{"id":89078,"date":"2019-11-30T11:44:17","date_gmt":"2019-11-30T07:44:17","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T20:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/?p=89078","title":{"rendered":"<font color=red><b>\u201cB\u0259zi insanlar var ki, hal-\u0259hval bel\u0259 tutmurlar\u201d<\/b><\/font>"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>R\u0259\u015fad Abbasov: &ldquo;H\u0259yat s\u0131naqlardan ibar\u0259tdir&rdquo;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&ldquo;\u015e&uuml;k&uuml;r etm\u0259yi sev\u0259n insanam. \u018fn pis g&uuml;n&uuml;md\u0259 bel\u0259 Allah\u0131ma \u015f&uuml;k&uuml;r edir\u0259m. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, ondan da pis g&uuml;n&uuml;m ola bil\u0259r. Fikrimc\u0259, insan n\u0259f\u0259s ala bildiyin\u0259 g&ouml;r\u0259 bel\u0259 Allaha \u015f&uuml;k&uuml;r etm\u0259lidir. Allah bizim qism\u0259timizi m&uuml;\u0259yy\u0259n edir&rdquo;. &ldquo;Ucnoqta.az&rdquo; sayt\u0131 &ldquo;M&uuml;sahib\u0259l\u0259r&rdquo; b&ouml;lm\u0259sinin bu d\u0259f\u0259ki yay\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 bir zamanlar\u0131n m\u0259\u015fhur simas\u0131 olmu\u015f, haz\u0131rda is\u0259 &ldquo;Cavan&rdquo; Tv-d\u0259 f\u0259aliyy\u0259tini davam etdir\u0259n R\u0259\u015fad Abbasova h\u0259sr edir.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Balaca, d\u0259c\u0259l R\u0259\u015fad<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>U\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rim &ccedil;ox g&ouml;z\u0259l ke&ccedil;ib. H\u0259tta tez-tez i&ccedil;imd\u0259n geri, h\u0259min ill\u0259r\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq ke&ccedil;ir. O anlar\u0131n &ccedil;ox h\u0259sr\u0259tini &ccedil;\u0259kir\u0259m. Atam\u0131n \u0259limd\u0259n tutub g\u0259zdirdiyi o g&uuml;nl\u0259r el\u0259 g&ouml;z\u0259l vaxtlar idi. Valideynl\u0259rimin dediyin\u0259 g&ouml;r\u0259 9 ayl\u0131\u011f\u0131mda yerimi\u015f\u0259m v\u0259 el\u0259 o vaxt da dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. H\u0259tta u\u015faq kimi deyil, s\u0259rb\u0259st \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. Aktiv h\u0259yat\u0131m olub. &Ccedil;\u0131l\u011f\u0131n bir u\u015faq olmu\u015fam. Anam deyir, s\u0259sin h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n \u0259ksik olmay\u0131b. Amma indi sakit\u0259m. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, evin sonbe\u015fiyi oldu\u011fumdan d\u0259c\u0259l bir u\u015faq idim (g&uuml;l&uuml;r). D\u0259c\u0259l oldu\u011fum &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;n d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131ma &ccedil;ox hadis\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259lib. Onlardan birini siz\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Biz doqquz m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li binan\u0131n be\u015finci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f\u0131q. U\u015faq vaxt\u0131 evimizin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 &ccedil;\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam, y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m anda anam m\u0259ni xilas edib. Y\u0259ni, &ouml;l&uuml;m&uuml;n bir add\u0131ml\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan d&ouml;nm&uuml;\u015f\u0259m. Bu kimi hadis\u0259nin fonunda bel\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan m\u0259mnunam. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, olduqca r\u0259ngar\u0259ng bir u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m olub. D&uuml;zd&uuml;r, o zaman Az\u0259rbaycan bug&uuml;n oldu\u011fu kimi inki\u015faf etm\u0259mi\u015fdi, ist\u0259diyin \u015feyl\u0259ri ala bilmirdin, amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259ri el\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259ridir d\u0259.