{"id":90268,"date":"2019-12-20T18:55:42","date_gmt":"2019-12-20T14:55:42","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T20:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/?p=90268","title":{"rendered":"<font color=red><b>\u201cSaxta sevgil\u0259r\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131m yoxdur\u201d<\/b><\/font>"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>\u018fm\u0259kdar artist Nigar \u015eabanova: &ldquo;Haqs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259bul etmir\u0259m&rdquo;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&ldquo;Ana olandan &ccedil;ox \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015fib. El\u0259 &ouml;z&uuml;m d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m. B&ouml;y&uuml;k bir pozitivlik g\u0259lib m\u0259n\u0259. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r a&ccedil;\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131, qalx\u0131rd\u0131m, haz\u0131rl\u0131q g&ouml;r&uuml;rd&uuml;m, gedirdim ya toya, ya konsert\u0259, g\u0259lirdim ev\u0259 v\u0259 m\u0259n t\u0259k-t\u0259nha qal\u0131rd\u0131m. Amma indi q\u0131z\u0131m var. G\u0259lir\u0259m, onu qoxlay\u0131ram v\u0259 &ouml;z&uuml;m&uuml; xo\u015fb\u0259xt hiss edir\u0259m. D&uuml;\u015f&uuml;n&uuml;n, indi bel\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sir\u0259m ki, tez ev\u0259 gets\u0259ydim, q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 g&ouml;r\u0259rdim&rdquo;. Ucnoqta.az sayt\u0131n\u0131n qona\u011f\u0131 Respublikan\u0131n \u0259m\u0259kdar artisti, xan\u0259nd\u0259 Nigar xan\u0131m \u015eabanovad\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-Nigar xan\u0131m u\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rinizd\u0259n ba\u015flayaq&#8230;<\/strong><br \/>\n-Sakit v\u0259 utancaq bir q\u0131z olmu\u015fam. Baxmayaraq u\u015faq idim, amma &ouml;z&uuml;m&uuml; xan\u0131m-xat\u0131n kimi apar\u0131rd\u0131m. Oxuma\u011f\u0131 &ccedil;ox sevmi\u015f\u0259m. 11 ya\u015f\u0131mdan oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fam. D&uuml;zd&uuml;r, valideynl\u0259rim m\u0259nim m&uuml;\u011f\u0259nni olma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ist\u0259mirdil\u0259r, amma &ouml;z&uuml;m t\u0259kid edirdim. Bel\u0259c\u0259 g&ouml;rd&uuml;l\u0259r ki, xeyr, m\u0259nim musiqiy\u0259 olan sevgimin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 he&ccedil; bir v\u0259chl\u0259 ala bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, raz\u0131 oldular. Mahn\u0131 oxuma\u011f\u0131ma babam d\u0259st\u0259k olub. Valideynl\u0259rim ki, m\u0259nim musiqiy\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259yimi ist\u0259mirdil\u0259r, o zaman babam\u0131n yan\u0131na getdim. O is\u0259 valideynl\u0259rim\u0259 g\u0259lib dedi ki, icaz\u0259 verin, oxusun. Onsuz Nigar xan\u0259nd\u0259 olacaq, S\u0259kin\u0259 xan\u0131m, M\u0259l\u0259kxan\u0131m m&uuml;\u0259llim\u0259, N\u0259zak\u0259t xan\u0131m v\u0259 dig\u0259r s\u0259n\u0259tkarlar\u0131m\u0131z kimi ab\u0131rl\u0131, h\u0259yal\u0131 &ccedil;\u0131xacaq efirl\u0259r\u0259. Babam ail\u0259mizin b&ouml;y&uuml;y&uuml; oldu\u011fu &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n onun dedikl\u0259rini q\u0259bul etdil\u0259r v\u0259 m\u0259nim musiqi il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olma\u011f\u0131ma yox dem\u0259dil\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-G&ouml;z\u0259l xan\u0131ms\u0131n\u0131z, ola bilm\u0259z ki, siz\u0259 ciddi sevgi t\u0259klifl\u0259ri olmas\u0131n&#8230;<\/strong><br \/>\n-Bilirsiniz, ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131qdan sonra 3 il m\u0259n depressiyada oldum. O ill\u0259r &ouml;z&uuml;m&uuml; g&uuml;cl\u0259 toparlaya bildim. Daha sonra qar\u015f\u0131ma m\u0259qs\u0259d qoydum ki, m\u0259n t\u0259hsil almal\u0131yam. Haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131b Az\u0259rbaycan D&ouml;vl\u0259t M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u0130nc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t Universitetin\u0259 daxil oldum. Bu ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 d\u0259 ancaq universitet haqq\u0131nda fikirl\u0259\u015fdim ki, buran\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 oxumal\u0131yam, \u0259la qiym\u0259tl\u0259rl\u0259 bitirm\u0259liy\u0259m v\u0259 s. Universitetd\u0259 oxudu\u011fum zaman m&uuml;sabiq\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 qat\u0131ld\u0131m v\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m &ouml;z&uuml;m&uuml; s\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 qurban verm\u0259y\u0259. Bel\u0259c\u0259, xarici s\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259r, d&ouml;vl\u0259t t\u0259dbirl\u0259ri &ouml;z&uuml;m&uuml; d&uuml;\u015f&uuml;nm\u0259y\u0259 imkan verm\u0259di. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, yen\u0259 d\u0259 deyir\u0259m, s\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 sevgiml\u0259 ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. D&uuml;zd&uuml;r, sevgi t\u0259klifl\u0259ri &ccedil;ox alm\u0131\u015fam. Amma s\u0259n\u0259timi d&uuml;\u015f&uuml;nd&uuml;y&uuml;md\u0259n, &ldquo;b\u0259li&rdquo; cavab\u0131 dem\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, kim\u0259s\u0259 raz\u0131 olmama\u011f\u0131m ke&ccedil;mi\u015fin m\u0259nd\u0259 buraxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir iz idi ki, m\u0259n he&ccedil; kim\u0259 inanm\u0131rd\u0131m, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, s\u0259n\u0259ti ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 qurban verm\u0259yimd\u0259n qorxurdum. D&uuml;\u015f&uuml;n&uuml;rd&uuml;m ki, m\u0259n bu add\u0131m\u0131 atm\u0131\u015fam, s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 ir\u0259lil\u0259m\u0259k yolunu se&ccedil;mi\u015f\u0259m, bunun ard\u0131nca da getm\u0259liy\u0259m. Bu g&uuml;n art\u0131q m\u0259nim 30 ya\u015f\u0131m var. Bu ya\u015f\u0131mda m\u0259n a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 q\u0259rar verm\u0259liy\u0259m. Y&uuml;z &ouml;l&ccedil;&uuml;b, bir bi&ccedil;m\u0259liy\u0259m. Qism\u0259t Allahdan.<br \/>\n<img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/cdn\/2019\/december\/20\/medium\/IMG1695.jpg\" style=\"width: 400px; height: 250px;\" \/><br \/>\n<strong>-Nigar xan\u0131m, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 ail\u0259niz\u0259 g&ouml;r\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259ti t\u0259rk ed\u0259rsiniz ?<\/strong><br \/>\n-B\u0259li, ed\u0259r\u0259m. \u018fg\u0259r, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259, m\u0259ni anlayan, d\u0259y\u0259r ver\u0259n biri olarsa, ed\u0259r\u0259m. Bilirsiniz, bu s\u0259n\u0259t v\u0259fas\u0131zd\u0131r. Bax\u0131n, bu g&uuml;n 10 ki\u015fid\u0259n ne&ccedil;\u0259si Nis\u0259 xan\u0131m Qas\u0131movan\u0131 dinl\u0259yir ? Tam s\u0259mimi cavab ver\u0259k. Bir-iki n\u0259f\u0259r olar, ya yox. Halbuki, Nis\u0259 xan\u0131m bu s\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 h\u0259r bir \u015feyini qurban verib. Efird\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 &ouml;z&uuml; demi\u015fdi. Bu g&uuml;n o n\u0259 s&ouml;yl\u0259yir ? M\u0259nim dostum d&ouml;rd divar v\u0259 siqaretdir. Bir qad\u0131n &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 karyeraya qurban verib sonda t\u0259k qalmaq n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir, bilirsiniz ?