda is\u0259 \u201cPopstar\u201d yar\u0131\u015fmas\u0131na qat\u0131ld\u0131m, h\u0259min yar\u0131\u015fda finala q\u0259d\u0259r y\u00fcks\u0259ldim. Universitetd\u0259 oxudu\u011fum d\u00f6n\u0259md\u0259 dahi b\u0259st\u0259karlar\u0131n yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q gec\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 yer alm\u0131\u015fam. Bu m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fck u\u011furlard\u0131r. 2018-ci ild\u0259 Bak\u0131 jazz festival\u0131nda i\u015ftirak edib finala q\u0259d\u0259r y\u00fcks\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.
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\n-S\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 olanda Kamil Q\u0259dimzad\u0259…<\/strong>
\n-\u0130lk olaraq onu deyim ki, real h\u0259yatda \u00e7ox s\u0259mimi bir insanam. Bu s\u0259mimiyy\u0259ti s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 v\u0259 tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lara yans\u0131da bilir\u0259m. Daha sonra s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 olanda emosiyalar\u0131m\u0131 bildirir\u0259m. \u018fslind\u0259 h\u0259yatda da emosional biriy\u0259m. S\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 olmuram. S\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259n m\u0259suliyy\u0259tliy\u0259m, diqq\u0259tliy\u0259m, diqq\u0259t yetirm\u0259yi bacar\u0131ram. Bunu insanlara bildirmir\u0259m, amma diqq\u0259tliy\u0259m, h\u0259r k\u0259si v\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi sezir\u0259m. S\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 insanlar\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 c\u0259lb etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m v\u0259 buna \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. S\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7ox s\u0259rb\u0259st\u0259m, m\u0259n s\u0259rb\u0259st olanda ifa da, performans da g\u00f6z\u0259l olur. Odur ki, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, tam psixoloji c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n s\u0259rb\u0259st olum. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, bir \u015feyi bilir\u0259m, s\u0259hn\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn do\u011fulmu\u015fam. S\u0259hn\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00fcnvan\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-N\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 b\u0259zi g\u0259nc ifa\u00e7\u0131lar s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 g\u0259rgin v\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131d\u0131rlar?<\/strong>
\n-\u0130fa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 olmas\u0131 \u00e7ox vaxt onun haz\u0131rs\u0131z olmas\u0131ndan ir\u0259li g\u0259lir. Lakin bu da var, ifa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n ilk d\u0259f\u0259d\u0259n s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131 varsa, 5 il ke\u00e7s\u0259 bel\u0259, az da olsa, h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131 qalacaq. Bu \u015f\u00fcuralt\u0131ndan ir\u0259li g\u0259lir. S\u0259n\u0259t\u00e7inin g\u0259rgin olmas\u0131 dediyim kimi b\u0259zi \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 haz\u0131rl\u0131ql\u0131 olmama\u011f\u0131ndan ir\u0259li g\u0259lir. Eyni s\u0259hn\u0259ni b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm b\u0259zi ifa\u00e7\u0131lara ifa etm\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 h\u0259rd\u0259n sual ver\u0259nd\u0259 ki, nec\u0259siniz? Deyirl\u0259r, h\u0259yacanl\u0131y\u0131q, h\u0259r \u015fey qaydas\u0131nda deyil. Dem\u0259li, h\u0259y\u0259can hardan g\u0259lir? H\u0259r \u015feyin qaydas\u0131nda olmamas\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n

