{"id":89488,"date":"2019-12-07T12:33:33","date_gmt":"2019-12-07T08:33:33","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T20:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/?p=89488","title":{"rendered":"<font color=red><b>\u201c\u0130ki d\u0259f\u0259 intihara c\u0259hd ed\u0259n qad\u0131n olmu\u015fam\u201d<\/b><\/font>"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Tahir\u0259 xan\u0131m M\u0259mm\u0259dq\u0131z\u0131: &ldquo;&Ouml;l&uuml;m m\u0259nim &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n vahim\u0259li bir \u015fey olmay\u0131b&rdquo;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&ldquo;Zaman-zaman o\u011fluma h\u0259m ata olmu\u015fam, h\u0259m d\u0259 ana. 19 ildir, onu t\u0259k b&ouml;y&uuml;d&uuml;r\u0259m. Bu ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 onun qarn\u0131n\u0131 doydurmaq &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n, m\u0259kt\u0259b &ccedil;antas\u0131nda kitab-d\u0259ft\u0259rinin yerind\u0259 olmas\u0131 &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n b\u0259z\u0259n ona olan qay\u011f\u0131mdan v\u0259 ay\u0131raca\u011f\u0131m vaxtdan azaltmal\u0131 olmu\u015fam. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, m\u0259n i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259s\u0259ydim, bunlar\u0131 ed\u0259n olmayacaqd\u0131&rdquo;. Ucnoqta.az sayt\u0131n\u0131n qona\u011f\u0131 ill\u0259rini jurnalistikaya h\u0259sr ed\u0259n qad\u0131n, &ouml;z imzas\u0131, d\u0259sti-x\u0259tti il\u0259 tan\u0131nan jurnalist Tahir\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259dq\u0131z\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-&Ouml;mr&uuml;n&uuml;z&uuml;n hans\u0131 ill\u0259ri siz\u0259 \u0259zizdir?<\/strong><br \/>\n-Qad\u0131n olaraq v\u0259 jurnalist olaraq (ani pauza&#8230;). H\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131l\u0131qda cavab ver\u0259c\u0259m. \u018fg\u0259r s\u0131rf jurnalist Tahir\u0259d\u0259n s&ouml;hb\u0259t gedirs\u0259, Az\u0259rbaycan m\u0259tbuat\u0131na &ccedil;ox c\u0131l\u0131z v\u0259 utancaq g\u0259l\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131n q\u0259d\u0259ml\u0259ri m\u0259nim &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n unudulmazd\u0131r. D&uuml;zd&uuml;r, t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik ill\u0259rind\u0259 jurnalistika il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olmu\u015fam, amma pe\u015f\u0259kar \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 f\u0259aliyy\u0259tim\u0259 &ldquo;525-ci&rdquo; q\u0259zetd\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fam. M&uuml;\u0259llimim Cahangir M\u0259mm\u0259dli m\u0259ni ora aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Allah ona &ouml;m&uuml;r versin. Bir il orada &ccedil;al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, sonra &ldquo;\u015e\u0259rq&rdquo; q\u0259zetind\u0259 jurnalistika f\u0259aliyy\u0259tim\u0259 davam etdim. 20 ildir ki, o q\u0259zetd\u0259 &ccedil;al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. M\u0259nim &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n &ldquo;\u015e\u0259rq&rdquo; q\u0259zeti ikinci ata oca\u011f\u0131md\u0131r. Bunu tam &uuml;r\u0259kd\u0259n deyir\u0259m. