{"id":91625,"date":"2020-01-19T11:19:22","date_gmt":"2020-01-19T07:19:22","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T20:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/?p=91625","title":{"rendered":"\u201cMu\u011fam oxuyanda, sanki, Allaha ba\u011flan\u0131ram\u201d<\/b><\/font>"},"content":{"rendered":"

Kamil\u0259 N\u0259biyeva: “Çox h\u0259ssas insanam”<\/strong><\/p>\n

“Qalmaqalla q\u0259tiyy\u0259n aram yoxdur.  Kims\u0259 haqq\u0131mda n\u0259s\u0259 dey\u0259nd\u0259 bel\u0259 çal\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, kar olum. Bax bu vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r toyumu da \u0259limd\u0259n alan olub, amma m\u0259n ona bel\u0259 heç n\u0259 etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Heç cavab da verm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Özü bilsin, Allah\u0131 bilsin. Vaxt insan üçün q\u0131z\u0131ldan qiym\u0259tlidir. Bo\u015f söhb\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 vaxt\u0131m\u0131 s\u0259rf etm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m”. “Üç nöqt\u0259” q\u0259zetinin qona\u011f\u0131 xan\u0259nda Kamil\u0259 N\u0259biyevad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-Ya\u015famaq v\u0259 yaratmaq h\u0259v\u0259si…<\/strong>
\n-M\u0259nc\u0259 h\u0259r bir istedad\u0131 olan insan yaratmaq üçün ya\u015fay\u0131r, ya\u015famaq üçün d\u0259 yarad\u0131r. M\u0259n d\u0259 o insanlardanam ki, ya\u015fay\u0131b yaratmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Ür\u0259yim d\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r musiqil\u0259r, o q\u0259d\u0259r n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r var ki. \u018fg\u0259r s\u0259n musiqi s\u0259n\u0259tind\u0259s\u0259ns\u0259, mütl\u0259q ki, yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131qla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olmal\u0131san. Çal\u0131\u015fmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r ki, yaln\u0131z s\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259 günd\u0259md\u0259 olasan.<\/p>\n

-Kamil\u0259 xan\u0131m, mu\u011fam sizin üçün n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir?<\/strong>
\n-Mu\u011fam ba\u015fqa bir al\u0259mdir. Mu\u011fam\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 çox sevir\u0259m. Onu sevdiyim üçün d\u0259 bu s\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. Mu\u011fam\u0131 oxuyub onu ifa etm\u0259k heç d\u0259 asan bir i\u015f deyil. Mu\u011fam inc\u0259likl\u0259ri sevir. \u018fg\u0259r kims\u0259 mu\u011fam\u0131n iç\u0259rsin\u0259 daxil olmay\u0131b, onu duymay\u0131b oxusa, inan\u0131n ki, bo\u011fazdan yuxar\u0131 oxuyacaq. Mu\u011fam\u0131 ür\u0259kd\u0259n hiss etm\u0259lis\u0259n, duymal\u0131san. S\u0259mimi deyir\u0259m, mu\u011fam oxuyanda, sanki, Allaha ba\u011flan\u0131ram. El\u0259 bundan ir\u0259li g\u0259lir ki, m\u0259n \u0259limi göy\u0259 aç\u0131b mu\u011fam ifa edir\u0259m. \u018flimi açanda el\u0259 hiss edir\u0259m ki, Allahdan m\u0259n\u0259 e\u015fq g\u0259lir. Bu, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n, bel\u0259dir.<\/p>\n

-“Mu\u011famlar\u0131m\u0131z bizim xalq\u0131n pasportudur”. Bu cüml\u0259 siz\u0259 kimi xat\u0131rlad\u0131r?<\/strong>
\n-Düzünü deyim ki, xat\u0131rlamad\u0131m. Kim\u0259 m\u0259xsusdur, z\u0259hm\u0259t olmasa dey\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz, kim söyl\u0259yib ? (Atas\u0131n\u0131n dediyini bildirir\u0259m) \u018fg\u0259r atam bel\u0259 bir cüml\u0259 deyibs\u0259, \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n öpür\u0259m. Sa\u011f olsun ki, bu cüml\u0259 il\u0259 mu\u011fama sevgisini h\u0259rt\u0259r\u0259fli bildirib. Atam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyir ki, harda olursansa, ol, mu\u011famlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 layiqinc\u0259 t\u0259msil el\u0259, mük\u0259mm\u0259l oxu.<\/p>\n

