{"id":76265,"date":"2019-03-06T18:31:44","date_gmt":"2019-03-06T14:31:44","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T20:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/?p=76265","title":{"rendered":"\u201cTeatrdan uzaq qalanda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc t\u0259k hiss edir\u0259m\u201d<\/b><\/font>"},"content":{"rendered":"

X\u0259yal\u0259 Meydanova: “Yolda\u015f\u0131m qada\u011falar qoymur, çünki m\u0259ni tama\u015fa oynayanda görüb b\u0259y\u0259nib”<\/strong><\/p>\n

“Bak\u0131 U\u015faq Teatr\u0131n\u0131n r\u0259hb\u0259ri \u0130ntiqam Soltona deyirdim ki, ist\u0259diyim vaxt teatr\u0131 qoyub ged\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, çünki heç zaman aktrisa olmaq ist\u0259m\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Amma zaman el\u0259 f\u0131rland\u0131 ki, \u0130ntiqam Soltan m\u0259n\u0259 ç\u0131x get dey\u0259nd\u0259, ged\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. Art\u0131q teatra ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Böyükl\u0259rimiz deyirl\u0259r ki, s\u0259hn\u0259nin tozunu udduqdan sonra ayr\u0131lmaq ç\u0259tin olur. H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n el\u0259dir. Teatr o q\u0259d\u0259r sehrli bir yerdir, insan\u0131 özün\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r ba\u011flay\u0131r ki, qopmaq ç\u0259tin olur”. Deyir ki, özünü teatrdan ayr\u0131 hiss ed\u0259 bilmir. N\u0259 add\u0131m at\u0131rsa, onun bir küncünd\u0259 mütl\u0259q teatr dayan\u0131r. Teatrdan uzaq qalanda özünü t\u0259k hiss edir. Müsahibimiz “Üç nöqt\u0259” q\u0259zetinin qona\u011f\u0131 G\u0259nc Tama\u015faç\u0131lar Teatr\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259nc aktrisas\u0131 X\u0259yal\u0259 Meydanovad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– Sizi Bak\u0131 U\u015faq Teatr\u0131nda görüb sevmi\u015fik. G\u0259nc Tama\u015faç\u0131lar Teatr\u0131nda böyük tama\u015faç\u0131 kontingenti il\u0259 üzl\u0259\u015fdiniz. Bu f\u0259rqli keçidl\u0259r siz\u0259 hans\u0131 t\u0259siri ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131?<\/strong>
\n– \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 Bak\u0131 U\u015faq Teatr\u0131nda 6 il i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Sonra G\u0259nc tama\u015faç\u0131lar Teatr\u0131nda i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldim. Çox böyük s\u0259hn\u0259, böyük auditoriya, böyük rollar… U\u015faq Teatr\u0131nda \u0259n çox u\u015faqlar üçün rollar oynam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

Adaptasiya olmaq, kollektiv\u0259 qaynay\u0131b qar\u0131\u015fmaq ç\u0259tindir. Düzdür, G\u0259nc tama\u015faç\u0131lar Teatr\u0131n\u0131n kollektivini k\u0259nardan tan\u0131sam da, çoxu il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259m yox idi. Amma n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, m\u0259ni mehriban qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131lar, öz aralar\u0131na tez ald\u0131lar. Bir müdd\u0259t sonra gözümü açd\u0131m ki, art\u0131q qaynay\u0131n-qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. El\u0259 bil art\u0131q neç\u0259 ill\u0259rdir ki, G\u0259nc Tama\u015faç\u0131lar Teatr\u0131nda i\u015fl\u0259yir\u0259m. Bir-birind\u0259n maraql\u0131 rollar verdil\u0259r, oynay\u0131b kollektivin etibar\u0131n\u0131 qazand\u0131m. Art\u0131q 3-cü ildir ki, burda f\u0259aliyy\u0259t göst\u0259rir\u0259m. Bu teatr m\u0259nim üçün çox do\u011fmad\u0131r. El\u0259 bilir\u0259m ki, ilk q\u0259d\u0259mimi el\u0259 burda atm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259r bir rejissorun birlikd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259diyi aktyor hey\u0259ti olur. B\u0259s sizd\u0259 nec\u0259? Sizi hans\u0131 rejissorun aktrisas\u0131 hesab etm\u0259k olar?<\/strong>
\n– Bilirsiniz ki, bizd\u0259 rejissorlar çoxdur. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 teatra g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 G\u0259nc Tama\u015faç\u0131lar Teatr\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f rejissoru B\u0259hram Osmanov m\u0259n\u0259 güv\u0259nib ba\u015f rol verib. “Uzuncorab Peppi” tama\u015fas\u0131nda Peppi rolunu m\u0259n\u0259 etibar edib. Nicat Kaz\u0131movun, Vaqif \u018fs\u0259dovun haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 tama\u015falarda oynam\u0131\u015fam. \u018fn çox u\u015faq tama\u015falar\u0131n\u0131 El\u015fad R\u0259himzad\u0259 il\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Dem\u0259k olar ki, teatr\u0131n bütün rejissorlar\u0131 il\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Teatr\u0131n u\u015faq tama\u015falar\u0131n\u0131n 90 faizinin repertuar\u0131nda art\u0131q varam.<\/p>\n