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, m\u0259nim jurnalist kimi tan\u0131nma\u011f\u0131mda &ldquo;\u015e\u0259rq&rdquo; q\u0259zetinin &ccedil;ox b&ouml;y&uuml;k rolu var. Akif m&uuml;\u0259llim A\u015f\u0131rl\u0131ya &ccedil;ox minn\u0259tdaram. Qad\u0131n olaraq ana oldu\u011fum g&uuml;n&uuml; he&ccedil; bir zaman unutmaram. O\u011flumun d&uuml;nyaya g\u0259ldiyi 2000-ci ilin 25 iyul tarixi m\u0259n\u0259 do\u011fmad\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-Jurnalistikada ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131za g\u0259l\u0259n hans\u0131 maraql\u0131 hadis\u0259l\u0259r olub?<\/strong><br \/>\n-Maraql\u0131 hadis\u0259 dediniz, m\u0259rhum H&uuml;seyn D\u0259ryan\u0131n toyu yad\u0131ma d&uuml;\u015fd&uuml;. Ola bil\u0259r, haz\u0131rda oturdu\u011fumuz m\u0259kan m\u0259n\u0259 o hadis\u0259ni xat\u0131rlatd\u0131. Niy\u0259? &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, o toyu iki q\u0259zet i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Biri &ldquo;\u015e\u0259rq&rdquo; q\u0259zeti, dig\u0259ri &ldquo;&Uuml;&ccedil; n&ouml;qt\u0259&rdquo;. O vaxt Aynur\u0259 xan\u0131m burada &ccedil;al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Biz ikimiz H&uuml;seyn D\u0259ryan\u0131n toyunu &ccedil;\u0259km\u0259k &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n bir-bir Bak\u0131n\u0131n restoranlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259zm\u0259li olmu\u015fduq. H&uuml;seyn D\u0259ryan\u0131n \u0130dris ad\u0131nda prod&uuml;sseri vard\u0131 v\u0259 o, bu toyu m\u0259tbuat\u0131n g&ouml;z&uuml;nd\u0259n yay\u0131nd\u0131rmaq &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n yalan&ccedil;\u0131 bir g\u0259lin ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 haz\u0131rlatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Biz d\u0259 o ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nca getmi\u015fdik ki, restoran\u0131 tapaq. 2 saat ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nca g\u0259zdikd\u0259n sonra bildik ki, bizi aldad\u0131rlar. Daha sonra toyun ke&ccedil;iril\u0259c\u0259yi m\u0259kana g\u0259ldik v\u0259 biz\u0259 dedil\u0259r ki, burada toy yoxdur. M\u0259n o zaman pul verib m\u0259lumat ald\u0131m ki, toy, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259, o restorandad\u0131r. Amma bizi restorana buraxmad\u0131lar v\u0259 m\u0259n restoran\u0131n arxa t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n yem\u0259kxanaya daxil olub ofsianta telefonu verdim ki, \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri &ccedil;\u0259ksin. Material\u0131 g&ouml;t&uuml;rd&uuml;k v\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131q. Birinci &ldquo;&Uuml;&ccedil; n&ouml;qt\u0259&rdquo; q\u0259zetin\u0259 g\u0259ldik, &ccedil;\u0259kil\u0259n \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri &ldquo;&Uuml;&ccedil; n&ouml;qt\u0259&rdquo; redaksiyas\u0131nda olan komputer\u0259 atd\u0131q. Sonra m\u0259n taksiy\u0259 oturub &ouml;z redaksiyama getdim. Gec\u0259 il\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259ri haz\u0131rlad\u0131q v\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r bu x\u0259b\u0259r s\u0259s-k&uuml;y\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b oldu. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, yaln\u0131z iki m\u0259tbu orqan onu i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bel\u0259 maraql\u0131 hadis\u0259l\u0259r &ccedil;ox olub.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-Tahir\u0259 xan\u0131m, he&ccedil; olubmu ki, \u015f\u0259xsi m&uuml;nasib\u0259tl\u0259r q\u0259l\u0259miniz\u0259 yans\u0131s\u0131n?