{"id":71273,"date":"2018-11-20T10:53:56","date_gmt":"2018-11-20T06:53:56","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T20:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/?p=71273","title":{"rendered":"O YURD.."},"content":{"rendered":"

Az\u0259rbaycanda ATATÜRK M\u0259rk\u0259zinin Ba\u015f redaktoru,
\nAz\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131ç\u0131lar Birliyinin Q\u0259bul Komissiyas\u0131n\u0131n üzvü, Prezident t\u0259qaüdçüsü<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

******<\/p>\n

M\u0259n Allah\u0131n lal diliy\u0259m,
\nh\u0259r\u0259 bildiyin anlay\u0131r.
\nA\u011fz\u0131mda sözüm quruyub,
\nh\u0259r\u0259 bir dild\u0259 oxuyur.<\/p>\n

S\u0259hran\u0131n kor bula\u011f\u0131yam,
\nd\u0259v\u0259l\u0259r üfürüb içir.
\nTürkün vahim sora\u011f\u0131yam,
\ns\u0259simd\u0259 yov\u015fanlar bitir.<\/p>\n

Ulu qurdun sükutuyam,
\nizimd\u0259n f\u0259ryad boylan\u0131r.
\n\u0130tmi\u015f ruhumun quluyam,
\nkölg\u0259min könlü atlan\u0131r.<\/p>\n

M\u0259zar\u0131m\u0131n da\u015f\u0131 diri,
\nyaram\u0131 gend\u0259n tan\u0131ram.
\nH\u0259rd\u0259nbir boylan\u0131b geri,
\ndostumu dü\u015fm\u0259n buluram.<\/p>\n

O YURD..<\/strong><\/p>\n

H\u0259yat\u0131m dar\u0131x\u0131r, hara apar\u0131m,
\nsonu yaz\u0131lmayan ömür – yar\u0131mç\u0131q.
\nN\u0259 bir ged\u0259n vard\u0131r, n\u0259 bir qay\u0131dan,
\nh\u0259r iki dünyan\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 aç\u0131q.<\/p>\n

O yurd çox qocal\u0131b tan\u0131yamm\u0131ram,
\nYuxar\u0131 \u015eenniyi a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 köçüb.
\nO\u011fullu, u\u015faql\u0131 ocaq ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n
\ntifa\u011f\u0131 da\u011f\u0131l\u0131b, tüstüsü uçub.<\/p>\n

Saraylar xaraba, q\u0259birl\u0259r durur,
\norda sevinc ölmü\u015f, q\u0259ms\u0259 diridi.
\nYurdsuzun, q\u0259ribin, dostun, dü\u015fm\u0259nin
\nsa\u011f b\u0259nd\u0259d\u0259n r\u0259hm\u0259t umdu\u011fu yerdi.<\/p>\n

Yas\u0259m\u0259n kollar\u0131 içind\u0259 it\u0259n,
\ns\u0259mtin unutdu\u011fum o m\u0259zarl\u0131qdan
\natam yor\u011fun g\u0259l\u0259r yuxular\u0131ma.
\nX\u0259yal\u0131 ya\u015fayan bir bayat\u0131dan
\nboylan\u0131b, yolumu açar uzaqdan.<\/p>\n

O q\u0259brin yan\u0131ndan öt\u0259n c\u0131\u011f\u0131rla
\nb\u0259lk\u0259 min il \u0259vv\u0259l keçib getmi\u015f\u0259m.
\nAram\u0131zda yollar, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r durur.
\nRuhum uy\u011fudad\u0131 öz odas\u0131nda,
\nm\u0259ns\u0259 hey gedir\u0259m, m\u0259nzilin ba\u015f\u0131
\nqar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f h\u0259yat\u0131n düz ortas\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