– U\u015faq tama\u015falar\u0131ndak\u0131 obrazlar\u0131n\u0131z çox sevilir. B\u0259s siz özünüzü daha çox hans\u0131 rollarda görürsünüz?<\/strong>
\n– M\u0259n u\u015faq tama\u015falar\u0131nda oynay\u0131ram. Düzdür, böyük tama\u015falar\u0131nda oynamaq, böyükl\u0259r qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ç\u0131x\u0131\u015f etm\u0259k ham\u0131n\u0131n arzusudur. Amma dan\u0131lmaz faktd\u0131r ki, \u0259n ç\u0259tini u\u015faq tama\u015falar\u0131nda oynamaqd\u0131r. Çünki böyüyü hardasa aldatmaq olar, amma u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 aldatmaq qeyri-mümkündür. U\u015faq h\u0259r x\u0131rdal\u0131\u011fa fikir verir. Onun sevdiyi personaji, obraz\u0131 oynamaq ümumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 ç\u0259tindir. U\u015faq s\u0259nd\u0259n daha çox \u015fey gözl\u0259yir, obraz\u0131 ona sevdirm\u0259lis\u0259n. Art\u0131q u\u015faq tama\u015falar\u0131nda püxt\u0259l\u0259\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m. Çünki gözümü u\u015faq tama\u015falar\u0131 il\u0259 açm\u0131\u015fam. Bak\u0131 U\u015faq Teatr\u0131nda bunun bünövr\u0259sini qoyub g\u0259lmi\u015fdim. Ona gör\u0259  bu rollara öyr\u0259\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m. Böyük tama\u015falardan B\u0259hram Osmanovun “Ümmans\u0131z qatar” tama\u015fas\u0131nda oynay\u0131ram. H\u0259l\u0259 böyük tama\u015falar\u0131na keçid etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. \u0130n\u015fallah g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 olar(gülür<\/em>).<\/p>\n

– Çox enerjili, \u015f\u0259n birisiniz. Heç özünüz\u0259 qapand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z vaxtlar olurmu?<\/strong>
\n– H\u0259r bir insan\u0131n özü il\u0259 t\u0259kb\u0259t\u0259k qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 anlar olur. Xüsusil\u0259, inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t insanlar\u0131 daha çox h\u0259ssas olurlar. Ümumilikd\u0259 çox \u015f\u0259n, mehriban, gül\u0259rüz\u0259m, insanlara tez uy\u011funla\u015f\u0131ram, dü\u015fdüyüm m\u0259kanda qaynay\u0131b-qar\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. Amma m\u0259nim d\u0259 hardasa bir küncd\u0259 özüm\u0259 qapanaca\u011f\u0131m v\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259ris\u0259 etiraf edib dü\u015fün\u0259c\u0259yim zamanlar olur.<\/p>\n