-Bel\u0259 bir sual m\u0259n\u0259 maraql\u0131d\u0131r. T\u0259\u015fkil olunan m\u00fcsabiq\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7ox az ifa\u00e7\u0131lar s\u0259n\u0259tin ard\u0131nca gedir. B\u0259s n\u0259 ba\u015f verir ki, yerd\u0259 qalan ifa\u00e7\u0131lar bu s\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olmur. El\u0259 mu\u011fam m\u00fcsabiq\u0259sini n\u00fcmun\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259 bil\u0259rik ki, orada olan b\u0259zi xan\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259r haz\u0131rda n\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011fuldurlar, bilinmir…<\/strong>
\n-Bu \u00e7ox normal hald\u0131r. Biri var, h\u0259v\u0259s, biri var, hobbi, biri d\u0259 var, s\u0259n\u0259t, bunlar tamam ba\u015fqa-ba\u015fqa \u015feyl\u0259rdir. M\u0259n musiqiy\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259t kimi bax\u0131ram, hobbi kimi deyil. Yar\u0131\u015fmada se\u00e7il\u0259n ifa\u00e7\u0131lar \u0259l\u0259kd\u0259n ke\u00e7irilib ora \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131l\u0131r. Amma onlardan hans\u0131sa s\u0259n\u0259ti davam etdirir, hans\u0131sa yox. B\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 el\u0259 olur ki, yar\u0131\u015fma ifa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259v\u0259sd\u0259n sal\u0131r. SMS vasit\u0259sil\u0259 s\u0259s toplamayan ifa\u00e7\u0131 h\u0259v\u0259sd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr v\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259ti davam etdirmir.
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\n-Kamil b\u0259y, bug\u00fcn Alim Qas\u0131mov, Arif Babayev mas\u015ftab\u0131nda yeti\u015f\u0259n xan\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259r var?<\/strong>
\n-D\u00fczd\u00fcr, onlar\u0131n mas\u015ftap\u0131nda yeti\u015f\u0259n xan\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7ox deyil, amma az da olsa, var. Bug\u00fcn bir s\u0131ra s\u0259n\u0259tkar xan\u0259nl\u0259rimiz kimi olmaq ist\u0259y\u0259n g\u0259ncl\u0259rimiz var ki, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar. Onu da deyim, b\u0259zi ifa\u00e7\u0131lar da var ki, t\u0259qlidl\u0259 yolunu davam etdirm\u0259yi qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rlar. Bunlar f\u0259rqli-f\u0259rqli \u015feyl\u0259rdir. B\u00f6y\u00fck xan\u0259nl\u0259rimiz var ki, onlar\u0131n format\u0131nda olan g\u0259nc n\u0259sil yeti\u015fir. Lakin dediyim kimi, bu b\u0259zil\u0259rind\u0259 u\u011furlu al\u0131n\u0131r, b\u0259zil\u0259rind\u0259 is\u0259 yox. M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, b\u00f6y\u00fck s\u0259n\u0259tkarlar\u0131m\u0131zla ox\u015far c\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259ri olan ifa\u00e7\u0131lar var.<\/p>\n

-Musiqi al\u0259mind\u0259 bel\u0259 bir fikir d\u0259 var ki, qad\u0131n s\u0259sl\u0259ri ki\u015fi s\u0259sl\u0259rin\u0259 uduzur. T\u0259bii ki, istisnalar qaydan\u0131 pozmur. Siz n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz?<\/strong>
\n-Subyektiv fikrimi dey\u0259c\u0259m, burada \u201cHans\u0131 s\u0259s hans\u0131 s\u0259s\u0259 uduzdu, yaxud hans\u0131 hans\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 uddu?\u201d dey\u0259 bir \u015fey yoxdur. Qad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z xarakterik s\u0259si var, ki\u015finin is\u0259 \u00f6z xarakterik. Bug\u00fcn ki\u015fi bariton s\u0259s\u0259, qad\u0131n soprano s\u0259s\u0259 malikdirs\u0259, bunlar\u0131n bir-biri il\u0259 n\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259si ola bil\u0259r ki? Yaxud harda uduza bil\u0259r? Oktava bax\u0131m\u0131ndan, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, uduzmaq yoxdur, ki\u015fi diapazonu tamam ba\u015fqad\u0131r, qad\u0131n diapazonu tamam ba\u015fqa. Sad\u0259 bir n\u00fcmun\u0259 deyim, ki\u015fi oxudu\u011fu tonaldan qad\u0131n \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k\u0259-\u00e7\u0259k\u0259 oxuyur, qad\u0131n oxudu\u011fu tonaldan is\u0259 ki\u015fi \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k\u0259-\u00e7\u0259k\u0259. Qad\u0131n s\u0259sl\u0259ri ki\u015fi s\u0259sl\u0259rin\u0259 uduzmur. Qad\u0131nlar\u0131n ifa etdiyi musiqil\u0259r, onlar\u0131n s\u0259s r\u0259ngl\u0259ri tamam ba\u015fqad\u0131r. Ba\u015fqa bir n\u00fcmun\u0259 deyim, d\u00fcnya populyar jazz musiqisind\u0259 Ella Fitzgerald v\u0259 Luis Armstrong duet oxuyublar. Bax bu duetd\u0259 qad\u0131n il\u0259 ki\u015finin f\u0259rqli obrazlar\u0131 var. Bu duetd\u0259 he\u00e7 biri he\u00e7 birin\u0259 uduzmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