<\/p>\n<p><strong>-&Ouml;vlad\u0131n\u0131zdan dan\u0131\u015faq&#8230;<\/strong><br \/>\n-&Ouml;vlad\u0131m\u0131 uzaq qohumlardan g&ouml;t&uuml;rm&uuml;\u015f\u0259m. Bir qan ba\u011f\u0131 var. Onu m\u0259nim &ouml;vladl\u0131\u011fa g&ouml;t&uuml;rm\u0259yim t\u0259klifini onlar verdil\u0259r. D&uuml;\u015f&uuml;nd&uuml;m, h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fli n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n ke&ccedil;irdim v\u0259 t\u0259klifi q\u0259bul etdim. T\u0259klif nec\u0259 oldu, onu deyim. M\u0259nim do\u011fmalar\u0131mdan ba\u015fqa he&ccedil; kim bilm\u0259z ki, m\u0259n n\u0259 hissl\u0259r ke&ccedil;irir\u0259m v\u0259 ya m\u0259nim v\u0259ziyy\u0259tim nec\u0259dir. Y\u0259ni m\u0259n bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 a\u011flaya bil\u0259r\u0259m, amma &ccedil;evrilib insanlara t\u0259b\u0259ss&uuml;m b\u0259x\u015f ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. Bunu kims\u0259 duymaz ki, Nigar k&ouml;vr\u0259lib. Yaln\u0131z do\u011fmalar\u0131m bil\u0259r ki, &uuml;r\u0259yimd\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 var. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, onlar m\u0259ni yaln\u0131zl\u0131qdan qurtarmaq &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n bu add\u0131m\u0131 atd\u0131lar ki, al, &ouml;vlad\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 veririk. T\u0259s\u0259vv&uuml;r&uuml;n&uuml;z\u0259 g\u0259tirin, q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n do\u011fu\u015fdan sonra 4 ay m&uuml;zakir\u0259si getdi ki, g&ouml;t&uuml;r&uuml;m ya yox ? &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, m\u0259suliyy\u0259t hiss edirdim. M\u0259n b&uuml;t&uuml;n i\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 bel\u0259y\u0259m. X\u0131rda bir add\u0131m atanda bel\u0259 m\u0259n sonran\u0131 d&uuml;\u015f&uuml;n\u0259n insanam. N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, m\u0259n N\u0259fis\u0259ni &ouml;vladl\u0131\u011fa g&ouml;t&uuml;rd&uuml;m. Q\u0131z\u0131m m\u0259nim xo\u015fb\u0259xt olma s\u0259b\u0259bimdir.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-Nigar xan\u0131m, bird\u0259n b&ouml;y&uuml;d&uuml;kd\u0259n sonra &ouml;vlad\u0131n\u0131z sizi t\u0259rk etdi. Dedi ki, valideynl\u0259rimin yan\u0131na gedir\u0259m&#8230;<\/strong><br \/>\n-M\u0259n ondan he&ccedil; bir zaman valideynl\u0259rinin kimliyini gizli saxlamayacam. Onsuz m\u0259nim bel\u0259 bir \u015fans\u0131m, imkan\u0131m da yoxdur. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, m\u0259n &uuml;zd\u0259 olan insanam. O b&ouml;y&uuml;y\u0259c\u0259k, ist\u0259r-ist\u0259m\u0259z hardansa x\u0259b\u0259r tutacaq. \u018fn q\u0131sa yolu internetd\u0259n. G&ouml;r\u0259c\u0259k ki, o, d&uuml;nyaya g\u0259l\u0259n d&ouml;n\u0259ml\u0259rd\u0259 anas\u0131 ail\u0259li olmay\u0131b, hamil\u0259lik d&ouml;vr&uuml; ya\u015famay\u0131b (&uuml;zr ist\u0259yir\u0259m), dem\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, b\u0259s m\u0259n hardan peyda oldum ? U\u015faq bunlar\u0131 analiz ed\u0259c\u0259k ax\u0131. Ona g&ouml;r\u0259 d\u0259 gizl\u0259tm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m. G\u0259l\u0259k sual\u0131n cavab\u0131na. M\u0259n inanm\u0131ram ki, Allah m\u0259n\u0259 bel\u0259 bir z\u0259rb\u0259 vurar. \u0130kincisi d\u0259 bir \u015feyi bilir\u0259m ki, m\u0259nim kimi anan\u0131n &ouml;vlad\u0131 onu he&ccedil; bir zaman t\u0259rk etm\u0259z.