– Sizin üçün film, serial, yoxsa teatr tama\u015falar\u0131nda oynamaq daha \u0259zizdir?<\/strong>
\n– M\u0259nim üçün \u0259n do\u011fma, \u0259ziz olan\u0131 teatrd\u0131r. Kino v\u0259 seriallara çox az ç\u0259kilmi\u015f\u0259m. T\u0259klif d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 çox vaxt getmir\u0259m, ged\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 ür\u0259ksiz gedir\u0259m. Çünki teatr\u0131 daha çox sevir\u0259m. 16-17 ya\u015f\u0131mdan gözümü teatrda açm\u0131\u015fam. Teatra ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131q, birba\u015fa canl\u0131 ünsiyy\u0259t m\u0259n\u0259 daha maraql\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s teatr aktrisas\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131n n\u0259 kimi f\u0259rqlilikl\u0259ri var?<\/strong>
\n– M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u0130nc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t Universitetinin Teatr Kollektivl\u0259ri Rejissorlu\u011fu fakült\u0259sini bitirmi\u015f\u0259m. Aktrisa olma\u011f\u0131 heç dü\u015fünmürdüm. Universitetd\u0259 oxuya-oxuya M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t evind\u0259 rejissor kimi f\u0259aliyy\u0259t göst\u0259rmi\u015f\u0259m. X\u0131rda tama\u015falar haz\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131m. Bir gün qism\u0259t el\u0259 g\u0259tirdi ki, Bak\u0131 U\u015faq Teatr\u0131na g\u0259lib dü\u015fdüm. O vaxtlar\u0131 Bak\u0131 U\u015faq Teatr\u0131n\u0131n r\u0259hb\u0259ri \u0130ntiqam Soltona deyirdim ki, ist\u0259diyim vaxt teatr\u0131 qoyub ged\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, çünki heç zaman aktrisa olmaq ist\u0259m\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Amma zaman el\u0259 f\u0131rland\u0131 ki, \u0130ntiqam Soltan m\u0259n\u0259 ç\u0131x get dey\u0259nd\u0259, ged\u0259 bilm\u0259dim, art\u0131q teatra ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Böyükl\u0259rimiz deyirl\u0259r ki, s\u0259hn\u0259nin tozunu udduqdan sonra ayr\u0131lmaq ç\u0259tin olur. H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n el\u0259dir. Teatr o q\u0259d\u0259r sehrli bir yerdir, insan\u0131 özün\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r ba\u011flay\u0131r ki, qopmaq ç\u0259tin olur. Amma getm\u0259li oldum. Özümü teatrda ayr\u0131 hiss ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. N\u0259 add\u0131m at\u0131ramsa, onun bir küncünd\u0259 teatr dayan\u0131b. Ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurdu\u011fum üçün son zamanlar teatrda m\u0259\u015fql\u0259rim azal\u0131b. Teatrdan uzaq qalanda özümü t\u0259k hiss edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Yeni ail\u0259 qurmusunuz, h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131zda n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdi? H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131z qada\u011falar qoyurmu?<\/strong>
\n– Bu sual\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nlar\u0131m da verir. \u0130nan\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, heç n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259di(gülür). H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259rins\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259yini dü\u015fünürdüm. Qorxurdum ki, ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 quranda h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m m\u0259ni teatrdan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131rar. \u015eükür Allaha, yolda\u015f\u0131m qada\u011falar qoymur.  Çünki o m\u0259ni s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 tama\u015fa oynayanda görüb b\u0259y\u0259nib. Qada\u011fa qoymaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 deyir\u0259m ki, s\u0259n m\u0259ni s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 görüb b\u0259y\u0259nmis\u0259n, bunu unutma(gülür) Böyükl\u0259rimiz deyir ki, \u0259sas olan ail\u0259dir. Düzdür, amma insan sevdiyi pe\u015f\u0259ni d\u0259 davam etdirm\u0259k ist\u0259yir. Ail\u0259 qurdum, yen\u0259 h\u0259min X\u0259yal\u0259y\u0259m. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 teatr, vaxtl\u0131-vaxt\u0131nda m\u0259\u015fql\u0259r, tama\u015falar davam edir.<\/p>\n

– Deyirl\u0259r ki, aktyor rollara “ac” olur. B\u0259s sizin “ac” oldu\u011funuz rollar hans\u0131lard\u0131r?<\/strong>
\n– M\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 n\u0259 oynam\u0131\u015fam ki, n\u0259 obrazlar canland\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam ki… Teatrda son zamanlar \u0259n çox i\u015fl\u0259tdiyim ifad\u0259 odur ki, özümü böyük tama\u015falar\u0131nda s\u0131namaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Art\u0131q böyüm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Düzdür, insan o q\u0259d\u0259r u\u015faq tama\u015falar\u0131 oynay\u0131r ki, ist\u0259nil\u0259n ya\u015fda özünü u\u015faq hesab edir. \u0130nsan\u0131n içind\u0259 el\u0259 hissl\u0259r, rollar var ki, onu böyük tama\u015falar\u0131nda ortaya qoymaq ist\u0259yir. Bu u\u015faq tama\u015falar\u0131nda mümkün deyil. Çünki u\u015faq tama\u015falar\u0131n\u0131n 90 faizi \u015f\u0259n, \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259li v\u0259 gülm\u0259lidir.<\/p>\n