<\/strong><br \/>\n-D&uuml;\u015f&uuml;n&uuml;r\u0259m ki, jurnalistikaya g\u0259l\u0259n insan pe\u015f\u0259kar t\u0259hsil al\u0131bsa v\u0259 vicdanla q\u0259l\u0259min\u0259 xidm\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 &ccedil;al\u0131\u015f\u0131rsa, \u015f\u0259xsi m&uuml;nasib\u0259tl\u0259rini k\u0259narda qoyma\u011f\u0131 bacarmal\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130st\u0259nil\u0259n jurnalist ist\u0259nil\u0259n bir \u015feyi yaza bil\u0259r. Unutmayaq ki, jurnalistin imzas\u0131 onun simas\u0131d\u0131r. Ona g&ouml;r\u0259 d\u0259 d\u0259qiq, q\u0259r\u0259zsiz yazmas\u0131na diqq\u0259t yetirm\u0259lidir. M\u0259n he&ccedil; bir zaman imzama v\u0259 simama h&ouml;rm\u0259tsizlik etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m v\u0259 etm\u0259r\u0259m d\u0259. Brilliant xan\u0131m Dada\u015fova, Flora xan\u0131m K\u0259rimova il\u0259 m&uuml;nasib\u0259timiz yax\u015f\u0131 olmasa da, he&ccedil; bir zaman bunu f\u0259aliyy\u0259timd\u0259 g&ouml;st\u0259rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Flora xan\u0131m haqq\u0131nda d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 iri h\u0259cmli yaz\u0131lar yazm\u0131\u015fam. Brilliant xan\u0131m\u0131n hans\u0131 t\u0259dbiri olubsa, gedib i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-&ldquo;M\u0259ni g&ouml;zl\u0259y\u0259n bir o\u011flum var, ayaq &uuml;st\u0259 durmal\u0131yam&rdquo;&#8230;<\/strong><br \/>\n-M\u0259nim h\u0259yatda o\u011flumdan ba\u015fqa ikinci &ouml;n\u0259mli, d\u0259y\u0259rli varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n o\u011fluma &ccedil;ox ba\u011fl\u0131yam. Buna g&ouml;r\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259nim h\u0259yata bax\u0131\u015f buca\u011f\u0131m onun bax\u0131\u015f buca\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 &uuml;st-&uuml;st\u0259 d&uuml;\u015fm\u0259lidir. Dediyiniz c&uuml;ml\u0259ni m\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n a\u011f\u0131r g&uuml;nl\u0259rind\u0259 s&ouml;yl\u0259mi\u015fdim. \u0130nsan &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n &ouml;vlad\u0131ndan d\u0259y\u0259rli kims\u0259 varm\u0131? Ana, ata, bac\u0131, qarda\u015f bunlar da d\u0259y\u0259rlidir. Amma &ouml;vlad\u0131n da &ouml;z yeri var. &Ouml;vlad f\u0259rqli bir varl\u0131qd\u0131r. M\u0259n onunla n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131ram. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, m\u0259ni h\u0259yata ba\u011flayan yegan\u0259 amil onun m&ouml;vcudlu\u011fudur. Ana olaraq &uuml;z\u0259rimd\u0259 &ccedil;ox b&ouml;y&uuml;k bir m\u0259suliyy\u0259t var. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, onun m\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir kims\u0259si yoxdur. Ona g&ouml;r\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259yatda m&uuml;bariz\u0259 apar\u0131b ayaq &uuml;st\u0259 durmal\u0131yam ki, o, t\u0259k-t\u0259nha qalmas\u0131n. Haz\u0131rda onun m\u0259n\u0259 &ccedil;ox ehtiyac\u0131 var.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-He&ccedil; olubmu, &ouml;z&uuml;n&uuml;z\u0259 dey\u0259siniz ki, niy\u0259 o\u011fluma tam \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131, sevgi g&ouml;st\u0259r\u0259 bilmir\u0259m?