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-Ne&ccedil;\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131nda ona etiraf etm\u0259k ist\u0259yirsiniz ki, s\u0259nin anan m\u0259n deyil\u0259m ?<\/strong><br \/>\n-M\u0259n onu h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 haz\u0131r g&ouml;r\u0259nd\u0259. M\u0259n n\u0259 zaman g&ouml;rs\u0259m ki, q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n onu e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259 g&uuml;c&uuml; &ccedil;atacaq, etiraf ed\u0259c\u0259m ki, s\u0259ni &ouml;vladl\u0131\u011fa g&ouml;t&uuml;rm&uuml;\u015f\u0259m. Onun beyninin inki\u015faf\u0131ndan as\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r b&uuml;t&uuml;n bunlar.<br \/>\n<img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/cdn\/2019\/december\/20\/medium\/IMG1723.jpg\" style=\"width: 400px; height: 250px;\" \/><br \/>\n<strong>-Nigar xan\u0131m, ana olana q\u0259d\u0259r v\u0259 ana olduqdan sonra. N\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259yi\u015fdi ?<\/strong><br \/>\n-Ana olandan &ccedil;ox \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015fib. El\u0259 &ouml;z&uuml;m d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m. B&ouml;y&uuml;k bir pozitivlik g\u0259lib m\u0259n\u0259. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r a&ccedil;\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131, qalx\u0131rd\u0131m, haz\u0131rl\u0131q g&ouml;r&uuml;rd&uuml;m, gedirdim ya toya, ya konsert\u0259, g\u0259lirdim ev\u0259 v\u0259 m\u0259n t\u0259k-t\u0259nha qal\u0131rd\u0131m. Amma indi q\u0131z\u0131m var. G\u0259lir\u0259m, onu qoxlay\u0131ram v\u0259 &ouml;z&uuml;m&uuml; xo\u015fb\u0259xt hiss edir\u0259m. D&uuml;\u015f&uuml;n&uuml;n, indi bel\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sir\u0259m ki, tez ev\u0259 gets\u0259ydim, q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 g&ouml;r\u0259rdim.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-\u0130nternetd\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 yazanda bir d\u0259 insan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na sizinl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 qalmaqallar &ccedil;\u0131x\u0131r. \u0130st\u0259r M\u0259l\u0259kxan\u0131m m&uuml;\u0259llim\u0259 il\u0259, ist\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259 dig\u0259r m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 a&ccedil;\u0131qlamalar\u0131n\u0131z b&ouml;y&uuml;k s\u0259s-k&uuml;y\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olub&#8230;<\/strong><br \/>\n-\u018fvv\u0259la deyim ki, M\u0259l\u0259kxan\u0131m m&uuml;\u0259llim\u0259 il\u0259 aram\u0131za kiml\u0259rins\u0259 girm\u0259k ist\u0259diyi d&ouml;n\u0259ml\u0259rd\u0259 sifari\u015fl\u0259r &ccedil;ox oldu. M\u0259ni vurma\u011fa &ccedil;al\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Bax\u0131n, m\u0259n\u0259 ad yeni verilmi\u015fdi v\u0259 bunu b\u0259zil\u0259rinin g&ouml;z&uuml; g&ouml;t&uuml;rm&uuml;rd&uuml;. \u018fslind\u0259, m\u0259nim m&uuml;sahib\u0259md\u0259 rezonans do\u011furacaq bir \u015fey olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259n\u0259 sual verildi, kiml\u0259r t\u0259brik etdi, kiml\u0259r etm\u0259di ? Ard\u0131nca bir sual da \u0259lav\u0259 olundu, m&uuml;\u0259llliml\u0259riniz t\u0259brik etdimi ? M\u0259n d\u0259 dedim ki, m&uuml;\u0259llimim Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r