-S\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259riniz…<\/strong>
\n-H\u0259r bir s\u0259n\u0259t\u00e7inin \u00e7\u0259tinliyi oldu\u011fu kimi m\u0259nim d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259rim olub, olur v\u0259 t\u0259bii ki, bundan sonra da olacaq. H\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tinliyin arxas\u0131nda bir u\u011fur dayan\u0131r. Bu g\u00fcn \u0259ld\u0259 v\u0259 ya 5 il \u0259vv\u0259l \u0259ld\u0259 etdiyim u\u011furlar\u0131n h\u0259r biri \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259rin n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 olub. H\u0259min \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259r olmasayd\u0131, bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn u\u011furlar\u0131 olmayacaqd\u0131, m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259. H\u0259yat\u0131mda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 fikir vermi\u015f\u0259m, n\u0259y\u0259 ki, asanl\u0131qla nail olmu\u015fam, u\u011fur \u0259ld\u0259 etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Lakin n\u0259y\u0259 ki, \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fam, u\u011furlu olub.<\/p>\n

-H\u0259mkarlar\u0131n\u0131zdan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259t bax\u0131m\u0131ndan hans\u0131sa q\u0131sqancl\u0131q hiss etmisiniz?<\/strong>
\n-T\u0259bii ki. Q\u0131sqancl\u0131q normal bir hald\u0131r. H\u0259r bir u\u011fur \u0259ld\u0259 etmi\u015f insana qar\u015f\u0131 q\u0131sqancl\u0131q olur. \u018ftraf\u0131mda bel\u0259 insanlar var, az da olsa, var. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, \u00e7oxdur, m\u0259n bilmir\u0259m. \u018fg\u0259r m\u0259ni kiml\u0259rs\u0259 q\u0131sqan\u0131rsa, dem\u0259li, u\u011fur \u0259ld\u0259 etmi\u015f\u0259m. Vay o g\u00fcnd\u0259n ki, insan\u0131 q\u0131sqananlar olmas\u0131n. Dem\u0259k o \u015f\u0259xs hans\u0131sa bir u\u011fur \u0259ld\u0259 etm\u0259yib. M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, q\u0131sqancl\u0131q psixologiya il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r. Sa\u011flam q\u0131sqancl\u0131q olsun, bunu normal qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131ram, h\u0259tta bel\u0259 bir hal\u0131 r\u0259qab\u0259t kimi qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndirir\u0259m. R\u0259qab\u0259t olsun, sa\u011flam r\u0259qab\u0259t insanlar\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 s\u00f6vq edir. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 bel\u0259 bir status yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m: \u201cQ\u0131sqanc insanlar psixoloji x\u0259st\u0259 durumunda olan k\u0259sl\u0259rdir\u201d. Q\u0131sqancl\u0131\u011f\u0131n sonu s\u0131f\u0131rd\u0131r, n\u0259tic\u0259si s\u0131f\u0131rd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-\u0130stedad olan yerd\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259n ya\u015f h\u0259ddi d\u0259 aradan qalx\u0131r. Ya\u015fl\u0131 n\u0259sil bel\u0259 istedadl\u0131 g\u0259nci q\u0259bul edir, h\u0259tta onunla dostluq da edirl\u0259r. S\u0259n\u0259tkarlardan sizi dost kimi q\u0259bul ed\u0259nl\u0259r var?<\/strong>
\n-Var. S\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 \u0259ld\u0259 etdiyim u\u011furlar\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck bir qismi Vaqif m\u00fc\u0259llimin pay\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Vaqif m\u00fc\u0259llim m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox k\u00f6m\u0259k olub, do\u011fma olub, dost olub. Bunlar\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 deyib. M\u00fc\u0259llimimdir, \u0259zizimdir, ustad\u0131md\u0131r, do\u011fmamd\u0131r, d\u0259y\u0259rli bir insand\u0131r m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. Vaqif m\u00fc\u0259llim h\u0259r zaman m\u0259niml\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yi bacar\u0131b. Vaqif m\u00fc\u0259llim u\u011furlar\u0131ma sevin\u0259n insand\u0131r. M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u0259sl m\u00fc\u0259llim-t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti d\u0259 budur. Bunu da \u0259lav\u0259 edim, bizim aram\u0131zda ya\u015f f\u0259rqinin olmas\u0131na baxmayaq Vaqif m\u00fc\u0259llim h\u0259qiqi m\u0259nada dostumdur.<\/p>\n

