{"id":84914,"date":"2019-09-14T10:41:16","date_gmt":"2019-09-14T06:41:16","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T20:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/?p=84914","title":{"rendered":"\u201c\u00c7\u0131l\u011f\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 orada d\u0259fn el\u0259yib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m\u201d<\/b><\/font>"},"content":{"rendered":"

T\u0259ran\u0259 S\u0259m\u0259dova: “H\u0259yat insan\u0131 möhk\u0259ml\u0259ndirir”<\/strong><\/p>\n

“Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik el\u0259 bir m\u0259fhumdur ki, o anlarla olur. \u0130nsan\u0131n özünü daim xo\u015fb\u0259xt hiss etm\u0259si mümkün deyil. M\u0259n d\u0259 o anlar\u0131 duyma\u011fa çal\u0131\u015f\u0131ram v\u0259 h\u0259min anlara arxalansam, özümü qad\u0131n kimi xo\u015fb\u0259xt hesab edir\u0259m”.
\n“Üç nöqt\u0259” redaksiyas\u0131n\u0131n bu d\u0259f\u0259ki qona\u011f\u0131 prodüsser T\u0259ran\u0259 xan\u0131m S\u0259m\u0259dovad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-\u0130lk sual\u0131 bununla ba\u015flay\u0131m. \u0130mkan\u0131n\u0131z olsayd\u0131, h\u0259yat lentinizd\u0259n hans\u0131 hiss\u0259ni k\u0259sib ç\u0131xarmaq ist\u0259y\u0259rdiniz?<\/strong>
\n-\u015eou-biznes\u0259 daxil oldu\u011fum dön\u0259mi ç\u0131xardard\u0131m. Çünki, \u015fou-biznesd\u0259 oldu\u011fum vaxtlarda n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yüks\u0259ldims\u0259, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r tan\u0131nd\u0131msa, bir o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 z\u0259rb\u0259l\u0259r ald\u0131m. Ona gör\u0259 d\u0259 böyük m\u0259mnuniyy\u0259tl\u0259 \u015fou-biznes\u0259 girdiyim zaman\u0131 k\u0259sib ç\u0131xardard\u0131m.<\/p>\n

– K\u0259nardan güclü görs\u0259ns\u0259niz d\u0259 qad\u0131ns\u0131n\u0131z, z\u0259rif varl\u0131qs\u0131n\u0131z. T\u0259ran\u0259 xan\u0131m S\u0259m\u0259dova qad\u0131n kimi özünü xo\u015fb\u0259xt say\u0131rm\u0131?<\/strong>
\n\"\"– Bilirsiniz, xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik el\u0259 bir m\u0259fhumdur ki, o anlarla olur. \u0130nsan\u0131n özünü daim xo\u015fb\u0259xt hiss etm\u0259si mümkün deyil. M\u0259n d\u0259 o anlar\u0131 duyma\u011fa çal\u0131\u015f\u0131ram v\u0259 h\u0259min anlara arxalansam, özümü qad\u0131n kimi xo\u015fb\u0259xt hesab edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259r bir u\u011fur ç\u0259tinlikl\u0259 \u0259ld\u0259 edilir. Onlara imza atmaq üçün çoxmu \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259r ç\u0259kmisiniz ?<\/strong>
\n– H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 böyük u\u011furlar\u0131m\u0131n arxas\u0131nda böyük \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259r olub. B\u0259lk\u0259, kimin üçüns\u0259 rahat olub, lakin m\u0259nim üçün, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n, da\u015fdan ç\u0131x\u0131b. Amma yorulmam\u0131\u015fam. “N\u0259s\u0259 al\u0131nmayanda depressiyaya dü\u015füm, k\u0259nara ç\u0259kilim” bu kimi fikirl\u0259r olmay\u0131b. “Al\u0131nm\u0131rsa, al\u0131nacaq !”-deyib ir\u0259li getm\u0259y\u0259 çal\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam v\u0259 \u015fou-biznes\u0259 çox can qoymu\u015fam. Lakin buna d\u0259y\u0259r verilm\u0259yib. Ç\u0259kdiyim \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259r sadalanmay\u0131b, onlar mediada i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131r\u0131lmay\u0131b, n\u0259inki qara piarlar.<\/p>\n