Abbasov t\u0259brik etdi, M\u0259l\u0259kxan\u0131m m&uuml;\u0259llim\u0259 is\u0259 yox. Bunu b&ouml;y&uuml;td&uuml;l\u0259r, m&uuml;zakir\u0259 etdil\u0259r v\u0259 bu uzand\u0131qca uzand\u0131. Sonda m\u0259nim x\u0259trimi &ccedil;ox ist\u0259y\u0259n bir jurnalist dedi ki, Nigar, bunu el\u0259tdirirl\u0259r ki, g&ouml;zd\u0259n d&uuml;\u015f\u0259s\u0259n. M\u0259n d\u0259 dedim ki, bunu hiss etmi\u015fdim, &ccedil;&uuml;nki burada \u015fi\u015firdil\u0259c\u0259k bir \u015fey yox idi. O d&ouml;n\u0259ml\u0259r getsin, g\u0259lm\u0259sin.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-Bu g&uuml;n M\u0259l\u0259kxan\u0131m m&uuml;\u0259llim\u0259 il\u0259 m&uuml;nasib\u0259tiniz yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r ?<\/strong><br \/>\n-&Ccedil;ox yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. O, m\u0259nim m&uuml;\u0259llimimdir, anamd\u0131r. Ana il\u0259 balan\u0131n aras\u0131nda inciklik olur, amma onlar &ouml;mr&uuml; boyu k&uuml;s&uuml;l&uuml; qalm\u0131rlar ki. &Ccedil;oxsu deyir ki, Nigar M\u0259l\u0259kxan\u0131m Eyyubovan\u0131 &ouml;z m&uuml;\u0259llimi kimi q\u0259bul etmir. Xeyr, bel\u0259 deyil. Nec\u0259 ki, B&uuml;lb&uuml;l ad\u0131na Orta \u0130xtisas Musiqi M\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r Abbasov m\u0259nim m&uuml;\u0259llimim olub, M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u0130nc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t Universitetind\u0259 d\u0259 M\u0259l\u0259kxan\u0131m Eyyubova m\u0259nim m&uuml;\u0259llim\u0259m olub. Bu iki insan\u0131n &uuml;z\u0259rimd\u0259 &ccedil;ox b&ouml;y&uuml;k \u0259ziyy\u0259ti var. H\u0259rd\u0259n &ouml;zl&uuml;y&uuml;md\u0259 deyir\u0259m ki, m\u0259n m&uuml;\u0259llim\u0259min h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131ram. Nec\u0259 ki, s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na da\u015flardan divar h&ouml;r&uuml;bl\u0259r, bunu m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 edirl\u0259r. M\u0259n M\u0259l\u0259kxan\u0131m m&uuml;\u0259llim\u0259ni &ouml;z m&uuml;\u0259llimim kimi q\u0259bul etm\u0259s\u0259m, h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 onun h\u0259yat\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259tm\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-Elgizin verili\u015fini niy\u0259 t\u0259rk etdiniz ?<\/strong><br \/>\n-S\u0259b\u0259b o idi ki, verili\u015fd\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 uy\u011fun olmayan qonaqlar var idi. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 Elgizl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 deyil. Bu h\u0259r bir verili\u015fl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 bel\u0259dir. M\u0259n \u015fou v\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259nin, h\u0259m&ccedil;inin, qalmaqal\u0131n &ccedil;ox oldu\u011fu verili\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 getmir\u0259m. T\u0259bi\u0259tim\u0259 g&ouml;r\u0259 getmir\u0259m. \u018fg\u0259r m\u0259n hans\u0131sa bir yerd\u0259 gedib &ouml;z&uuml;m&uuml; narahat hiss ed\u0259c\u0259ms\u0259, niy\u0259 gedim v\u0259 ya gedib d\u0259 insanlara yalandan g&uuml;l&uuml;\u015f b\u0259x\u015f edim ? M\u0259n aldatma\u011f\u0131 sevmir\u0259m. G\u0259l\u0259k, indi Elgizin verili\u015fin\u0259. Getdim, g&ouml;rd&uuml;m ki, qonaqlar m\u0259n\u0259 uy\u011fun deyil v\u0259 bir d\u0259 m\u0259ni onlarla qalmaqal etm\u0259y\u0259 s&ouml;vq edirl\u0259r. G&ouml;zl\u0259yirdim ki, fasil\u0259 yarans\u0131n, gedim. Amma baxd\u0131m ki, yox atmosfer g\u0259rginl\u0259\u015fir, durdum, efiri t\u0259rk etdim.