{"id":90576,"date":"2019-12-26T17:48:12","date_gmt":"2019-12-26T13:48:12","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T20:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/?p=90576","title":{"rendered":"<font color=red><b>\u201c\u0130lk sevdiyim xan\u0131mla ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurdum\u201d<\/b><\/font>"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>S\u0259yyad \u018flizad\u0259: &ldquo;Partada ortadan x\u0259tt &ccedil;\u0259kib q\u0131za dedim ki, m\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 ke&ccedil;s\u0259n s\u0259ni vurub birt\u0259h\u0259r ed\u0259r\u0259m&rdquo;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&ldquo;B&ouml;y&uuml;k qarda\u015f\u0131m S\u0259id v\u0259 balaca qarda\u015f\u0131m S\u0259ccadla birlikd\u0259 kiray\u0259d\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131q. S\u0259id b&ouml;y&uuml;k, S\u0259ccad is\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n balaca oldu\u011fu &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n ev i\u015fl\u0259rinin &ccedil;oxu m\u0259nim &uuml;z\u0259rim\u0259 d&uuml;\u015f&uuml;rd&uuml;. Buna g&ouml;r\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259cbur olub yem\u0259k bi\u015firm\u0259yi d\u0259, paltar yuma\u011f\u0131 da, &uuml;t&uuml;l\u0259m\u0259yi d\u0259 &ouml;yr\u0259nmi\u015fdim. Amma dadl\u0131 yem\u0259k bi\u015firdiyimi dey\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim. Bi\u015firdiyim yem\u0259kl\u0259ri &ccedil;ar\u0259sizlikd\u0259n yeyirdik (g&uuml;l&uuml;r). &Uuml;mumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n xo\u015fum g\u0259lmir. Dostlar\u0131m var ki, yax\u015f\u0131 kabab &ccedil;\u0259kirl\u0259r, qazan yem\u0259kl\u0259ri bi\u015firirl\u0259r. Amma m\u0259nim \u0259limd\u0259n g\u0259lmir. Bu yax\u0131nlarda o\u011flumla ikimiz evd\u0259 idik. Dedi ki, ata kartof q\u0131zartmas\u0131 ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Bir ne&ccedil;\u0259 saat m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 &ccedil;al\u0131\u015fsam da bir n\u0259tic\u0259 olmad\u0131&rdquo;<br \/>\n&ldquo;&Uuml;&ccedil; n&ouml;qt\u0259&rdquo; q\u0259zetinin qona\u011f\u0131 m&uuml;\u011f\u0259nni S\u0259yyad \u018flizad\u0259dir.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&ldquo;U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 u\u015faq kimi ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f\u0131q&rdquo;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>6 avqust 1958-ci ild\u0259 F&uuml;zuli rayonunun \u015e\u0131xbaba k\u0259ndind\u0259 d&uuml;nyaya g\u0259lib. Deyir ki, ail\u0259d\u0259 be\u015f qarda\u015f, iki bac\u0131 olublar, o is\u0259 ail\u0259nin &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;nc&uuml; u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 olub: &ldquo;U\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rim el\u0259 do\u011fuldu\u011fum k\u0259ndd\u0259 ke&ccedil;ib. U\u015faql\u0131qda &ccedil;ox d\u0259c\u0259l idim. O ill\u0259r indiki z\u0259man\u0259 il\u0259 m&uuml;qayis\u0259d\u0259 &ccedil;ox g&ouml;z\u0259l idi. U\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rimiz &ccedil;ox g&ouml;z\u0259l, maraql\u0131, yaddaqalan ke&ccedil;ib. U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 u\u015faq kimi ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f\u0131q. M\u0259kt\u0259b yay t\u0259tilin\u0259 ba\u011flananda Batabat yayla\u011f\u0131na ged\u0259rdik v\u0259 &uuml;&ccedil; ay m&uuml;dd\u0259tind\u0259 orda qalard\u0131q. Orda g&uuml;nl\u0259rimiz &ccedil;ox maraql\u0131 ke&ccedil;\u0259rdi&rdquo;.