– T\u0259ran\u0259 xan\u0131m S\u0259m\u0259dova h\u0259bsxana h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015fama\u011fa layiq qad\u0131n olmasa da, amma onu ya\u015fad\u0131. H\u0259bsxana qap\u0131s\u0131 soyuq olur v\u0259 insan\u0131n gözü o soyuq qap\u0131da qal\u0131r. Orada oldu\u011funuz müdd\u0259td\u0259 kimin g\u0259lm\u0259yini gözl\u0259yirdiniz, ancaq g\u0259lm\u0259di…<\/strong>
\n– El\u0259 bir insan olmay\u0131b ki, gözl\u0259yirdim, g\u0259lm\u0259di. \u018fsas do\u011fmalar\u0131m-anamd\u0131r, q\u0131z\u0131md\u0131r, h\u0259yat\u0131mda olan insand\u0131r ki, onlar da g\u0259lirdil\u0259r. Bilirsiniz, m\u0259n, ümumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, h\u0259yatda t\u0259m\u0259nnal\u0131 insan deyil\u0259m. \u0130nsanlar var ki, kim\u0259s\u0259 z\u0259rr\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q edir v\u0259 onun müqabilind\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 güdür. Heç kimd\u0259n, h\u0259tta zaman\u0131nda yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q etdikl\u0259rimd\u0259n d\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 güdm\u0259diyim üçün kimins\u0259 g\u0259li\u015fini gözl\u0259mirdim.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259r bir insan\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131nda gileyli anlar\u0131 olur. Bel\u0259 vaxtlar\u0131nda T\u0259ran\u0259 xan\u0131m S\u0259m\u0259dova ür\u0259yini kim\u0259 aç\u0131r?<\/strong>
\n\"\"– Anama, \u0259n çox anama. M\u0259n gileyl\u0259rimi çox da xalqa biruz\u0259 verm\u0259yi sevmir\u0259m. \u018fn ç\u0259tin dön\u0259ml\u0259rimd\u0259 bel\u0259 susaram. Dü\u015fünür\u0259m ki, insanlar\u0131 bununla yükl\u0259m\u0259k, onlar\u0131 yormaq olmaz. Bel\u0259 anlar\u0131m olanda anama ür\u0259yimi aç\u0131ram, gileyl\u0259rimi dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s Suel\u0259 nec\u0259? B\u0259zi analar var ki, q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na qoyub d\u0259rdl\u0259rini ona dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r…<\/strong>
\n– Sueli gileyl\u0259riml\u0259 yükl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Onun h\u0259yat\u0131 al-\u0259lvan görm\u0259sini ist\u0259yir\u0259m. U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 onun \u0259lind\u0259n almaq m\u0259nim haqq\u0131m deyil. Düzdür, a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 q\u0131zd\u0131r, gileyl\u0259nm\u0259s\u0259m bel\u0259, özü üçün mü\u0259yy\u0259n n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259r ç\u0131xar\u0131r v\u0259 ba\u015fa dü\u015für ki, hans\u0131sa m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 haqs\u0131zl\u0131q olunub. Onu analiz edir, m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b ür\u0259k-dir\u0259k verir. Ona gileyl\u0259nm\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, özü hiss edir.<\/p>\n

– \u0130nsanlara olan etibar\u0131n\u0131z yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lki kimidir?<\/strong>
\n– Deyirl\u0259r, insan inanmasa ya\u015faya bilm\u0259z. M\u0259n inananam, insanlara inanma\u011f\u0131 sevir\u0259m. Amma etibar etm\u0259k ba\u015fqa \u015feydir, inanmaq ba\u015fqa. \u0130nanma\u011fa çal\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, amma tam etibar ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. 99 faiz etibar ets\u0259m d\u0259, 1 faizi saxlay\u0131ram ki, bird\u0259n yen\u0259 d\u0259 z\u0259rb\u0259 alaram.<\/p>\n

– Müsahib\u0259l\u0259rinizd\u0259n birind\u0259 demisiniz ki, h\u0259bsxanada olark\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n dedikl\u0259ri ür\u0259yimi param-parça edirdi. Heç bel\u0259 bir s\u0131naqla üz-üz\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n\u0131z ya bu sizin ilk s\u0131na\u011f\u0131n\u0131z oldu?<\/strong>
\n– Bel\u0259 bir s\u0131naqla heç vaxt üz-üz\u0259 qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Bu m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131mda sizin dediyiniz kimi, ilk v\u0259 böyük bir s\u0131naq oldu. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyil\u0259nd\u0259 ki, ölümd\u0259n v\u0259 türm\u0259d\u0259n heç kim s\u0131\u011fortalanmay\u0131b, dü\u015fünürdüm, ölüm ham\u0131 üçün var, m\u0259n d\u0259 bir gün öl\u0259c\u0259m. Amma h\u0259bs\u0259 dü\u015fm\u0259yim üçün el\u0259 bir i\u015fim, el\u0259 bir qanun pozuntum yoxdur. Bir t\u0259k avtomobill\u0259 kimis\u0259 vuraramsa, o zaman h\u0259bs\u0259 dü\u015f\u0259r\u0259m. Deyir, s\u0259n sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 say, gör, f\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259 say\u0131r. Dem\u0259k ki, taleyimd\u0259 zindan da var imi\u015f. H\u0259r hans\u0131 bir yolla olursa, olsun, dem\u0259k ki, oran\u0131 görm\u0259liy\u0259mmi\u015f. Bu bir al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131 imi\u015f.<\/p>\n