-Atan\u0131za çox ba\u011fl\u0131 insans\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong>
\n-Allah bütün valideynl\u0259r\u0259 can sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 versin. Ata da, ana da h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 övlad\u0131n\u0131n xo\u015f günl\u0259rini ist\u0259yir. Övlad da, h\u0259mçinin. Anam\u0131 da çox sevir\u0259m, amma atam m\u0259nim üçün ba\u015fqa bir dünyad\u0131r. M\u0259nim üçün bu dünyada h\u0259r k\u0259s bir yana, atam is\u0259 ba\u015fqa bir yanad\u0131r. Atamla h\u0259m dostam, h\u0259m d\u0259 sirda\u015f. Bu gün s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259ris\u0259 edir\u0259ms\u0259, onlar\u0131 atama gör\u0259 edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

-\u0130nsan h\u0259yat\u0131na k\u0259nardan baxanda onu d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n amill\u0259ri görür. Sizi bu sah\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259tirib h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n n\u0259l\u0259r oldu v\u0259 var?<\/strong>
\n-D\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n o oldu ki, balaca bir q\u0131z\u0131n arzular\u0131 realla\u015fd\u0131. Heç vaxt inanmazd\u0131m ki, s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259r\u0259s\u0259 nail olaram. Amma dem\u0259k ki, olarm\u0131\u015f. 2011-ci il mu\u011fam müsabiq\u0259sind\u0259n sonra m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131m d\u0259yi\u015fdi. Yeni-yeni qap\u0131lar aç\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259n professional s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 yer alma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

-\u018fmin\u0259m ki, yor\u011fun oldu\u011funuz m\u0259qamlar da olur. B\u0259s bu zaman ruhunuzu n\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131r? Yen\u0259 d\u0259 mu\u011fam?<\/strong>
\n-Mu\u011famdan yorulmuram. Musiqid\u0259n yorulmaq hissi m\u0259nd\u0259n uzaqd\u0131r. Düzdür, b\u0259z\u0259n el\u0259 olur ki, toyda ist\u0259diyin musiqini oxumursan, amma bu o dem\u0259k deyil ki, yoruluram. Onda da g\u0259lir\u0259m ev\u0259, ür\u0259yim ist\u0259y\u0259ni oxuyuram v\u0259 ruhum dinc\u0259lir. Y\u0259ni b\u0259li, m\u0259nim ruhumu musiqi dinc\u0259ldir.<\/p>\n

-Heç olubmu ki, toyda mahn\u0131 sifari\u015f versinl\u0259r, sözl\u0259rini bilm\u0259y\u0259siniz ?<\/strong>
\n-H\u0259r k\u0259s h\u0259r \u015feyi bil\u0259 bilm\u0259z. M\u0259nim d\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim mahn\u0131lar olub. Amma bilm\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, tez onu tap\u0131b ifa etmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

-“Bax\u0131\u015f\u0131nla sevir\u0259m de”. Nec\u0259 oldu ki, mahn\u0131 b\u0259st\u0259l\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259rar verdiniz?<\/strong>
\n-H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 demi\u015f\u0259m, özümü b\u0259st\u0259kar hesab etmir\u0259m. Sad\u0259c\u0259 içimd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n hissl\u0259ri ortaya qoydum. O mahn\u0131n\u0131n tarixç\u0259sini dan\u0131\u015facam, nec\u0259 oldu, yarand\u0131. Heç zaman bel\u0259 bir \u015fey ed\u0259c\u0259yim a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259zdi. Mahn\u0131 gec\u0259 saat 4-5 rad\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 yaran\u0131b. Sözl\u0259ri Mahir\u0259 xan\u0131m Na\u011f\u0131q\u0131z\u0131na m\u0259xsusdur. Onun evin\u0259 getmi\u015fdim, kitab\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 el\u0259di. G\u0259ldim ev\u0259, kitab\u0131 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259dim. Bird\u0259n qar\u015f\u0131ma bu \u015feir ç\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 çox t\u0259sir el\u0259di. \u015eeiri musiqi üz\u0259rind\u0259 oxudum v\u0259 diktafonu aç\u0131b s\u0259simi yazd\u0131m. N\u0259 oxudumsa, yazd\u0131m, yatd\u0131m. S\u0259h\u0259r oyand\u0131m, bir d\u0259 dinl\u0259dim, gördüm ki, yox, \u0259m\u0259llic\u0259 mahn\u0131d\u0131r. Z\u0259ng etdim, aranjimanç\u0131 Vüsal Öm\u0259rova ki, bel\u0259 bir mahn\u0131 var. Dedi, g\u0259tir, bax\u0131m. Apard\u0131m, baxd\u0131 v\u0259 möht\u0259\u015f\u0259m oldu\u011funu söyl\u0259di. Bel\u0259c\u0259, mahn\u0131 \u0259rs\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

