{"id":85935,"date":"2019-10-06T14:09:26","date_gmt":"2019-10-06T10:09:26","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T20:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/?p=85935","title":{"rendered":"K\u00f6n\u00fcl Xas\u0131yeva: \u201cGec\u0259l\u0259ri \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 imza \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k ya\u015fay\u0131ram\u201d<\/b><\/font>"},"content":{"rendered":"

“S\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 u\u011furlar\u0131m olub. Amma m\u0259n gözl\u0259m\u0259zdim ki, h\u0259yat m\u0259n\u0259 daha çox z\u0259rb\u0259 endir\u0259r. Y\u0259ni s\u0259n\u0259t m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259yis\u0259 ver\u0259r, h\u0259yat is\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259yis\u0259 alar. Dediyim kimi m\u0259n h\u0259yatda xo\u015fb\u0259xt qad\u0131n olmad\u0131m. H\u0259m g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rimd\u0259, h\u0259m d\u0259 sonrak\u0131 dövrd\u0259. Amma h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 Allah\u0131ma \u015fükür etmi\u015f\u0259m. X\u0259st\u0259liyimin a\u011f\u0131r oldu\u011fu vaxtlarda bel\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsun, dem\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m ki, Allah, niy\u0259 bel\u0259 oldu? Allah m\u0259n\u0259 göz\u0259l günl\u0259r b\u0259x\u015f ed\u0259nd\u0259 onlar\u0131 q\u0259bul edirdim, pis günl\u0259ri niy\u0259 q\u0259bul etm\u0259yim? Allahdan g\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259r bir \u015fey\u0259 iki \u0259lli qucaq aç\u0131ram”. <\/strong><\/p>\n

“Üç nöqt\u0259” q\u0259zetinin qona\u011f\u0131 Respublikan\u0131n xalq artisti, s\u0259si il\u0259 q\u0259lbl\u0259ri f\u0259th ed\u0259n, ya\u015fl\u0131 v\u0259 g\u0259nc n\u0259slin sevgisini qazanan, xan\u0259nd\u0259 Könül xan\u0131m Xas\u0131yevad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-“Ya\u015fama\u011fa varm\u0131 güman?”. Ba\u015flayaq el\u0259 noyabr\u0131n 1-2-si tarixind\u0259 ba\u015f tutacaq konsertinizd\u0259n…<\/strong>
\n– Allah\u0131n izni il\u0259 qeyd etdiyiniz tarixd\u0259 saat 19:00-da Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev ad\u0131na Sarayda s\u0259n\u0259tçi dostlar\u0131mla, qonaqlarla birlikd\u0259 sevimli xalq\u0131m\u0131n görü\u015fün\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m. “Ya\u015fama\u011fa varm\u0131 güman?” ad\u0131n\u0131 da s\u0259hh\u0259timl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 qoydum. Çünki, bilirsiniz, m\u0259nim bir övlad\u0131m var. O da bir az narahatd\u0131r, m\u0259n d\u0259 narahatam. Ona gör\u0259 “Ya\u015fama\u011fa varm\u0131 güman?”. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, xalq\u0131n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti, duas\u0131, dövl\u0259tin d\u0259st\u0259yi v\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131 bizi ya\u015fadar.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259r bir xan\u0259nd\u0259nin u\u011furu hesab edil\u0259n bir mahn\u0131s\u0131 olur. Könül xan\u0131m Xas\u0131yevada bu “Gec\u0259l\u0259r”in pay\u0131na dü\u015fdü. “Gec\u0259l\u0259r”d\u0259ki nisgilin s\u0259b\u0259bi n\u0259dir?<\/strong>
\n– M\u0259n o mahn\u0131n\u0131 oxuyanda art\u0131q x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdim. M\u0259n 2000-ci ild\u0259n a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131ram v\u0259 h\u0259min ild\u0259n narahatam. M\u0259nim qon\u015fular\u0131m, qohumlar\u0131m, yax\u0131n çevr\u0259md\u0259n olan h\u0259r k\u0259s bilir ki, 2000-ci ilin m\u0259lum z\u0259lz\u0259l\u0259 hadis\u0259sind\u0259n sonra narahat v\u0259 gec\u0259l\u0259ri ölüm\u0259 imza ç\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k ya\u015fay\u0131ram. M\u0259n tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 olmadan bir add\u0131m bel\u0259 ata bilmir\u0259m. Ma\u015f\u0131n sürm\u0259k olmaz, ma\u015f\u0131nda qabaqda oturmaq olmaz v\u0259 s. \u015e\u0259k\u0259r bütün aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131, belimi, gözl\u0259rimi s\u0131radan ç\u0131xard\u0131b. Stress d\u0259 ki, stressdir. Bunlar\u0131 heç kim\u0259 arzulam\u0131ram. S\u0259hh\u0259timl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 çox probleml\u0259rim var. Allah heç kim\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131 göst\u0259rm\u0259sin. M\u0259nim o d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli gec\u0259l\u0259rimin say\u0259sind\u0259 o “Gec\u0259l\u0259r” mahn\u0131s\u0131 yaran\u0131b. O mahn\u0131da h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 oxuyuram.<\/p>\n