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&ldquo;M&uuml;\u0259llimim dedi ki, s\u0259n el\u0259 haz\u0131r m&uuml;\u011f\u0259nnis\u0259n&rdquo;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 1965-ci ild\u0259 birinci sinf\u0259 getmi\u015f\u0259m, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 se&ccedil;il\u0259n, f\u0259al \u015fagird olmu\u015fam. \u0130st\u0259r idman, ist\u0259r musiqi, ist\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259hsil sah\u0259sind\u0259 s&ouml;z&uuml;n yax\u015f\u0131 m\u0259nas\u0131nda se&ccedil;ilmi\u015f\u0259m. Qiym\u0259tl\u0259rim \u0259la olub. \u0130dmanla m&uuml;t\u0259madi m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olmu\u015fam. Birinci sinfin dekabr ay\u0131nda ilk d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 &ccedil;\u0131x\u0131b 500 n\u0259f\u0259rin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda mahn\u0131 oxumu\u015fam. Musiqiy\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sim h\u0259l\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 getm\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n olub. Ona g&ouml;r\u0259 d\u0259 daima bildiyim mahn\u0131lar\u0131 oxuyard\u0131m. Musiqiy\u0259 &ccedil;ox h\u0259v\u0259sim var idi. O vaxt\u0131 m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259 n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 d\u0259rsl\u0259ri ke&ccedil;iril\u0259rdi. M&uuml;\u0259llim bir-bir u\u015faqlar\u0131 oxutduqdan sonra dedi ki, s\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 oxuyursan. M\u0259kt\u0259bimizd\u0259 tarz\u0259n Ya\u015far m&uuml;\u0259llim var idi, &ccedil;ox g&ouml;z\u0259l bir insan idi. O sonralar m\u0259nim sinif r\u0259hb\u0259rim d\u0259 oldu. H\u0259m h\u0259rbi haz\u0131rl\u0131qdan, h\u0259m d\u0259 r\u0259ssaml\u0131qdan d\u0259rs ke&ccedil;\u0259rdi. M\u0259nim s\u0259simi, sluxumu, ritmimi yoxlad\u0131. Dedi ki, s\u0259n el\u0259 haz\u0131r m&uuml;\u011f\u0259nnis\u0259n. O g&uuml;nd\u0259n m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 ke&ccedil;iril\u0259n b&uuml;t&uuml;n t\u0259dbirl\u0259rd\u0259 f\u0259al i\u015ftirak etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. O vaxt\u0131 d\u0259bd\u0259 olan mahn\u0131lar\u0131 oxuyard\u0131m v\u0259 &ccedil;ox g&ouml;z\u0259l qar\u015f\u0131layard\u0131lar. Sonralar m\u0259nim &ccedil;\u0131x\u0131\u015flar\u0131m rayon &uuml;zr\u0259 yay\u0131ld\u0131. Sonra m\u0259ni balaca m&uuml;\u011f\u0259nni kimi rayon t\u0259dbirl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar. O vaxt\u0131 k\u0259ndimizd\u0259 musiqi m\u0259kt\u0259bi yox idi. Valideynl\u0259rimd\u0259n xahi\u015f etdim, m\u0259n\u0259 akustik gitara ald\u0131lar. &Ouml;z&uuml;m bu gitarada ifa etm\u0259yi &ouml;yr\u0259ndim.&nbsp; &Uuml;mumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, h\u0259v\u0259s olandan sonra insan h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 qadir olur&rdquo;.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&ldquo;Qaraba\u011fda ke&ccedil;iril\u0259n mahn\u0131 m&uuml;sabiq\u0259sinin laureat\u0131 oldum&rdquo;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M&uuml;sahibimiz deyir ki, musiqini &ccedil;ox sevm\u0259yin\u0259 baxmayaraq m&uuml;h\u0259ndis olma\u011f\u0131 da arzulay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki m&uuml;\u011f\u0259nniliy\u0259 \u0259l&ccedil;atmaz bir s\u0259n\u0259t olaraq bax\u0131rm\u0131\u015f: &ldquo; &ldquo;Sevil\u0259n m&uuml;\u011f\u0259nni ola bil\u0259r\u0259mmi?