<\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u0259nclik h\u0259yat\u0131 v\u0259 jurnalistikaya g\u0259li\u015fi<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 getdim, bel\u0259c\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey b&ouml;y&uuml;y\u0259-b&ouml;y&uuml;y\u0259 ba\u015f verdi. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 t\u0259hsil alanda ki&ccedil;ik biznes\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sim yarand\u0131. O zaman h\u0259m d\u0259rsl\u0259riml\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olurdum, h\u0259m d\u0259 alq\u0131-satq\u0131 il\u0259. Yax\u015f\u0131 yad\u0131mdad\u0131r, 5-ci sinifd\u0259n art\u0131q cib x\u0259rcliyimi &ouml;z&uuml;m qazan\u0131rd\u0131m. Bunu evd\u0259n icaz\u0259 al\u0131b hobbi olaraq edirdim. Xo\u015fuma g\u0259lirdi, n\u0259s\u0259 al\u0131m v\u0259 sat\u0131m, g\u0259lir \u0259ld\u0259 edim. N\u0259tic\u0259 etibaril\u0259 b&ouml;y&uuml;d&uuml;m v\u0259 d&uuml;kan a&ccedil;d\u0131m. \u0130ndi d\u0259 f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g&ouml;st\u0259rir o ma\u011faza. ANS-\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 gir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra h\u0259min biznesi ail\u0259m\u0259 t\u0259hvil verdim. Yeniyetm\u0259 d&ouml;vrl\u0259rim h\u0259m t\u0259hsil almaq, h\u0259m d\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259 ke&ccedil;ib. Daha sonra Az\u0259rbaycan D&ouml;vl\u0259t \u0130qtisad Universitetin\u0259 daxil oldum. Tam jurnalistikadan f\u0259rqli bir ixtisasa-&ldquo;Qiym\u0259t v\u0259 qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndim\u0259&rdquo;y\u0259. T\u0259hsilimi ba\u015fa vurub h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 yolland\u0131m, sonra oran\u0131 da bitirib ev\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131m. Jurnalistikaya g\u0259li\u015fim is\u0259 maraql\u0131 oldu. T\u0259s\u0259vv&uuml;r bel\u0259 etmirdim ki, jurnalist olaram. \u018fsg\u0259rlikd\u0259n qay\u0131td\u0131qdan sonra ma\u011fazada &ccedil;al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m, amma stajl\u0131 bir i\u015f ist\u0259yirdim. Ma\u011fazada i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 radioya &ccedil;ox qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131m. ANS-in radiosunda bel\u0259 bir elan verildi ki, jurnalistika akademiyas\u0131na q\u0259bul var. M\u0259n h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 o elana qulaq asanda cv-ni hara g&ouml;nd\u0259rm\u0259k laz\u0131m oldu\u011fu m\u0259qam\u0131 diqq\u0259td\u0259n qa&ccedil;\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131m. Elan\u0131n sonuncu g&uuml;n&uuml;nd\u0259 hans\u0131 email\u0259 g&ouml;nd\u0259rm\u0259k laz\u0131m oldu\u011funu diqq\u0259tl\u0259 dinl\u0259dim. Bir \u015feyi d\u0259 deyim, m\u0259nim yaln\u0131z 1 saat vaxt\u0131m var idi, &ccedil;&uuml;nki 1 saat sonra cv q\u0259bulu dayand\u0131r\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Komp&uuml;ter m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n birin\u0259 gedib d\u0259rhal \u015f\u0259xsi m\u0259lumatlar\u0131m\u0131 elektron po&ccedil;t il\u0259 g&ouml;nd\u0259rdim. N&ouml;vb\u0259ti g&uuml;n ANS-\u0259 m&uuml;sahib\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t olunma\u011f\u0131mla ba\u011fl\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259lumat verdil\u0259r. M&uuml;sahib\u0259d\u0259n u\u011furla ke&ccedil;dim v\u0259 test imtahan\u0131n\u0131 da m&uuml;v\u0259ff\u0259qiyy\u0259tl\u0259 verdim. Kursa daxil olub oran\u0131 da 1-cilikl\u0259 bitirdim. Bel\u0259c\u0259, ANS-d\u0259 fa\u0259liyy\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m.