*****<\/strong><\/p>\n

Günl\u0259r çox köhn\u0259di,
\nya\u015famaq olmur.
\nYolu ba\u015fa vurub qay\u0131dammad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fad\u0131m,
\nitirdim,
\nqazand\u0131m, amma
\nbir xatir\u0259 h\u0259yat uydurammad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 kim öyr\u0259tdi bu q\u0259d\u0259r sevim,
\nya bir d\u0259rvi\u015f olum, ya \u015f\u0259hid dü\u015füm.
\nKims\u0259 yox, u\u011frunda can\u0131mdan keçim,
\nömür çox uzand\u0131, heç usanmad\u0131m.
\nc\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259 dirilik suyu içm\u0259dim,
\ngöz ya\u015f\u0131yd\u0131m Tanr\u0131 gözünd\u0259n g\u0259ldim.<\/p>\n

\u0130st\u0259dim ya\u015fayam, amma ki, öldüm,
\nt\u0259nd\u0259 öz ruhumla yolla\u015fammad\u0131m.
\nc\u0259nn\u0259t qism\u0259timd\u0259n qu\u015f kimi uçdu,
\nh\u0259r \u015fey ilk m\u0259nzild\u0259 qalas\u0131 oldu.<\/p>\n

Ölüm yalquzaqt\u0259k t\u0259nha dola\u015fd\u0131,
\nd\u0259rgah çox soyudu, qovu\u015fammad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Unutmaqdan ötrü<\/strong><\/p>\n

Unutmaqdan ötrü
\nbütün çabalar bo\u015funa getdi.
\nSanki indic\u0259 can\u0131m ç\u0131xacaq
\nh\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259simi din\u015f\u0259yib
\nt\u0259z\u0259 bir x\u0259b\u0259r gözl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n

Silk\u0259l\u0259yib çevirdim
\ngünl\u0259ri astar\u0131na,
\nnimda\u015f saatlar tökülüb
\nda\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 üst-ba\u015f\u0131ma.<\/p>\n

Burnundan qan aç\u0131lm\u0131\u015f
\nkeçmi\u015fi görüb tan\u0131y\u0131nca
\nvaz keçdim gülüms\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n
\nmutlulu\u011fun nam\u0259lum üzün\u0259.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n sonran\u0131
\nunutmaqdan ötrü
\nortada vurnuxan bir b\u0259han\u0259di
\nm\u0259nim varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Hayd\u0131,
\nonu da g\u0259l apar,
\nheç kimd\u0259n izn almadan
\nheç kim\u0259 g\u0259n\u0259\u015fm\u0259d\u0259n…<\/p>\n

Sa\u011fl\u0131qla qal
\n\u018fziz anam Yet\u0259rin ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131na
\nKöprü üst\u0259 dayan\u0131b
\nqonaqlar\u0131 ötürdüm.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni ovcuma al\u0131b
\nson evin\u0259 götürdüm…<\/p>\n

Sa\u011fl\u0131qla qal
\nay ana
\ndaha gecdi m\u0259n gedim.
\nBir az i\u015fim-gücüm var
\nsahmana sal\u0131m g\u0259lim.<\/p>\n

Dilim a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r deyim:
\nköhn\u0259 evin virand\u0131
\nr\u0259fd\u0259 salamat qalan
\n\u015f\u0259kill\u0259r v\u0259 Qurand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Divarlar da buz kimi
\nbir n\u0259f\u0259s yox q\u0131zd\u0131ra.
\nBir ruh ola söz kimi
\noca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yand\u0131ra…<\/p>\n

Xatir\u0259l\u0259r diril\u0259
\nöl\u0259s\u0259n gül\u0259-gül\u0259.
\nGörürs\u0259nmi
\nay ana
\n\u0259lim qal\u0131b amanda.<\/p>\n

Ac d\u0259rdl\u0259r aras\u0131nda
\nvurnuxuram
\nbir yana
\nyen\u0259 d\u0259 ç\u0131xamm\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bir fani a\u015fiq\u0259m
\ns\u0259ni torpa\u011fa gömdüm.
\nBir oyundu bilir\u0259m
\nölümünü d\u0259 sevdim.<\/p>\n