-Maddiyyat arxas\u0131nca qaçan s\u0259n\u0259tçil\u0259rd\u0259nsiniz?<\/strong>
\n-Tam s\u0259mimi deyim ki, xeyr. Olub ki, toyumdan imtina edib hans\u0131sa dövl\u0259t t\u0259dbirin\u0259 getmi\u015f\u0259m. Özü d\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259. Nazirlikd\u0259n z\u0259ng vurub deyibl\u0259r ki, filan günd\u0259 t\u0259dbird\u0259 olmal\u0131san, demi\u015f\u0259m, ba\u015f üst\u0259. Düzdür, maddiyyat da laz\u0131md\u0131r. Biz mü\u011f\u0259nnil\u0259r toydan qazan\u0131r\u0131q. Amma söhb\u0259t dövl\u0259t t\u0259dbirind\u0259n gedirs\u0259, qoy m\u0259n n\u0259yis\u0259 qazanmay\u0131m.<\/p>\n

-Mu\u011fam sferas\u0131ndan dostunuz varm\u0131 ?<\/strong>
\n-Tam olaraq evimin için\u0259 daxil olan, g\u0259lib-ged\u0259n Günay \u0130mamverdiyevad\u0131r. Onunla mu\u011fam müsabiq\u0259sind\u0259n bir yerd\u0259yik. Düzdür, \u0259traf çoxdur, amma dost sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m, güv\u0259ndiyim Günayd\u0131r. O\u011flanlardan is\u0259 Mir\u0259l\u0259m Mir\u0259l\u0259movdur.<\/p>\n

-Qalmaqala meyil ed\u0259n ya ondan qaçan birisiniz ?<\/strong>
\n-M\u0259nim qalmaqalla q\u0259tiyy\u0259n aram yoxdur.  Kims\u0259 haqq\u0131mda n\u0259s\u0259 dey\u0259nd\u0259 bel\u0259 çal\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, kar olum. Bax bu vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r toyumu da \u0259limd\u0259n alan olub, amma m\u0259n ona bel\u0259 heç n\u0259 etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Heç cavab da verm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Özü bilsin, Allah\u0131 bilsin. Vaxt insan üçün q\u0131z\u0131ldan qiym\u0259tlidir. Bo\u015f söhb\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 vaxt\u0131m\u0131 s\u0259rf etm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

-Ev i\u015fl\u0259ri il\u0259 aran\u0131z nec\u0259dir ?<\/strong>
\n-Bacar\u0131ram. Evd\u0259 \u0259n çox sevdiyim yer is\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259xdir. Dig\u0259r i\u015fl\u0259ri bacarsam da, sevmir\u0259m. Paltar ütül\u0259yim, qab yuyum, ya evin tozunu al\u0131m, bunlarla aram yoxdur. N\u0259 ist\u0259yirsiniz, bi\u015firim, q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng süfr\u0259 haz\u0131rlay\u0131m, bax bu i\u015fl\u0259rin vur\u011funuyam.<\/p>\n

-Özünüzü n\u0259y\u0259 gör\u0259 q\u0131nam\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong>
\n-Özümü \u0259n çox s\u0259birsiz oldu\u011fum üçün q\u0131nay\u0131ram. Hans\u0131sa bir i\u015fd\u0259 tez q\u0259rar ver\u0259, s\u0259birsiz h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. Amma sonra ev\u0259 g\u0259lib, güzgünün qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda durub özümü danlay\u0131ram ki, s\u0259birsiz olma, Kamil\u0259. \u018fn çox q\u0131na\u011f\u0131m odur.<\/p>\n