<br \/>\n<img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/cdn\/2019\/november\/30\/medium\/rrrrrrrrr.jpg\" style=\"width: 500px; height: 313px;\" \/><br \/>\n<strong>Televiziyada yeni bir sima g&ouml;r&uuml;n&uuml;rd&uuml;-R\u0259\u015fad Abbasov<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>ANS-d\u0259 ilk olaraq iqtisadiyyat x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259 ixtisasla\u015fd\u0131m. Sonra sosialda, bunun ard\u0131nca is\u0259 kriminal x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 m&uuml;xbir kimi f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g&ouml;st\u0259rdim. 2006-c\u0131 ild\u0259 &ldquo;N&ouml;vb\u0259&ccedil;i&rdquo; verili\u015fi yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Allah r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin, Natiq Q\u0259dimovla birlikd\u0259 onu apar\u0131rd\u0131q. Kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r reytinqli proqram idi. G&uuml;nd\u0259lik kriminal x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259ri tama\u015fa&ccedil;\u0131lara t\u0259qdim edirdik. Sonra &ldquo;\u0130&ccedil; x\u0259b\u0259r&rdquo; verili\u015find\u0259 apar\u0131c\u0131 oldum v\u0259 daha sonra &ldquo;Cinay\u0259t i\u015fi&rdquo; veri\u015fini d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259val\u0259 etdil\u0259r. M\u0259n h\u0259min \u0259r\u0259f\u0259d\u0259 3 verili\u015fi m\u0259suliyy\u0259tli \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 apar\u0131rd\u0131m ki, adlar\u0131n\u0131 qeyd etdim. 2006-c\u0131 ilin yanvar ay\u0131ndan efird\u0259 g&ouml;rs\u0259ndim. M\u0259ni yoxlamadan birba\u015fa efir\u0259 buraxd\u0131lar. Apar\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q h\u0259yat\u0131 bel\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 v\u0259 ANS f\u0259aliyy\u0259tini dayand\u0131rana q\u0259d\u0259r davam etdi. Efird\u0259 oldu\u011fum m&uuml;dd\u0259td\u0259 &ccedil;al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m ki, az s\u0259hvl\u0259r edim. Demir\u0259m, s\u0259hvl\u0259rim olmay\u0131b, onlar da olub, amma m\u0259suliyy\u0259t deyil\u0259n bir anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131 d\u0259rk ed\u0259r\u0259k s\u0259hvl\u0259rin az olmas\u0131na s\u0259y g&ouml;st\u0259rirdim. Bunu da \u0259lav\u0259 edim, verili\u015fl\u0259r i&ccedil;\u0259risind\u0259 &ldquo;Cinay\u0259t i\u015fi&rdquo; m\u0259n\u0259 daha &ccedil;ox do\u011fma idi. Orada m\u0259nim bir c&uuml;ml\u0259m vard\u0131: &ldquo;&Ccedil;al\u0131\u015f\u0131n cinay\u0259td\u0259n v\u0259 cinay\u0259tkarlardan uzaq olun&rdquo;. \u0130nan\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, g&uuml;n&uuml; bug&uuml;n bel\u0259 m\u0259ni g&ouml;r&uuml;b xat\u0131rlayanlar o c&uuml;ml\u0259ni m\u0259n\u0259 deyirl\u0259r. H\u0259tta xaricd\u0259 olanda bel\u0259 oradak\u0131 az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar bu c&uuml;ml\u0259ni m\u0259n\u0259 xat\u0131rlad\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u0130nsanlar uzaq d&uuml;\u015fd&uuml;l\u0259r<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>V\u0259zif\u0259, \u015fan-\u015f&ouml;hr\u0259t &ccedil;ox pis \u015feydir. Ona g\u0259r\u0259k aud\u0259 olmayasan. M\u0259n\u0259 ANS ba\u011flanandan sonra m&uuml;\u0259yy\u0259n v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 i\u015f t\u0259klifl\u0259ri oldu, ancaq &ouml;z&uuml;m getm\u0259dim. ANS-d\u0259 &ccedil;al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman m\u0259n b&ouml;y&uuml;kl\u0259 