– “Xat\u0131rlayarsan m\u0259ni” mahn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 sanki bir vida n\u0259\u011fm\u0259si kimi s\u0259sl\u0259ndirirsiniz. Ömr\u0259 etibar etmirsinizmi dey\u0259 hissl\u0259rinizi d\u0259 bu mahn\u0131ya yans\u0131d\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong>
\n\"\"– Xeyr, etmir\u0259m. Ömrüm\u0259 heç etibar\u0131m yoxdur. \u018fn yaral\u0131 yerim\u0259 toxundunuz. M\u0259n bir ömür ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam. 52 illik bir h\u0259yat\u0131m var. \u015eükür Allaha, hörm\u0259tl\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam. Qar\u015f\u0131mdak\u0131 insanlara hörm\u0259t etmi\u015f\u0259m v\u0259 hörm\u0259t görmü\u015f\u0259m. Amma düz 19 ildir ki, m\u0259n bu gün, sabah, bir azdan v\u0259fat ed\u0259c\u0259m dey\u0259 dü\u015fünür\u0259m. M\u0259nim bir övlad\u0131m da var. Onu 40 ya\u015f\u0131nda Allah m\u0259n\u0259 mükafat verdi. O da Turet sindromundan \u0259ziyy\u0259t ç\u0259kir. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r narahat olanda fikirl\u0259\u015firdim ki, harada q\u0131r\u0131lar, q\u0131r\u0131lar. Amma övlad\u0131m olandan sonra özümü deyil, onu dü\u015fünür\u0259m. H\u0259yatla övlad\u0131ma gör\u0259 ya\u015famaq namin\u0259 çarp\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. Allah ham\u0131ya sa\u011flam ömür n\u0259sib el\u0259sin(kövr\u0259lir<\/em>).<\/p>\n

– Bu mahn\u0131da “Arzu çoxdur, ömür az” ifad\u0259sini “Arzum çoxdur, ömrüm az” il\u0259 \u0259v\u0259z edib xüsusi vur\u011fu il\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ndirirsiniz. Könül xan\u0131m ür\u0259yinizd\u0259 qalan hans\u0131 arzular\u0131n\u0131z var?<\/strong>
\n– V\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f kimi arzular\u0131m çoxdur. V\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f kimi arzum odur ki, Allah h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 dövl\u0259timizi var el\u0259sin. Allah bizi h\u0259r zaman qorusun. Bir d\u0259 Da\u011fl\u0131q Qaraba\u011f kimi d\u0259rdimiz var. Torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131za Allah\u0131n izni il\u0259 geri qay\u0131daq. Ana kimi is\u0259 bir arzum var. O\u011flum Kaz\u0131m tamamil\u0259 sa\u011fals\u0131n, bu x\u0259st\u0259likd\u0259n yaxa qurtars\u0131n. M\u0259n o arzu, o ist\u0259kl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131ram. Allahdan o\u011fluma can sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Özüm güclü qad\u0131nam, h\u0259r zaman a\u011flayan insan deyil\u0259m. Amma Kaz\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 özümü saxlaya bilmir\u0259m. H\u0259yatda ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131qsa, onun eni\u015fli-yoxu\u015flu yollar\u0131nda büdr\u0259m\u0259liyik d\u0259, aya\u011fa qalxmal\u0131y\u0131q da(a\u011flay\u0131r<\/em>).<\/p>\n