– Bu fikrimi yaln\u0131\u015f anlamay\u0131n, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, bu, Allah t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n siz\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131lmal\u0131 olan bir hal idi ki, soyuqqanl\u0131 insan kimi formala\u015fas\u0131n\u0131z…<\/strong>
\n\"\"– Bunu m\u0259n h\u0259bsd\u0259 olark\u0259n dü\u015fünmü\u015fdüm. Çünki, ç\u0131l\u011f\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 orada d\u0259fn el\u0259yib ç\u0131xd\u0131m. H\u0259yat\u0131n el\u0259 bir hiss\u0259l\u0259ri, el\u0259 bir dön\u0259ml\u0259ri var, onlar\u0131 ya\u015famal\u0131san ki, h\u0259yat s\u0259n\u0259 soyuqqanl\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131 öyr\u0259tsin, h\u0259yat s\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 haz\u0131r olma\u011f\u0131 öyr\u0259tsin. M\u0259n d\u0259 soyuqqanl\u0131 olma\u011fa çal\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 soyuqqanl\u0131 insanlara h\u0259s\u0259d aparm\u0131\u015fam ki, nec\u0259 d\u0259 hadis\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 reaksiya vermirl\u0259r. \u0130ndi m\u0259n d\u0259 xarakterimi el\u0259 formala\u015fd\u0131r\u0131ram. Çünki, h\u0259yat insan\u0131 möhk\u0259ml\u0259ndirir, ona soyuqqanl\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131 öyr\u0259dir.<\/p>\n

– Bir az da haz\u0131rda n\u0259 il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olursunuz, ondan dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131n\u0131z…<\/strong>
\n– Haz\u0131rda birlikd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259diyim Yegan\u0259 xan\u0131m \u018fliq\u0131z\u0131 var ki, onunla xeyir i\u015fl\u0259rin, xo\u015f günl\u0259rin, x\u0131nayaxd\u0131lar\u0131n t\u0259\u015fkili üçün “YeT\u0259r” adl\u0131 bir t\u0259\u015fkilat yarad\u0131ram. Bu el\u0259 bir t\u0259\u015fkilatd\u0131r ki, dekor i\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259n tutmu\u015f m\u0259\u015fhur \u015f\u0259xsl\u0259rin d\u0259v\u0259t edilm\u0259sin\u0259d\u0259k h\u0259r bir \u015fey bizim üz\u0259rimiz\u0259 dü\u015für. Bir m\u0259qam\u0131 da qeyd edim, insanlar fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259r ki, niy\u0259 “YeT\u0259r”? Aç\u0131qlama verim, Yegan\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n v\u0259 m\u0259nim ad\u0131m\u0131n q\u0131sald\u0131lm\u0131\u015f formas\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– Yeni i\u015fl\u0259riniz, yeni layih\u0259nizl\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r u\u011furlar \u0259ld\u0259 ed\u0259siniz ki, onlar\u0131n say\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259siniz. Çox sa\u011folun, çox sa\u011folun ki, d\u0259v\u0259timizi q\u0259bul edib g\u0259ldiniz.<\/strong>
\n– Siz d\u0259 sa\u011folun. M\u0259n d\u0259 siz\u0259, redaksiyan\u0131za t\u0259\u015f\u0259kkür edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Röv\u015f\u0259n Tahir<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

T\u0259ran\u0259 S\u0259m\u0259dova: “H\u0259yat insan\u0131 möhk\u0259ml\u0259ndirir” “Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik el\u0259 bir m\u0259fhumdur ki, o anlarla olur. \u0130nsan\u0131n özünü daim xo\u015fb\u0259xt hiss etm\u0259si mümkün deyil. M\u0259n d\u0259 o anlar\u0131 duyma\u011fa çal\u0131\u015f\u0131ram v\u0259 h\u0259min anlara arxalansam,…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":251278,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_lmt_disableupdate":"","_lmt_disable":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[92],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-84914","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-maqazin"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/84914","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=84914"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/84914\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/251278"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=84914"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=84914"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=84914"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}