&rdquo;- dey\u0259, d&uuml;\u015f&uuml;n&uuml;rd&uuml;m. Bu bar\u0259d\u0259 \u015f&uuml;bh\u0259l\u0259rim oldu\u011fu &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n m&uuml;h\u0259ndis olma yolunu se&ccedil;dim. M\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirdikd\u0259n sonra s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rimi o vaxtk\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycan \u0130n\u015faat M&uuml;h\u0259ndisl\u0259ri \u0130nstitutuna verdim v\u0259 q\u0259bul oldum. Sentyabr\u0131n ilk g&uuml;nl\u0259rind\u0259n t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 ansambl\u0131na &uuml;zv yaz\u0131ld\u0131m. Orda ansambl\u0131n b\u0259dii r\u0259hb\u0259ri m\u0259ni yen\u0259 ansambla oxuma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 yoxlad\u0131 v\u0259 o da dedi ki, siz haz\u0131r m&uuml;\u011f\u0259nnisiniz. (G&uuml;l&uuml;r). Dedi ki, harda &ouml;yr\u0259nmisiniz? Dedim, F&uuml;zuli rayonunda. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki 9-cu sinifd\u0259 oxuyanda m\u0259n F&uuml;zuli rayon Xalq &Ccedil;al\u011f\u0131 Al\u0259tl\u0259ri Ansambl\u0131n\u0131n solisti idim. Da\u011fl\u0131q Qaraba\u011fda konsertl\u0259r verdik, h\u0259tta 1975-ci ild\u0259 Qaraba\u011fda ke&ccedil;iril\u0259n mahn\u0131 m&uuml;sabiq\u0259sinin laureat\u0131 oldum&rdquo;.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&ldquo;M&uuml;\u0259llim dedi ki, bu oxuma\u011f\u0131 burax, d&uuml;\u015f o biri oxuma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n dal\u0131nca&rdquo;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>R\u0259qab\u0259ti sev\u0259n S.\u018flizad\u0259 vur\u011fulay\u0131r ki, t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik zaman\u0131 da &ccedil;ox f\u0259al olub: &ldquo;&Ccedil;&uuml;nki h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 &ouml;z&uuml;m\u0259 b&ouml;y&uuml;k t\u0259l\u0259bkarl\u0131qla yana\u015fm\u0131\u015famv\u0259 r\u0259qab\u0259ti sevmi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259nd\u0259n bir add\u0131m qabaqda olan insan\u0131 &ouml;t&uuml;b ke&ccedil;m\u0259y\u0259 &ccedil;al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Ona g&ouml;r\u0259 d\u0259 5 illik t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik ill\u0259rind\u0259 bir &ccedil;ox musiqi yar\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131n laureat\u0131 oldum. O vaxt\u0131 SSR\u0130-nin bir &ccedil;ox \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259 musiqi m&uuml;sabiq\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259, qastrollarda olduq. T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik ill\u0259rim g&ouml;z\u0259l ke&ccedil;diyi &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rimi h\u0259r zaman g&ouml;z\u0259l xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. Bu d&ouml;vrd\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan televiziyas\u0131nda &ccedil;\u0131x\u0131\u015flara ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fam. 1977-1978-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 &ldquo;Xo\u015f g&ouml;rd&uuml;k t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259&rdquo; verili\u015find\u0259 efir\u0259 &ccedil;\u0131xd\u0131m v\u0259 m\u0259n bir g&uuml;n&uuml;n i&ccedil;ind\u0259 b&uuml;t&uuml;n institutda m\u0259\u015fhur oldum. Verili\u015fin s\u0259h\u0259ri g&uuml;n&uuml; instututa g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 ham\u0131 m\u0259ni barmaqla g&ouml;st\u0259rirdi. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda durub &ccedil;&ouml;l\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m, ali riyaziyyat m&uuml;\u0259llimimiz N\u0259riman m&uuml;\u0259llim dedi ki, &ldquo;ax\u015fam s\u0259nin oxuma\u011f\u0131na baxd\u0131m, &ccedil;ox xo\u015fuma g\u0259ldi. S\u0259n bu oxuma\u011f\u0131 burax, d&uuml;\u015f o biri oxuma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n dal\u0131nca&rdquo;. N\u0259riman m&uuml;\u0259llimin bu s&ouml;z&uuml; he&ccedil; vaxt yad\u0131mdan &ccedil;\u0131xm\u0131r&rdquo;.