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-A&ccedil;\u0131qlama vermi\u015fdiniz ki, G&uuml;lyanaq xan\u0131mdan Opera v\u0259 Balet Teatr\u0131 4 min manat r&uuml;\u015fv\u0259t ist\u0259yib. Amma s\u0259n\u0259t&ccedil;i sizin dedikl\u0259rinizi t\u0259kzib el\u0259di&#8230;<\/strong><br \/>\n-M\u0259n g&ouml;z&uuml;ml\u0259 g&ouml;rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, \u015fahidi olmam\u0131\u015fam, amma m\u0259n\u0259 deyil\u0259ni demi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259n o bar\u0259d\u0259 s&ouml;z vermi\u015f\u0259m ki, dan\u0131\u015fmayacam. &Uuml;mum\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Sad\u0259c\u0259 bir c&uuml;ml\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, haqs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259bul etmir\u0259m. D&uuml;zg&uuml;n n\u0259dirs\u0259, onu dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. \u0130st\u0259y\u0259n bunu q\u0259bul etsin, ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n d\u0259 qoy m\u0259ni sevm\u0259sin. M\u0259nim saxta sevgil\u0259r\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131m yoxdur. M\u0259n saxtal\u0131q etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m v\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m d\u0259. Bu fikir h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 aiddir. Bu g&uuml;n m\u0259nim b\u0259zi s\u0259n\u0259t yolda\u015flar\u0131m var ki, arxada ba\u015fqa c&uuml;rd&uuml;rl\u0259r, &uuml;zd\u0259 is\u0259 tamam ba\u015fqa. Onlar\u0131n he&ccedil; biri &ouml;zl\u0259ri deyill\u0259r. Arxada m\u0259nim pisliyim\u0259 min bir i\u015f g&ouml;r\u0259nl\u0259r, m\u0259niml\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fanda s\u0259nd\u0259n yoxdur, deyill\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-Nigar xan\u0131m, h\u0259r zaman haqs\u0131zl\u0131qlardan uzaq olas\u0131n\u0131z. D\u0259v\u0259timi q\u0259bul edib g\u0259ldiyiniz &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n minn\u0259tdaram.<\/strong><br \/>\n-M\u0259n d\u0259 siz\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk&uuml;r edir\u0259m<\/p>\n<p><strong>R&ouml;v\u015f\u0259n Tahir<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u018fm\u0259kdar artist Nigar \u015eabanova: &ldquo;Haqs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259bul etmir\u0259m&rdquo; &ldquo;Ana olandan &ccedil;ox \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015fib. El\u0259 &ouml;z&uuml;m d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m. B&ouml;y&uuml;k bir pozitivlik g\u0259lib m\u0259n\u0259. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r a&ccedil;\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131, qalx\u0131rd\u0131m, haz\u0131rl\u0131q g&ouml;r&uuml;rd&uuml;m, gedirdim ya toya,&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":251278,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_lmt_disableupdate":"","_lmt_disable":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-90268","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-musahibe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/90268","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=90268"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/90268\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/251278"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=90268"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=90268"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=90268"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}