-Amerika m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nnisi Bob Dilan 2016-c\u0131 ild\u0259 Nobel m\u00fckafat\u0131na layiq g\u00f6r\u00fcld\u00fc. Amma m\u00fckafat\u0131n t\u0259qdim olunma m\u0259rasimin\u0259 qat\u0131lmad\u0131. S\u0259b\u0259b is\u0259 \u00e7ox sad\u0259 idi. H\u0259min g\u00fcn onun tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lar qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda konserti olacaqd\u0131 v\u0259 o, tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259tm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259mi\u015fdi. B\u0259s sizc\u0259 bizim ifa\u00e7\u0131lar m\u00fckafat namin\u0259 tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259r, ya yox?<\/strong>
\n-Bu da ifa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r. M\u0259nim fikrimi bilm\u0259k ist\u0259yirsinizs\u0259, g\u00f6zl\u0259tm\u0259m\u0259lidirl\u0259r. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, kims\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259d\u0259r, amma inanm\u0131ram ki, ifa\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7oxsu g\u00f6zl\u0259d\u0259r. \u018fg\u0259r tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lar ifa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n konsertin\u0259 sev\u0259r\u0259k g\u0259libs\u0259, m\u00fckafat\u0131 onlara qurban el\u0259m\u0259lis\u0259n. M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, ifa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fckafat\u0131 el\u0259 o tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lar, s\u0259hn\u0259dir. Tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n h\u0259r biri ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131l\u0131qda s\u0259nin m\u00fckafat\u0131nd\u0131r. M\u0259n olsam, m\u00fckafat\u0131 deyil, auditoriyan\u0131 se\u00e7\u0259rdim. Tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lar m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259zizdir. \u0130nanm\u0131ram ki, hans\u0131sa bir ifa\u00e7\u0131 tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fckafata g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

-Kamil Q\u0259dimzad\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 kiml\u0259r\u0259 borcludur?<\/strong>
\n-Bu s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259 ilk n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259 valideynl\u0259rim\u0259 borcluyam. Onlar olmasayd\u0131lar, m\u0259n haz\u0131rk\u0131 Kamil Q\u0259dimzad\u0259 olmazd\u0131m. \u00dcz\u0259rimd\u0259 \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259ri, \u0259m\u0259kl\u0259ri olduqca \u00e7oxdur. Daha sonra m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rim\u0259 borcluyam. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259b m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rim\u0259, musiqi m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rim\u0259, As\u0259f Zeynall\u0131da, Universitetd\u0259 olan m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rim\u0259, \u0259n \u0259sas\u0131 is\u0259 Vaqif m\u00fc\u0259llim G\u0259r\u0259yzad\u0259y\u0259 borcluyam. Vaqif m\u00fc\u0259llim s\u0259n\u0259t h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f n\u00f6qt\u0259sidir. 11-12 ya\u015f\u0131m olanda onun t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si olma\u011f\u0131 arzulay\u0131rd\u0131m. N\u0259hay\u0259t ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259rd\u0259n sonra onun t\u0259l\u0259bsi oldum. H\u0259r zaman ona borcluyam.<\/p>\n

R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n Tahir<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Kamil Q\u0259dimzad\u0259: \u201cS\u0259mimi bir insanam\u201d \u201cS\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259 ilk n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259 valideynl\u0259rim\u0259 borcluyam. Onlar olmasayd\u0131lar, m\u0259n haz\u0131rk\u0131 Kamil Q\u0259dimzad\u0259 olmazd\u0131m. \u00dcz\u0259rimd\u0259 \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259ri, \u0259m\u0259kl\u0259ri olduqca \u00e7oxdur. Daha sonra m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rim\u0259 borcluyam. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259b…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":251278,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_lmt_disableupdate":"","_lmt_disable":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-98667","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-musahibe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/98667","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=98667"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/98667\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/251278"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=98667"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=98667"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=98667"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}