– Mu\u011fam musiqi s\u0259n\u0259timizin \u015fah \u0259s\u0259ridir. B\u0259s sizin üçün mu\u011fam n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir?<\/strong>
\n– Mu\u011fam el\u0259 m\u0259nim özüm dem\u0259kdir. Bütün ruhum, duy\u011fular\u0131m, hissl\u0259rim, h\u0259yat\u0131m, h\u0259r \u015feyim mu\u011famd\u0131r. El\u0259 bilir\u0259m ki, mu\u011fam m\u0259nim ilk övlad\u0131md\u0131r, Kaz\u0131m ikinci övlad\u0131m. Mu\u011fam m\u0259nim üçün bax bu dem\u0259kdir. Mu\u011fam\u0131 özümd\u0259n, özümü mu\u011famdan k\u0259narda, aral\u0131 t\u0259s\u0259vvür ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Çünki, hara gets\u0259m, o, m\u0259nim içimd\u0259, ruhumda, duy\u011fular\u0131mdad\u0131r. Mu\u011fam bizim musiqi s\u0259n\u0259timizin ayr\u0131lmaz v\u0259 \u0259sas hiss\u0259dir. M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259timizin parlaq gu\u015f\u0259sidir. Bizim ruhumuz mu\u011famla yo\u011frulub. Mu\u011fam yegan\u0259 musiqidir ki, onu yaln\u0131z az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar mük\u0259mm\u0259l ifa edir.<\/p>\n

– El\u0259 mahn\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131z var ki, bu ifad\u0259ni xat\u0131rlad\u0131r: “Mu\u011fam a\u011flay\u0131r”. Do\u011frudanm\u0131 Könül xan\u0131m göz ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 mu\u011famla çatd\u0131r\u0131r?<\/strong>
\n\"\"– Ola bil\u0259r. Çünki, m\u0259n mu\u011fam ifa ed\u0259nd\u0259 heç n\u0259 görmür\u0259m, heç n\u0259 hiss el\u0259mir\u0259m. M\u0259n el\u0259 o mu\u011fam adl\u0131 dünyada oluram. M\u0259n o mu\u011fam adl\u0131 göz\u0259l, \u0259srar\u0259ngiz bir al\u0259md\u0259 oluram. Sanki sehrli v\u0259 sirrl\u0259rl\u0259 z\u0259ngin bir otaqdayam. Çünki, onun ad\u0131 mu\u011famd\u0131r. Mu\u011fam\u0131 ifa edib qurtarandan sonra yenid\u0259n adi h\u0259yata geri dönür\u0259m. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, bütün ifaç\u0131lar bel\u0259dir. Mu\u011fam böyük bir s\u0259n\u0259tdir. Mu\u011famdan söz dü\u015fmü\u015fk\u0259n ölk\u0259mizin Birinci Vitse-prezidenti Mehriban xan\u0131m \u018fliyevaya mu\u011fam s\u0259n\u0259tin\u0259 ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 diqq\u0259t\u0259, s\u0259n\u0259tkarlar\u0131m\u0131za, inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t xadiml\u0259rimiz\u0259 göst\u0259rdiyi qay\u011f\u0131ya gör\u0259 çox böyük t\u0259\u015f\u0259kkür edir\u0259m. M\u0259hz Birinci xan\u0131m\u0131n say\u0259sind\u0259 mu\u011fam\u0131m\u0131z bu gün bütün dünyada t\u0259bli\u011f olunur. Allah ölk\u0259mizin Prezidentin\u0259 v\u0259 onun xan\u0131m\u0131na can sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131, uzun ömür b\u0259x\u015f el\u0259sin.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 u\u011furlar qazand\u0131qca h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131zda qara zolaqlar da yer alma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. H\u0259yat\u0131n bel\u0259 gözl\u0259nilm\u0259z paradoksuna haz\u0131r idiniz?<\/strong>
\n– H\u0259yatda m\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt qad\u0131n olmam\u0131\u015fam. B\u0259z\u0259ns\u0259 qad\u0131n oldu\u011fumu unutmu\u015fam. M\u0259n ancaq ail\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131 il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olmu\u015fam. Bac\u0131, qarda\u015f balalar\u0131, onlar\u0131n geyimi, yem\u0259yi, haz\u0131rl\u0131\u011fa getm\u0259yi, sonrak\u0131 dön\u0259md\u0259 universitet h\u0259yatlar\u0131, bunlar\u0131n h\u0259r birini onlar üçün m\u0259n etmi\u015f\u0259m. H\u0259yatda “m\u0259n” dem\u0259yi sevmir\u0259m, amma n\u0259 edim ki, bu m\u0259nim qism\u0259timd\u0259 olub. Ona gör\u0259 d\u0259 deyir\u0259m ki, bunlar\u0131 m\u0259n etmi\u015f\u0259m, 7 u\u015faq oxutmu\u015fam v\u0259 s. M\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r çox insana d\u0259st\u0259k olmu\u015fam. Bel\u0259 bir \u015feir deyim:<\/p>\n