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&ldquo;T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 vaxt\u0131 bi\u015firdiyim yem\u0259kl\u0259ri &ccedil;ar\u0259sizlikd\u0259n yeyirdik&rdquo;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bir &ccedil;ox t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259r kimi kiray\u0259d\u0259 qalan m&uuml;sahibimiz deyir ki, b&ouml;y&uuml;k qarda\u015f\u0131 S\u0259id v\u0259 balaca qarda\u015f\u0131 S\u0259ccadla birlikd\u0259 qal\u0131rm\u0131\u015flar: &ldquo;S\u0259id b&ouml;y&uuml;k, S\u0259ccad is\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n balaca oldu\u011fu &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n ev i\u015fl\u0259rinin &ccedil;oxu m\u0259nim &uuml;z\u0259rim\u0259 d&uuml;\u015f&uuml;rd&uuml;. Buna g&ouml;r\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259cbur olub yem\u0259k bi\u015firm\u0259yi d\u0259, paltar yuma\u011f\u0131 da, &uuml;t&uuml;l\u0259m\u0259yi d\u0259 &ouml;yr\u0259nmi\u015fdim. Amma dadl\u0131 yem\u0259k bi\u015firdiyimi dey\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim. Bi\u015firdiyim yem\u0259kl\u0259ri &ccedil;ar\u0259sizlikd\u0259n yeyirdik (g&uuml;l&uuml;r). &Uuml;mumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n xo\u015fum g\u0259lmir. Dostlar\u0131m var ki, yax\u015f\u0131 kabab &ccedil;\u0259kirl\u0259r, qazan yem\u0259kl\u0259ri bi\u015firirl\u0259r. Amma m\u0259nim \u0259limd\u0259n g\u0259lmir. Bu yax\u0131nlarda o\u011flumla ikimiz evd\u0259 idik. Dedi ki, ata kartof q\u0131zartmas\u0131 ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Bir ne&ccedil;\u0259 saat m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 &ccedil;al\u0131\u015fsam da bir n\u0259tic\u0259 olmad\u0131&rdquo;.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&ldquo;Kiyev \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 musiqisiz ya\u015famaq m\u0259nim &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n &ccedil;ox &ccedil;\u0259tin idi&rdquo;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S.\u018flizad\u0259 deyir ki, 1982-ci ild\u0259 institutu bitirdikd\u0259n sonra onu \u0259la&ccedil;\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 kimi Ukraynan\u0131n Kiyev \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 g&ouml;nd\u0259ribl\u0259r: &ldquo;\u0130xtisas\u0131m K&ouml;rp&uuml;l\u0259r v\u0259 tunell\u0259r idi. \u0130\u015f\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m v\u0259 i\u015fimi &ccedil;ox b\u0259y\u0259ndil\u0259r. \u0130&ccedil;kid\u0259n, siqaretd\u0259n, z\u0259r\u0259rli v\u0259rdi\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n uzaq olma\u011f\u0131m v\u0259 r\u0259hb\u0259rliyim onlar\u0131n &ccedil;ox xo\u015funa g\u0259ldi. 280 manat maa\u015f al\u0131rd\u0131m. \u0130lk maa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n 80 manat\u0131n\u0131 &ouml;z&uuml;m\u0259 saxlad\u0131m, qalan 200 manat\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycana anama g&ouml;nd\u0259rdim. Onlar m\u0259ni orda saxlamaq ist\u0259dil\u0259r. Lakin m\u0259n musiqini &ccedil;ox sevdiyim &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n orda &ccedil;ox qala bilm\u0259dim. Kiyev \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 musiqisiz ya\u015famaq m\u0259nim &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n &ccedil;ox &ccedil;\u0259tin idi. El\u0259 burdan da