<\/strong><br \/>\n-R&ouml;v\u015f\u0259n, m\u0259nim el\u0259 yaral\u0131 yerim\u0259 toxundun ki&#8230; M\u0259n s&ouml;z vermi\u015fdim, g&ouml;z ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 he&ccedil; kim\u0259 g&ouml;st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. Amma h\u0259ssas m\u0259qamlarda bacara bilmir\u0259m. M\u0259n zaman-zaman o\u011fluma h\u0259m ata olmu\u015fam, h\u0259m d\u0259 ana. On doqquz ildir, onu t\u0259k b&ouml;y&uuml;d&uuml;r\u0259m. Bu ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 onun qarn\u0131n\u0131 doydurmaq &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n, m\u0259kt\u0259b &ccedil;antas\u0131nda kitab-d\u0259ft\u0259rinin yerind\u0259 olmas\u0131 &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n b\u0259z\u0259n ona olan qay\u011f\u0131mdan v\u0259 ay\u0131raca\u011f\u0131m vaxtdan azaltmal\u0131 olmu\u015fam. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, m\u0259n i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259s\u0259ydim, bunlar\u0131 ed\u0259n olmayacaqd\u0131. Onun yan\u0131nda oturub &ldquo;Ana s\u0259n\u0259 qurban&rdquo; dem\u0259kl\u0259 he&ccedil; n\u0259 ed\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdim. Bizi evd\u0259 oturub izl\u0259y\u0259n evdar qad\u0131nlardan b\u0259zil\u0259ri qibt\u0259 edirl\u0259r ki, nec\u0259 g&ouml;z\u0259l h\u0259yatlar\u0131 var?! Amma m\u0259n he&ccedil; bir qad\u0131na Tahir\u0259nin yerind\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131 arzu etmir\u0259m. M\u0259n he&ccedil; bir evdar xan\u0131ma Tahir\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259dq\u0131z\u0131 h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131 r\u0259va bilmir\u0259m. Soru\u015facaqs\u0131n\u0131z, niy\u0259? Geyimliy\u0259m, &ouml;z&uuml;m\u0259 bax\u0131ml\u0131yam, amma inan\u0131n ki, bunlar ham\u0131s\u0131 maskad\u0131r. &Ccedil;ox t\u0259\u0259ss&uuml;f olsun ki, bizim kimi &uuml;zd\u0259 olan xan\u0131mlar &ccedil;ox zaman maskalanma\u011fa m\u0259cburdurlar. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, biz g&ouml;z ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131zla, problemimizl\u0259 izl\u0259yici qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131za &ccedil;\u0131xa bilm\u0259rik.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-&Ccedil;ox insan sizi g&uuml;cl&uuml; qad\u0131n kimi q\u0259bul edir. B\u0259s &ouml;z&uuml;n&uuml;z nec\u0259?<\/strong><br \/>\n-&Ouml;t\u0259n ilin mart ay\u0131n\u0131n 2-d\u0259k &ouml;z&uuml;m\u0259 etiraf el\u0259mirdim ki, m\u0259n z\u0259if\u0259m. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyirdim ki, qad\u0131nlar g&uuml;cl&uuml; varl\u0131qd\u0131rlar. S\u0259n dem\u0259, ill\u0259r boyunca bu fikirl\u0259 &ouml;z&uuml;m&uuml; aldatm\u0131\u015fam. Ba\u015fqa &ccedil;ar\u0259m d\u0259 olmay\u0131b. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, &ouml;z&uuml;m&uuml; aldatmasayd\u0131m, ayaq &uuml;st\u0259 durma\u011f\u0131 bacarmazd\u0131m. \u0130ndi anlay\u0131ram ki, g&uuml;cl&uuml; qad\u0131n deyil\u0259n bir anlay\u0131\u015f yoxdur, z\u0259rif qad\u0131n var. M\u0259n o zaman bunu ba\u015fa d&uuml;\u015fd&uuml;m ki, &ouml;l&uuml;ml\u0259 &uuml;z-&uuml;z\u0259 dayand\u0131m v\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259lik m\u0259ni imtahana &ccedil;\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-\u0130nsanlardan raz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><br \/>\n-Bu suala cavab verm\u0259zd\u0259n &ouml;nc\u0259 bir \u015feyi deyim. M\u0259nim &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n