b&ouml;y&uuml;k, ki&ccedil;ikl\u0259 ki&ccedil;ik kimi davranm\u0131\u015fam. Ona g&ouml;r\u0259 d\u0259 bu g&uuml;n kims\u0259 m\u0259ni g&ouml;r\u0259nd\u0259 mehribancas\u0131na salam verir. Amma i\u015fd\u0259n &ccedil;\u0131xd\u0131qdan sonra uzaqla\u015fmalar da oldu. Bel\u0259 deyim, \u0259g\u0259r s\u0259nin \u0259vv\u0259lki \u015fan-\u015f&ouml;hr\u0259tin yoxdursa, bir &ccedil;ox insanlar art\u0131q yan\u0131nda olmur. M\u0259n d\u0259 d\u0259 bel\u0259 oldu. D&uuml;zd&uuml;r, bunu a&ccedil;\u0131q-a\u015fkar elan etm\u0259dil\u0259r, amma hiss etdirdil\u0259r. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, m\u0259n populyar oldu\u011fum d&ouml;n\u0259md\u0259 \u0259g\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n z\u0259ngl\u0259rin ard\u0131-aras\u0131 k\u0259silmirdis\u0259 v\u0259 facebook-a g&uuml;nd\u0259 100 mesaj g\u0259lirdis\u0259, i\u015fd\u0259n ayr\u0131landan sonra o z\u0259ngl\u0259r d\u0259 azald\u0131, yaz\u0131lan mesajlar da. Efir, mavi ekran bax bel\u0259dir. S\u0259n orada n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki, varsan, insanlar da bir o q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259n\u0259 can atacaqlar. Yox, \u0259g\u0259r deyils\u0259ns\u0259, o zaman &ccedil;oxsu yan\u0131nda olmayacaq. Ke&ccedil;mi\u015f i\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti il\u0259 yaln\u0131z xeyir v\u0259 \u015f\u0259r i\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 g&ouml;r&uuml;\u015f&uuml;r\u0259m. Komandam olan i\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131mla sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q. Y\u0259ni kriminal sah\u0259d\u0259 &ccedil;al\u0131\u015fan i\u015f&ccedil;il\u0259rl\u0259 daim &uuml;nsiyy\u0259td\u0259y\u0259m. ANS-d\u0259 olan i\u015f&ccedil;il\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 haz\u0131rda tez-tez &uuml;zb\u0259&uuml;z g&ouml;r&uuml;\u015fm\u0259s\u0259k d\u0259, masa arxas\u0131na oturub &ccedil;ay i&ccedil;m\u0259s\u0259k d\u0259, m&uuml;nasib\u0259t normald\u0131r. D&uuml;zd&uuml;r, soyuqluq var. O da bilirsiniz, n\u0259yin soyuqlu\u011fudur? \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r i\u015f prosesind\u0259 &uuml;z-&uuml;z\u0259 g\u0259lirdin, n\u0259yis\u0259 m&uuml;zakir\u0259 edirdin, lakin indi b&ouml;l&uuml;\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yimiz ortaq bir \u015fey yoxdur. Bunu da \u0259lav\u0259 edim, m\u0259\u015fhur oldu\u011fum d&ouml;n\u0259ml\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259n tutub k&ouml;m\u0259k etdiyim b\u0259zi insanlar var ki, indi hal-\u0259hval bel\u0259 tutmurlar. Onlara d\u0259st\u0259k oldu\u011fuma g&ouml;r\u0259 q\u0259tiyy\u0259n pe\u015fiman deyil\u0259m. M\u0259n bel\u0259 insanam. &Ccedil;al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131m yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 edim. M\u0259n ist\u0259nil\u0259n anda yenid\u0259n populyarla\u015fa bil\u0259r\u0259m. Bu &ouml;z&uuml;n&uuml; t\u0259rif kimi &ccedil;\u0131xmas\u0131n. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, m\u0259n i\u015fimi m\u0259suliyy\u0259tl\u0259 g&ouml;r&uuml;r\u0259m v\u0259 bilir\u0259m ki, yenid\u0259n efirl\u0259r\u0259 qay\u0131tsam, \u0259vv\u0259lki populyarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 qazana bil\u0259r\u0259m. Sual verirsiniz ki, onlar\u0131 yenid\u0259n \u0259traf\u0131n\u0131za buraxacaqs\u0131n\u0131z? Cavablay\u0131m ki, buraxacam, amma &ccedil;\u0259r&ccedil;iv\u0259d\u0259. &Ccedil;ox yax\u0131n olmayacaqlar. Bayaq dediniz ki, etdiyiniz yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011fa g&ouml;r\u0259 pe\u015fimans\u0131n\u0131zm\u0131 indi? Dedim, xeyr. Pe\u015fiman o zaman olaram ki, yenid\u0259n o s\u0259hvl\u0259ri edib b\u0259zi insanlar\u0131 \u0259traf\u0131ma buraxaram. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 etmi\u015f\u0259m, bu normald\u0131r. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, s\u0259hvl\u0259r ham\u0131 &uuml;&ccedil;&uuml;nd&uuml;r. S\u0259hvsiz insan yoxdur. Amma &ccedil;al\u0131\u015fmal\u0131san ki, o s\u0259hvi ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n. M\u0259n d\u0259 ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259min s\u0259hvl\u0259ri etm\u0259r\u0259m.<br \/>\n<img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/cdn\/2019\/november\/30\/medium\/rr.jpg\" style=\"width: 500px; height: 313px;\" \/><br \/>\n<strong>H\u0259yata f\u0259ls\u0259fi bax\u0131\u015f<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259yat s\u0131naqlardan ibar\u0259tdir. Allah ist\u0259nil\u0259n bir b\u0259nd\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131naq g&ouml;nd\u0259rir. M\u0259ni d\u0259 kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0131naqlarla &uuml;z-&uuml;z\u0259 qoyub v\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0131naqlardan ke&ccedil;\u0259-ke&ccedil;\u0259 gedir\u0259m. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, Allah s\u0259br ed\u0259n insan\u0131 sevir. S\u0259brli insanam. D&uuml;zd&uuml;r, ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bi hallar\u0131m da olub. Amma s\u0259brim h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 qalib g\u0259lib. &ldquo;H\u0259yat sizi s\u0131nay\u0131r ya siz h\u0259yat\u0131?&rdquo; sual\u0131n\u0131 verirsiniz m\u0259n\u0259. &Ccedil;al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram ki, h\u0259yat\u0131 s\u0131namay\u0131m. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, h\u0259yat\u0131 Allah verir. O s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259yis\u0259 yaz\u0131r, tale yollar\u0131n\u0131 m&uuml;\u0259yy\u0259n edir. Biz kimik ki, h\u0259yat\u0131 s\u0131nayaq?! Etiraf edir\u0259m, ke\u015fm\u0259ke\u015fli h\u0259yat ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam, lakin \u015f&uuml;k&uuml;r etmi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259n \u015f&uuml;k&uuml;r etm\u0259yi sev\u0259n insanam. \u018fn pis g&uuml;n&uuml;md\u0259 bel\u0259 Allah\u0131ma \u015f&uuml;k&uuml;r edir\u0259m. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, ondan da pis g&uuml;n&uuml;m ola bil\u0259r. Fikrimc\u0259, insan n\u0259f\u0259s ala bildiyin\u0259 g&ouml;r\u0259 bel\u0259 Allaha \u015f&uuml;k&uuml;r etm\u0259lidir. Allah bizim qism\u0259timizi m&uuml;\u0259yy\u0259n edir. &ldquo;Al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131&rdquo; deyil\u0259n bir \u015fey var. Ona inanan h\u0259r k\u0259s bilm\u0259lidir ki, pis d\u0259, yax\u015f\u0131 da Allah\u0131n pay\u0131d\u0131r. Onu \u015f&uuml;k&uuml;rl\u0259 q\u0259bul etm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r. \u0130nsan\u0131n h\u0259m yax\u015f\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 pis g&uuml;n&uuml; olur. B&uuml;t&uuml;n bunlar onun qism\u0259tidir.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Arzular onu da sahilsiz &uuml;mmanlar\u0131n sahilin\u0259 apar\u0131r<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n &ouml;z&uuml;m&uuml; \u015fansl\u0131 insan saya bil\u0259r\u0259m ki, arzular\u0131m\u0131n bir qismini Allah h\u0259yata ke&ccedil;irib. Buna g&ouml;r\u0259 ona minn\u0259tdaram. El\u0259 ANS-d\u0259 &ccedil;al\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131m kimi arzunu misal g&ouml;st\u0259r\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. Kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r