-Kamil\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131 h\u0259yatda n\u0259 qane etmir?<\/strong>
\n-H\u0259yat\u0131mda h\u0259r \u015fey normald\u0131r. Allah\u0131mdan raz\u0131yam. Allah\u0131ma min \u015fükür. El\u0259 bir \u015fey yoxdur ki, m\u0259ni qane etm\u0259sin. Atam yan\u0131mda, anam yan\u0131mda, \u0259lim, aya\u011f\u0131m var, Allah m\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259s verib, niy\u0259 ax\u0131 qane olmay\u0131m ? \u018fg\u0259r bugün n\u0259l\u0259r\u0259s\u0259 sahib deyil\u0259ms\u0259, zamanla onlar da olacaq. Sad\u0259c\u0259 s\u0259br etm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-B\u0259zi qad\u0131nlar ona \u0259tir, çiç\u0259k, dig\u0259rl\u0259ri geyiml\u0259r, h\u0259tta avtomobil kimi bahal\u0131 h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259ri sevirl\u0259r. Siz nec\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 xo\u015flay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z ?<\/strong>
\n-H\u0259diyy\u0259 xo\u015flay\u0131ram, amma h\u0259diyy\u0259 verm\u0259yi ondan da çox xo\u015flay\u0131ram. Hans\u0131 qad\u0131n h\u0259diyy\u0259ni sevm\u0259z ki ? M\u0259n d\u0259 qad\u0131n oldu\u011fum üçün h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259r verir\u0259m. Amma tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m insandan h\u0259diyy\u0259 q\u0259bul etm\u0259r\u0259m. N\u0259 m\u0259nada ? Kims\u0259 z\u0259ng etsin ki, s\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 ver\u0259c\u0259m, dey\u0259r\u0259m, çox sa\u011folun, amma q\u0259bul ed\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Bel\u0259 el \u015f\u0259nlikl\u0259rind\u0259, toylarda ver\u0259nl\u0259r var, onlardan q\u0259bul edir\u0259m. Tan\u0131mad\u0131qlar\u0131m dey\u0259nd\u0259 onlar\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutmuram.<\/p>\n

-H\u0259ssas birisiniz?<\/strong>
\n-Çox h\u0259ssas insanam. Atamla ba\u011fl\u0131 is\u0259 h\u0259ddind\u0259n art\u0131q h\u0259ssasam. Onunla ba\u011fl\u0131 olan ist\u0259nil\u0259n bir mövzu m\u0259ni kövr\u0259ldir. H\u0259rd\u0259n dü\u015fünür\u0259m ki, gör\u0259s\u0259n, o, olmasa, m\u0259n n\u0259 ed\u0259r\u0259m ? Düzdür, deyill\u0259r, öl\u0259nl\u0259 ölm\u0259k olmur. Allah atam\u0131n ölümünü gecind\u0259n etsin. Do\u011fmalar\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259n k\u0259sl\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131b fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m ki, onlar n\u0259 ac\u0131lar ç\u0259kir.<\/p>\n

-B\u0259s bu q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259ssas olmaq ç\u0259tinlik yaratm\u0131r?<\/strong>
\n-H\u0259ssasl\u0131q yax\u015f\u0131 bir \u015fey deyil. N\u0259yis\u0259 beynim\u0259 sal\u0131ram v\u0259 onu h\u0259rt\u0259r\u0259fli t\u0259hlil edir\u0259m. Yax\u015f\u0131, pis m\u0259qamlarad\u0259k h\u0259r \u015feyi inc\u0259liyir\u0259m. Bütün bunlar, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, ç\u0259tinlik yarad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-Kamil\u0259 xan\u0131m, sonuncu sual\u0131m\u0131 verim. Ki\u015fi xan\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259rimizd\u0259n kiminl\u0259 duet oxumaq ist\u0259y\u0259rsiniz ?<\/strong>
\n-\u018fn böyük arzum Alim mü\u0259lliml\u0259 oxumaqd\u0131r. Düzdür, onunla Amerikada g\u0259zintid\u0259 olark\u0259n birlikd\u0259 oxumu\u015fuq, amma professional s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 olmay\u0131b. Çox ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 hans\u0131sa bir proyektimi onunla birlikd\u0259 edim. Allah arzuma çatd\u0131rs\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Röv\u015f\u0259n Tahir<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Kamil\u0259 N\u0259biyeva: “Çox h\u0259ssas insanam” “Qalmaqalla q\u0259tiyy\u0259n aram yoxdur.  Kims\u0259 haqq\u0131mda n\u0259s\u0259 dey\u0259nd\u0259 bel\u0259 çal\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, kar olum. Bax bu vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r toyumu da \u0259limd\u0259n alan olub, amma m\u0259n ona bel\u0259…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":251278,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_lmt_disableupdate":"","_lmt_disable":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[102],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-91625","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-medeniyyet-butun-xeberler"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/91625","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=91625"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/91625\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/251278"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=91625"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=91625"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=91625"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}