– Onda bel\u0259 ç\u0131x\u0131r ki, bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u015f\u0259n, enerjili qalma\u011f\u0131n\u0131za s\u0259b\u0259b u\u015faq tama\u015falar\u0131ndak\u0131 obrazlar\u0131n\u0131zd\u0131r…<\/strong>
\n– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259. H\u0259m d\u0259 u\u015faqlara olan sevgim yüks\u0259kdir. Onlar\u0131 tez \u0259l\u0259 alma\u011f\u0131 bacar\u0131ram. Buna gör\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259n qohumlar\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259 psixoloq deyirl\u0259r. U\u015faq olma\u011f\u0131, onlar\u0131n ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259viyy\u0259sin\u0259 dü\u015fm\u0259yi bacar\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259ki X\u0259yal\u0259 il\u0259, h\u0259yatdak\u0131 X\u0259yal\u0259nin ox\u015far v\u0259 f\u0259rqli c\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259ri n\u0259l\u0259rdir?<\/strong>
\n– Maraql\u0131 suald\u0131r. \u018fslind\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131n tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 X\u0259yal\u0259 deyib-gül\u0259n, \u015f\u0259n biridir. Amma h\u0259rd\u0259n özüm\u0259qapanma\u011f\u0131m, görünm\u0259y\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rim var. T\u0259k qalanda tamamil\u0259 ba\u015fqa oluram. Sakit, dü\u015fün\u0259n biriy\u0259m. T\u0259klikd\u0259 özüm\u0259 hesabat verir\u0259m, b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259diyim \u015feyl\u0259r haqq\u0131nda dü\u015fünür\u0259m, problemim varsa özlüyümd\u0259 h\u0259ll etm\u0259y\u0259 çal\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. Dostlar\u0131m\u0131n d\u0259rdin\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik oluram, yax\u015f\u0131-pis günl\u0259rind\u0259 yanlar\u0131nda olma\u011fa çal\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, laz\u0131m g\u0259ls\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t verir\u0259m, amma kim\u0259s\u0259 a\u011flam\u0131ram, probleml\u0259rimi dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131ram. Obrazlar\u0131ma g\u0259linc\u0259 bütün obrazlar\u0131mda X\u0259yal\u0259d\u0259n bir parça olur. U\u015faq tama\u015falar\u0131nda el\u0259 olur ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 X\u0259yal\u0259nin u\u015faql\u0131qda ya\u015famad\u0131qlar\u0131ndan, arzu etdikl\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259 is\u0259 var.<\/p>\n

– Qeyd etdiniz ki, s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 tez g\u0259lmisiniz. B\u0259s ilk rolunuz hans\u0131 olub? <\/strong>
\n– \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 U\u015faq Teatr\u0131nda “\u015erek v\u0259 onun dostlar\u0131” tama\u015fas\u0131nda dov\u015fan rolunda ç\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam, t\u0259r\u0259f müqabilim d\u0259 haz\u0131rda Musiqili teatr\u0131n aktyoru olan Ruslan idi. H\u0259min tama\u015fada dov\u015fanla canavar\u0131n r\u0259qsi vard\u0131. H\u0259y\u0259candan o q\u0259d\u0259r özümü itirmi\u015fdim ki, t\u0259r\u0259f müqabilim m\u0259ni idar\u0259 edirdi, ayaqlar\u0131m tamam dola\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, az qal\u0131rd\u0131m y\u0131x\u0131lam. Tama\u015fadan sonra o q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011flad\u0131m ki… G\u0259nc Tama\u015faç\u0131lar Teatr\u0131nda is\u0259 böyük obraz kimi ilk h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131m\u0131 A\u011falar \u0130driso\u011flunun “Aycan”\u0131nda Gülyaz obraz\u0131nda ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam. \u0130lk premyeram idi, çox h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 idim. Amma dü\u015fünür\u0259m ki, el\u0259 d\u0259 pis al\u0131nmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s h\u0259y\u0259canlanan zaman n\u0259 edirsiniz? Bunun öhd\u0259sind\u0259n nec\u0259 g\u0259lirsiniz?<\/strong>
\n– Bu hal m\u0259nd\u0259 sanki adil\u0259\u015fib. H\u0259tta s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 ç\u0131xma\u011fa az qalm\u0131\u015f bird\u0259n al\u0131nmaz dey\u0259 çox qorxuram. Ancaq ilk add\u0131m\u0131m\u0131 s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 qoydu\u011fum andan h\u0259y\u0259can da narahatl\u0131q da, qorxu da keçir. S\u0259hn\u0259 m\u0259ni öz a\u011fu\u015funa al\u0131r v\u0259 m\u0259n art\u0131q obraz\u0131m\u0131n sehrin\u0259 dü\u015für\u0259m, daha heç n\u0259 hiss etmir\u0259m, t\u0259kc\u0259 obraz\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131ram. Y\u0259qin s\u0259hn\u0259nin “sehri” d\u0259 bel\u0259 bir \u015feymi\u015f (gülür<\/em>).<\/p>\n

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