arzular\u0131m var. Bilirsiniz, arzu el\u0259 bir \u015feydir ki, h\u0259r arzudan biri do\u011fur. M\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 arzular t&uuml;k\u0259nmir. Bel\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m ki, normal insanda arzular\u0131n say\u0131 &ccedil;ox olmal\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130\u015fl\u0259, ail\u0259yl\u0259, pe\u015f\u0259yl\u0259, &ouml;vladla, valideynl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 olan arzular\u0131m sonsuzdur. Deyim ki, ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 realla\u015fd\u0131ra bil\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, xeyr. D&uuml;\u015f&uuml;n&uuml;r\u0259m ki, h\u0259yata ke&ccedil;m\u0259si m&uuml;mk&uuml;n olmayan arzular\u0131m da olacaq. Jurnalistika f\u0259aliyy\u0259timl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 arzular\u0131m &ccedil;oxdur. Realla\u015fd\u0131rmaq ist\u0259diyim layih\u0259l\u0259r var. Allah imkan yarats\u0131n, onlar da i\u015f\u0131q &uuml;z&uuml; g&ouml;rs&uuml;n.<\/p>\n<p><strong>O, &ouml;mr&uuml;n&uuml;n yaz\u0131ndad\u0131r<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015f\u0131m 38 olma\u011f\u0131na baxamyaraq &ouml;z&uuml;m&uuml; o ya\u015fda hiss etmir\u0259m, cavan, g\u0259nc bir insan kimi hiss edir\u0259m. Xarici g&ouml;rk\u0259mim bel\u0259 m\u0259ni o ya\u015fda g&ouml;st\u0259rmir. M\u0259n\u0259 &ldquo;S\u0259n 25, 26 ya\u015fdasan, sanki&rdquo; dey\u0259nl\u0259r var. B&uuml;t&ouml;vl&uuml;kd\u0259 g&ouml;t&uuml;rs\u0259k, &ouml;z&uuml;m&uuml; &ouml;mr&uuml;m&uuml;n yaz f\u0259slind\u0259 hiss edir\u0259m. D&uuml;zd&uuml;r, pay\u0131z kimi arada saral\u0131b soluram da. Amma &ouml;mr&uuml;md\u0259 yaz f\u0259sli &ouml;z&uuml;n&uuml; daha qabar\u0131q g&ouml;st\u0259rir.<\/p>\n<p>Onunla sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131b diktafonu ke&ccedil;irir\u0259m. Beynimd\u0259 dediyi c&uuml;ml\u0259l\u0259r, s\u0259sl\u0259ndirdiyi fikirl\u0259r bir burul\u011fan kimi f\u0131rland\u0131qca f\u0131rlan\u0131r. O c&uuml;ml\u0259l\u0259ri v\u0259 fikirl\u0259ri ki, insanlarla v\u0259 insanl\u0131qla ba\u011fl\u0131 m\u0259qamlar\u0131 &ouml;z&uuml;nd\u0259 \u0259ks etdirir v\u0259 m\u0259n d&uuml;\u015f&uuml;nc\u0259l\u0259rimin astanas\u0131nda bir sualla &uuml;z-&uuml;z\u0259y\u0259m:&ldquo;Niy\u0259 biz insanlar\u0131n &ccedil;oxsu \u015fan-\u015f&ouml;hr\u0259t\u0259 meyil edirik?&rdquo;<\/p>\n<p><strong>R&ouml;v\u015f\u0259n Tahir<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>R\u0259\u015fad Abbasov: &ldquo;H\u0259yat s\u0131naqlardan ibar\u0259tdir&rdquo; &ldquo;\u015e&uuml;k&uuml;r etm\u0259yi sev\u0259n insanam. \u018fn pis g&uuml;n&uuml;md\u0259 bel\u0259 Allah\u0131ma \u015f&uuml;k&uuml;r edir\u0259m. &Ccedil;&uuml;nki, ondan da pis g&uuml;n&uuml;m ola bil\u0259r. Fikrimc\u0259, insan n\u0259f\u0259s ala bildiyin\u0259 g&ouml;r\u0259 bel\u0259&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":251278,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_lmt_disableupdate":"","_lmt_disable":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-89078","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-musahibe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/89078","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=89078"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/89078\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/251278"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=89078"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=89078"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=89078"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}