h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 yola d&uuml;\u015fd&uuml;m. H\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t ill\u0259rim SSR\u0130-nin 60 illiyin\u0259 t\u0259sad&uuml;f edirdi. H\u0259rbi t\u0259hsil m&uuml;\u0259ssis\u0259nd\u0259 orta tanklar &uuml;zr\u0259 6 ay kursant oldum. D&ouml;y&uuml;\u015f \u0259la&ccedil;\u0131s\u0131 oldu\u011fum &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n el\u0259 m\u0259ni t\u0259hsil polkunda saxlad\u0131lar. Art\u0131q g\u0259l\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259rs dem\u0259y\u0259, d&ouml;y&uuml;\u015f taktikas\u0131n\u0131 &ouml;yr\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. M\u0259nim oldu\u011fum b&ouml;lm\u0259d\u0259 c\u0259mi bir-iki az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 var idi, onlar da dem\u0259k olar ki, g&ouml;r&uuml;nm&uuml;rd&uuml;l\u0259r&rdquo;.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&ldquo;Partada ortadan x\u0259tt &ccedil;\u0259kib q\u0131za dedim ki, m\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 ke&ccedil;s\u0259n s\u0259ni vurub birt\u0259h\u0259r ed\u0259r\u0259m&rdquo;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S.\u018flizad\u0259 deyir ki, insan\u0131n h\u0259yatda bir sevgisi olur. D&uuml;zd&uuml;r, balaca vaxt\u0131 o\u011flan u\u015faqlar\u0131 m&uuml;\u0259llim\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259, yaxud sinif yolda\u015flar\u0131na vurulurlar: &ldquo;Amma m\u0259nd\u0259 el\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r olmay\u0131b, valideynl\u0259rim h\u0259r zaman m\u0259n\u0259 oxuma\u011f\u0131 t&ouml;vsiy\u0259 edirdi. Biz bir az qapal\u0131 b&ouml;y&uuml;d&uuml;y&uuml;m&uuml;z\u0259 g&ouml;r\u0259 q\u0131zlardan k\u0259nar g\u0259zirdim. H\u0259tta bir d\u0259f\u0259 m&uuml;\u0259llim bir q\u0131z\u0131 m\u0259niml\u0259 eyni partada otuzdurmu\u015fdu. Partada ortadan x\u0259tt &ccedil;\u0259kib q\u0131za dedim ki, m\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 ke&ccedil;s\u0259n s\u0259ni vurub birt\u0259h\u0259r ed\u0259r\u0259m (<em>g&uuml;l&uuml;r<\/em>). Q\u0131z da bu s&ouml;z&uuml;m&uuml; m&uuml;\u0259llim\u0259 dedi, m\u0259ni danlad\u0131lar. Amma \u0259la&ccedil;\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 oldu\u011fum &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n &ccedil;al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, x\u0259trim\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259sinl\u0259r. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 d\u0259, ali m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 d\u0259 bir ne&ccedil;\u0259 q\u0131z m\u0259n\u0259 sevgisini etiraf edib. Lakin m\u0259nim fikrim t\u0259hsild\u0259 oldu\u011fu &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 vaxt s\u0259rf etmirdim&rdquo;.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&ldquo;\u0130lk sevdiyim xan\u0131mla ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurdum&rdquo;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S.\u018flizad\u0259 deyir ki, ilk sevgisi is\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259n g\u0259ldikd\u0259n sonra olub. Ail\u0259 qurdu\u011fu xan\u0131m\u0131 anas\u0131 se&ccedil;ib, m&uuml;sahibimiz d\u0259 sevib: &ldquo;H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m qon\u015fu k\u0259ndimizd\u0259n idi, ail\u0259sini, k&ouml;k&uuml;n&uuml; yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131q. Biz atam\u0131z\u0131 erk\u0259n ya\u015fda itridiyimiz &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n anam\u0131z bizim &ccedil;ox \u0259ziyy\u0259timizi &ccedil;\u0259kib. O biz\u0259 