qad\u0131n v\u0259 ya ki\u015fi anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131 nisbidir. \u0130nsan deyil\u0259n bir anlay\u0131\u015f var m\u0259n\u0259 g&ouml;r\u0259. Qad\u0131n kimi d\u0259, ki\u015fi kimi d\u0259 sevirs\u0259ns\u0259, insanl\u0131q hissl\u0259rin\u0259 s&ouml;yk\u0259nib sevirs\u0259n. Bu hissl\u0259r insana m\u0259xsusdur, heyvanlarda insani duy\u011fular yoxdur. &Ccedil;al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, insanlar\u0131 sev\u0259 bilim, daxili d&uuml;nyas\u0131 &ccedil;irkin olan insanlar\u0131 bel\u0259 sev\u0259 bilim. M\u0259n inanm\u0131ram ki, h\u0259yatda tam yax\u015f\u0131 v\u0259 yaxud tam pis olan bir insan var. M\u0259nim &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n yax\u015f\u0131 olan dig\u0259rin\u0259 pis ola bil\u0259r v\u0259 ya \u0259ksin\u0259 m\u0259n kim\u0259s\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131yamsa, dig\u0259ri &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n pis ola bil\u0259r\u0259m. &Uuml;mumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, m\u0259n insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sevm\u0259yi &ouml;z&uuml;m\u0259 &ouml;yr\u0259tmi\u015f\u0259m. D&uuml;zd&uuml;r, b\u0259zi insanlardan z\u0259rb\u0259l\u0259rim d\u0259 olub. Amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 demi\u015f\u0259m ki, insanl\u0131qd\u0131r, eybi yox, qoy olsun.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-Tahir\u0259 xan\u0131m, he&ccedil; olubmu ki, kims\u0259 sizi incitsin, amma cavab\u0131n\u0131 verm\u0259y\u0259siniz?<\/strong><br \/>\n-Q\u0259tiyy\u0259n olmay\u0131b. \u0130mkan verm\u0259r\u0259m ki, kimins\u0259 yan\u0131nda \u0259zik qalam. Deyirl\u0259r, susmaq q\u0131z\u0131ld\u0131r. Xeyr, o sad\u0259c\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259llidir. Niy\u0259, susmaq q\u0131z\u0131l olsun? El\u0259 vaxt\u0131nda s&ouml;z&uuml;n&uuml; den\u0259n, s&ouml;z&uuml;n q\u0131z\u0131l olsun da. Susma\u011f\u0131 sevmir\u0259m. \u018fg\u0259r gedib evd\u0259 &ouml;z&uuml;m\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259ms\u0259, ka\u015f ki, bunu dey\u0259rdim, el\u0259 ondansa, yerind\u0259 cavab\u0131n\u0131 verib rahat ev\u0259 ged\u0259r\u0259m d\u0259.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-S\u0259hh\u0259tiniz nec\u0259dir?<\/strong><br \/>\n-Yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Bu g&uuml;n&uuml;m\u0259 \u015f&uuml;k&uuml;r. M\u0259n, &uuml;mumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, \u015f&uuml;k&uuml;r etm\u0259yi sev\u0259n insanam. N\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 alsaq ki, 7-8 ay m\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r g&uuml;nl\u0259r ke&ccedil;irdim v\u0259 m\u0259nim sa\u011f qalma\u011f\u0131m bel\u0259 sual alt\u0131nda idi, bu g&uuml;n&uuml;m\u0259 &ccedil;ox \u015f&uuml;k&uuml;r. M&uuml;alic\u0259l\u0259rim gedir, amma o, el\u0259 bir x\u0259st\u0259likdir ki, s\u0259ninl\u0259 bir d\u0259 salamla\u015fa bil\u0259r. Amma x\u0259st\u0259liyiml\u0259 yenid\u0259n salamla\u015fmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. M\u0259n he&ccedil; bir zaman &ouml;l&uuml;md\u0259n qorxmam\u0131\u015fam. Bilirsiniz ya yox, m\u0259n g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rimd\u0259 iki d\u0259f\u0259 intihara c\u0259hd ed\u0259n qad\u0131n olmu\u015fam. Y\u0259ni &ouml;l&uuml;m m\u0259nim &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n vahim\u0259li bir \u015fey olmay\u0131b. Amma bu d\u0259f\u0259 &ouml;lm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdim. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, o\u011flumu d&uuml;\u015f&uuml;n&uuml;rd&uuml;m.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-Dediniz ki, intihar etm\u0259k ist\u0259misiniz. Buna s\u0259b\u0259b n\u0259 idi ?<\/strong><br \/>\n-Qad\u0131n &uuml;syanlar\u0131. \u018ftraf\u0131mdak\u0131lara v\u0259 h\u0259yata qar\u015f\u0131 olan bir qad\u0131n &uuml;syanlar\u0131. O d&ouml;n\u0259ml\u0259rd\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131mda el\u0259 bir m\u0259qamlar oldu ki, m\u0259n o &uuml;syanlar\u0131 etm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur oldum. Daha do\u011frusu, m\u0259ni intiharlara m\u0259hkum el\u0259dirl\u0259r. Ba\u015fqa &ccedil;\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu tapmad\u0131m v\u0259 &uuml;syanlar\u0131m\u0131 g&ouml;st\u0259rdim.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-Haz\u0131rda \u0259n b&ouml;y&uuml;k arzunuz n\u0259dir?<\/strong><br \/>\n-H\u0259rd\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259likl\u0259 &uuml;z-&uuml;z\u0259 duran insanlar deyir, can sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131, amma inan\u0131n s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tim\u0259 &ouml;z&uuml;m\u0259 onu arzulam\u0131ram. M\u0259n Allahdan bir az zaman ist\u0259yir\u0259m. O zaman\u0131 ki, o\u011flumu m&uuml;\u0259yyy\u0259n n&ouml;qt\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259tirim v\u0259 h\u0259yatla rahatl\u0131qla sa\u011folla\u015fa bilim. \u0130ndi \u0259limi &uuml;z\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, o\u011flum var. M\u0259nim atam r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 35 ya\u015f\u0131m var idi. M\u0259n pis olmu\u015fdum, amma atam m\u0259ni h\u0259yata haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Atam m\u0259nd\u0259 o k\u0259nardan g&ouml;r&uuml;n\u0259n g&uuml;cl&uuml; qad\u0131n obraz\u0131n\u0131 formala\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b h\u0259yata t\u0259qdim etmi\u015fdi. Onu itir\u0259nd\u0259 b&uuml;t&uuml;n d&uuml;nyam da\u011f\u0131lsa da, ayaq &uuml;st\u0259 dayanma\u011f\u0131 bacard\u0131m. M\u0259n is\u0259 o\u011flumu m\u0259nsiz, t\u0259nha qalma\u011fa haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d&uuml;\u015f&uuml;nm&uuml;r\u0259m. Ona g&ouml;r\u0259 d\u0259 Allahdan bir az &ouml;m&uuml;r ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p><strong>-Allah siz\u0259 bir az deyil, i\u015fl\u0259rinizi tam \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 ba\u015fa vurma\u011fa yet\u0259c\u0259k bir &ouml;m&uuml;r versin, Tahir\u0259 xan\u0131m. D\u0259v\u0259timizi q\u0259bul edib g\u0259ldiyiniz &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk&uuml;r edir\u0259m.<\/strong><br \/>\n-Siz d\u0259 &ccedil;ox sa\u011folun.<\/p>\n<p><strong>R&ouml;v\u015f\u0259n Tahir<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tahir\u0259 xan\u0131m M\u0259mm\u0259dq\u0131z\u0131: &ldquo;&Ouml;l&uuml;m m\u0259nim &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n vahim\u0259li bir \u015fey olmay\u0131b&rdquo; &ldquo;Zaman-zaman o\u011fluma h\u0259m ata olmu\u015fam, h\u0259m d\u0259 ana. 19 ildir, onu t\u0259k b&ouml;y&uuml;d&uuml;r\u0259m. 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