Sol \u0259ll\u0259 qazand\u0131n, sa\u011f \u0259ll\u0259 payla,
\nOnda qism\u0259tini bol eyl\u0259r Allah.
\nQu\u015fu q\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259n aç, bal\u0131\u011f\u0131 tordan,
\nDar günd\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 yol eyl\u0259r Allah.
\nUnutma dediyin ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259ls\u0259,
\nOvlama ceyran\u0131 tu\u015funa g\u0259ls\u0259,
\nB\u0259nd\u0259nin \u0259m\u0259li xo\u015funa g\u0259ls\u0259,
\nBir qara quru\u015fu l\u0259l eyl\u0259r Allah.<\/em><\/p>\n

Düzdür, s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 u\u011furlar\u0131m olub. Amma m\u0259n gözl\u0259m\u0259zdim ki, h\u0259yat m\u0259n\u0259 daha çox z\u0259rb\u0259 endir\u0259r. Y\u0259ni s\u0259n\u0259t m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259yis\u0259 ver\u0259r, h\u0259yat is\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259yis\u0259 alar. Dediyim kimi m\u0259n h\u0259yatda xo\u015fb\u0259xt qad\u0131n olmad\u0131m. H\u0259m g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rimd\u0259, h\u0259m d\u0259 sonrak\u0131 dövrd\u0259. Amma h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 Allah\u0131ma \u015fükür etmi\u015f\u0259m. X\u0259st\u0259liyimin a\u011f\u0131r oldu\u011fu vaxtlarda bel\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsun, dem\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m ki, Allah, niy\u0259 bel\u0259 oldu? Allah m\u0259n\u0259 göz\u0259l günl\u0259r b\u0259x\u015f ed\u0259nd\u0259 onlar\u0131 q\u0259bul edirdim, pis günl\u0259ri niy\u0259 q\u0259bul etm\u0259yim? Allahdan g\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259r bir \u015fey\u0259 iki \u0259lli qucaq aç\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

– Yenid\u0259n qay\u0131daq ba\u015f tutacaq konsertiniz\u0259. Noyabr ay\u0131nda konsertin keçirilm\u0259sinin xüsusi bir tarixç\u0259si varm\u0131?
\n– <\/strong>Bilirsiniz ki, 17 mart m\u0259nim do\u011fum tariximdir. 17 noyabr is\u0259 Kaz\u0131m\u0131n do\u011fum tarixidir. M\u0259n d\u0259 dü\u015fündüm ki, h\u0259r il bir vida konserti qoyum. Bir az önc\u0259 dedim, m\u0259n h\u0259r gec\u0259 ölümüm\u0259 qol ç\u0259kir\u0259m. Vida konsertim hans\u0131 olacaq, onu Allah bilir. Konserti öz do\u011fum günümd\u0259 etm\u0259dim. El\u0259 o\u011flumun ad günü il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259dar noyabr ay\u0131na planlad\u0131m. Allah ömür versin, noyabrda sev\u0259nl\u0259rimin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na ç\u0131x\u0131m.<\/p>\n

– Amin. Könül xan\u0131m, var olas\u0131n\u0131z. Var olas\u0131n\u0131z ki, mu\u011fam\u0131m\u0131z ya\u015fas\u0131n…<\/strong>
\n– Siz d\u0259 var olas\u0131n\u0131z. Elimiz\u0259, obam\u0131za sa\u011fl\u0131ql\u0131 ömür arzulay\u0131ram. Ruzimiz bol, b\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tli olsun. Ölüm olan dünyada ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 unutmayaq. Onu unutmasaq, h\u0259r k\u0259s bir-biri il\u0259 mehriban olacaq. Bu gün ömür bizd\u0259dir, biz d\u0259 ömürd\u0259. Bu günümüzü xo\u015fb\u0259xt ya\u015fayaq. Dün\u0259nimiz tarix, sabah\u0131m\u0131z sirrdir, \u0259sas bu günümüzü göz\u0259l ya\u015fayaq.<\/p>\n

Röv\u015f\u0259n Tahir
\nFotolar: Elgün Calalzad\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

“S\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 u\u011furlar\u0131m olub. Amma m\u0259n gözl\u0259m\u0259zdim ki, h\u0259yat m\u0259n\u0259 daha çox z\u0259rb\u0259 endir\u0259r. Y\u0259ni s\u0259n\u0259t m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259yis\u0259 ver\u0259r, h\u0259yat is\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259yis\u0259 alar. Dediyim kimi m\u0259n h\u0259yatda xo\u015fb\u0259xt qad\u0131n olmad\u0131m.…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":251278,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_lmt_disableupdate":"","_lmt_disable":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[102],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-85935","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-medeniyyet-butun-xeberler"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/85935","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=85935"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/85935\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/251278"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=85935"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=85935"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=85935"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}