h\u0259m ana, h\u0259m d\u0259 ata olub. Ona g&ouml;r\u0259 d\u0259 onun dedikl\u0259rini h\u0259yata ke&ccedil;irm\u0259y\u0259 &ccedil;al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q. \u015e&uuml;k&uuml;r Allaha ki, anam\u0131z\u0131n s&ouml;z&uuml;n&uuml; dinl\u0259yib h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 xeyir tapm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Anam\u0131n m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259ti il\u0259 indiki xan\u0131m\u0131m\u0131 g&ouml;rd&uuml;m v\u0259 sevdim. \u0130lk sevdiyim xan\u0131m il\u0259 ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurdum. Art\u0131q 30 il ke&ccedil;ib v\u0259 anam\u0131n biz\u0259 nec\u0259 g&ouml;z\u0259l yol se&ccedil;diyinin \u015fahidi oluruq. \u0130nsan\u0131n xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi onun ail\u0259 qurdu\u011fu insanla ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r. \u018fg\u0259r d&uuml;zg&uuml;n add\u0131m at\u0131rsansa xo\u015fb\u0259xt olursan. \u0130ki &ouml;vlad\u0131m\u0131z var, q\u0131z\u0131m \u015e\u0259hla v\u0259 o\u011flum Atab\u0259y. &Ouml;vladlar\u0131ma h\u0259r zaman d&uuml;zg&uuml;n olma\u011f\u0131, s&ouml;z&uuml;b&uuml;t&ouml;v, xeyirxah olma\u011f\u0131 t&ouml;vsiy\u0259 edir\u0259m. &Ouml;vladlar\u0131ma \u0259n y&uuml;ks\u0259k s\u0259viyy\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259hsil verm\u0259y\u0259 &ccedil;al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. Q\u0131z\u0131m \u0130qtisad Universitetini bitirib ixtisas\u0131 &uuml;zr\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Lakin indi ki&ccedil;ik &ouml;vladlar\u0131 oldu\u011fu &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n i&ordm;l\u0259mir. O\u011flum Atab\u0259y is\u0259 9-cu sinifd\u0259 oxuyur. Ona h\u0259r zaman yax\u015f\u0131 t\u0259hsil alma\u011f\u0131 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g&ouml;r&uuml;r\u0259m. Yax\u015f\u0131 olan n\u0259 varsa, onun &ouml;vladlar\u0131mda c\u0259m olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yir\u0259m. B&uuml;t&uuml;n &ouml;vladlara xox\u015fb\u0259xtlik arzulay\u0131ram&rdquo;.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&ldquo;Bir d\u0259 g&ouml;rd&uuml;m ki, art\u0131q pe\u015f\u0259kar bir m&uuml;\u011f\u0259nni kimi b&ouml;y&uuml;k s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259y\u0259m&rdquo;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r zaman m&uuml;\u011f\u0259nniliy\u0259 \u0259l&ccedil;atmaz bir s\u0259n\u0259t olaraq baxan m&uuml;\u011f\u0259nni bu s\u0259n\u0259tin m&uuml;q\u0259dd\u0259s oldu\u011funu deyir: &ldquo;Bu s\u0259n\u0259t m&uuml;q\u0259dd\u0259sdir, amma insan yerind\u0259 olanda. B&uuml;t&uuml;n sah\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi bizim inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259sad&uuml;fi adamlar &ccedil;oxdur. Bu i\u015f b&ouml;y&uuml;k m\u0259suliyy\u0259t, z\u0259hm\u0259t v\u0259 bacar\u0131q t\u0259l\u0259b edir. H\u0259r bir i\u015f\u0259 &ccedil;ox b&ouml;y&uuml;k m\u0259suliyy\u0259tl\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131ram. Bu yolda m\u0259n\u0259 bir &ccedil;ox insanlar\u0131n k&ouml;m\u0259yi d\u0259yib. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik Baba Mahmudo\u011flunun v\u0259 Araz Xalq &Ccedil;al\u011f\u0131 al\u0259tl\u0259ri ansambl\u0131nda &ccedil;al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. \u0130slam Razyevin ansambl\u0131nda &uuml;zv olmu\u015fam. H\u0259m&ccedil;inin professor, musiqi\u015f&uuml;nas Abbasqulu N\u0259c\u0259fzad\u0259nin bu yolda m\u0259n\u0259 &ccedil;ox b&ouml;y&uuml;k k&ouml;m\u0259yi d\u0259yib. Onunla bir &ccedil;ox musiqi yar\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131n qalibi olmu\u015fuq. \u0130nstitutu bitir\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n musiqini davam ettdirib-etdirm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yimi soru\u015fdu. Dedim ki, davam etm\u0259yim\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259rmi? Dedi, m\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n g&ouml;zl\u0259yir\u0259m, &ccedil;&uuml;nki t\u0259nb\u0259l deyils\u0259n, z\u0259hm\u0259tke\u015fs\u0259n. Abbasqulu m&uuml;\u0259llimin o s&ouml;z&uuml;nd\u0259n sonra daha da &uuml;r\u0259kl\u0259ndim v\u0259 bu yolu davam etdim. Bir d\u0259 g&ouml;rd&uuml;m ki, art\u0131q pe\u015f\u0259kar bir m&uuml;\u011f\u0259nni kimi b&ouml;y&uuml;k s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259y\u0259m&rdquo;.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&ldquo;O alboma g&ouml;r\u0259 xarici &ouml;lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n &#8211; Holandiyadan, Almaniyadan m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ngl\u0259r g\u0259lirdi&rdquo;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S.\u018flizad\u0259 deyir ki, 1994-1995-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 &ldquo;B\u0259yaz gec\u0259l\u0259r&rdquo; albomu i\u015f\u0131q &uuml;z&uuml; g&ouml;r&uuml;b v\u0259 ona b&ouml;y&uuml;k bir m\u0259\u015fhurluq g\u0259tirib: &ldquo;Amma bundan \u0259vv\u0259l 1987-ci ild\u0259 &ldquo;T\u0259brizim&rdquo; adl\u0131 albomum i\u015f\u0131q &uuml;z&uuml; g&ouml;rd&uuml;. Bu alboma g&ouml;r\u0259 xarici &ouml;lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n &#8211; Holandiyadan, Almaniyadan m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ngl\u0259r g\u0259lirdi. 90-c\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259lum hadis\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 g&ouml;r\u0259 &ldquo;Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131m&rdquo; adl\u0131 ikinci albomumu &ccedil;\u0131xard\u0131q. H\u0259r albomda 12-13 mahn\u0131 olurdu. Bundan sonra janr\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259r\u0259k estrada stilind\u0259 mahn\u0131lar yazma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. 1996-c\u0131 ild\u0259 Almaniyada ya\u015fayan t&uuml;rkl\u0259r albomda olan mahn\u0131larla film &ccedil;\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259dikl\u0259rini bildirdil\u0259r v\u0259 buna uy\u011fun kontrakt t\u0259klif etdil\u0259r. Lakin kontrakt\u0131n bir ne&ccedil;\u0259 b\u0259ndi m\u0259ni qane etm\u0259diyi &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n q\u0259bul etm\u0259dim. Amma indi d&uuml;\u015f&uuml;n&uuml;r\u0259m ki, g\u0259r\u0259k q\u0259bul ed\u0259rdim. Sonra da d&uuml;\u015f&uuml;n&uuml;r\u0259m ki, ke&ccedil;\u0259n\u0259 g&uuml;z\u0259\u015ft dey\u0259rl\u0259r, y\u0259qin xeyir bunda imi\u015f. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki m\u0259n azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131 &ccedil;ox sevir\u0259m&rdquo;.<\/p>\n<p><strong>K&ouml;n&uuml;l Oruc<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>S\u0259yyad \u018flizad\u0259: &ldquo;Partada ortadan x\u0259tt &ccedil;\u0259kib q\u0131za dedim ki, m\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 ke&ccedil;s\u0259n s\u0259ni vurub birt\u0259h\u0259r ed\u0259r\u0259m&rdquo; &ldquo;B&ouml;y&uuml;k qarda\u015f\u0131m S\u0259id v\u0259 balaca qarda\u015f\u0131m S\u0259ccadla birlikd\u0259 kiray\u0259d\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131q. 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