Yolun s\u0259mti bilinm\u0259z
\na\u011fr\u0131y\u0131b l\u0259ngiy\u0259r\u0259m
\nölüm x\u0259b\u0259rim g\u0259lm\u0259z
\nözün\u0259 d\u0259rd el\u0259m\u0259.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259fil s\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259lirs\u0259m
\nodam dard\u0131 söyl\u0259m\u0259.
\nSuçum varm\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n

Yad bir yana, dostlar üz\u0259 a\u011f oldu,
\nöfk\u0259m harda, s\u0259brim harda, bilm\u0259dim.
\nSözü b\u0259lli q\u0259rib dilim tutuldu,
\nqibl\u0259m harda, q\u0259brim harda, bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

C\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131m\u0131z iz-iz olub it\u0259r d\u0259,
\nsa\u011fl\u0131q olsun, fani ömür bit\u0259r d\u0259,
\nda\u015f\u0131m üst\u0259: “m\u0259n d\u0259 vard\u0131m” yet\u0259r d\u0259,
\nyol içind\u0259n q\u0131r\u0131larm\u0131\u015f, bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

Can bazar\u0131 can sat\u0131lar, al\u0131nmaz,
\n\u015fah da ist\u0259r, qul da ist\u0259r, usanmaz,
\nsuçum varm\u0131\u015f, heç hesab\u0131m sorulmaz,
\nOsmanl\u0131n\u0131 qan tutar da, bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r uzun, yol haça
\nDostum \u0130. \u0130lyasl\u0131ya<\/p>\n

Haqdan salam olsun, ozan \u0130brahim,
\nbir dosta g\u0259l, q\u0259d\u0259mini ça\u011f eyl\u0259.
\nM\u0259n susuram, f\u0259l\u0259k üzür dilimi,
\nyanm\u0131\u015f can\u0131n çiy d\u0259rdini da\u011f eyl\u0259.<\/p>\n

Qar ya\u011fmaqla alçaq da\u011flar ucalmaz,
\nuca yurdam, sel qap\u0131mda dayanmaz,
\nislanar da q\u0131zm\u0131\u015f öfk\u0259m soyumaz,
\n\u0259silsizd\u0259n haqq al\u0131nmaz la\u011f il\u0259.<\/p>\n

Ömür göd\u0259k, yaz\u0131 qara, anlarsan,
\nf\u0259l\u0259k döy\u0259r, öz-özünü danlarsan,
\ninsaf\u0131n yox, bildiyini saxlarsan,
\nqafil zat\u0131n l\u0259n\u0259tini çox eyl\u0259.<\/p>\n

Osmanl\u0131 der: s\u0259f\u0259r uzun, yol haça,
\ne\u015fq utancaq, q\u0259l\u0259m d\u0259li, söz qoca,
\nazar tutsun d\u0259rd s\u0131rt\u0131ndan vurunca,
\nac\u0131 sözün yaras\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011f eyl\u0259.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Az\u0259rbaycanda ATATÜRK M\u0259rk\u0259zinin Ba\u015f redaktoru, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131ç\u0131lar Birliyinin Q\u0259bul Komissiyas\u0131n\u0131n üzvü, Prezident t\u0259qaüdçüsü ****** M\u0259n Allah\u0131n lal diliy\u0259m, h\u0259r\u0259 bildiyin anlay\u0131r. A\u011fz\u0131mda sözüm quruyub, h\u0259r\u0259 bir dild\u0259 oxuyur. S\u0259hran\u0131n kor…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":251278,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_lmt_disableupdate":"","_lmt_disable":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[106],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-71273","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-edebiyyat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/71273","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=71273"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/71273\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/251278"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=71273"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=71273"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=71273"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}