{"id":63070,"date":"2018-04-23T20:31:49","date_gmt":"2018-04-23T16:31:49","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T20:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/?p=63070","title":{"rendered":"\u201c30 ildir bu arzu il\u0259 al\u0131\u015f\u0131b-yan\u0131ram\u201d <\/b><\/font>"},"content":{"rendered":"

“Anam ölüm aya\u011f\u0131nda ik\u0259n \u015f\u0259rh\u0259 ç\u0131xmal\u0131 olmu\u015fam”<\/strong><\/p>\n

“Düz 90 d\u0259qiq\u0259ni bir \u0259liml\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131q eyn\u0259yimi tuta-tuta \u015f\u0259rh etmi\u015f\u0259m”<\/strong><\/p>\n

“2006-c\u0131 il dünya çempionat\u0131n\u0131n aç\u0131l\u0131\u015f m\u0259rasimind\u0259 reportaj ba\u015flayanda olduqca h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 idim. \u015e\u0259rhl\u0259rim zaman\u0131 el\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259can keçirdiyim olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259y\u0259can n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259nimd\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131q, a\u011fr\u0131 hiss etdim. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 o n\u0259 a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131q, n\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131 idi, ba\u015fa dü\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. O zaman bütün kanallar ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 dey\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131n diqq\u0259ti “Lider”d\u0259 idi. \u015e\u0259rh zaman\u0131 giri\u015fd\u0259n çox \u015fey as\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r. Reportaj ba\u015flad\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259nc\u0259, çox yax\u015f\u0131 bir giri\u015f etdim. \u018fn az\u0131 m\u0259nim q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259y\u0259can keçir\u0259n Vasif A\u011famirov salamla\u015fma hiss\u0259si ba\u015fa çatanda barma\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 “\u0259la” i\u015far\u0259si verdi. H\u0259min an bildim ki, yax\u015f\u0131 al\u0131n\u0131b. Bundan \u0259lav\u0259, bir d\u0259f\u0259 \u015f\u0259rh zaman\u0131 eyn\u0259yim q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. Düz 90 d\u0259qiq\u0259ni bir \u0259liml\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131q eyn\u0259yimi tuta-tuta \u015f\u0259rh etmi\u015f\u0259m”, – bu sözl\u0259ri biziml\u0259 söhb\u0259td\u0259 müsahibimiz dedi. Bu h\u0259ft\u0259ki “Keçmi\u015fd\u0259” rubrikas\u0131n\u0131n qona\u011f\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f telejurnalisti, CBC Sport-un idman \u015f\u0259rhçisi Röv\u015f\u0259n Binn\u0259tlidir.<\/p>\n

“M\u0259kt\u0259bin ilk birincil\u0259ri v\u0259 ilk m\u0259zunu biz olduq”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Müsahibimiz deyir ki, 1958-ci il dekabr\u0131n 26-da A\u011fdamda dünyaya göz aç\u0131b:
\n\"\"“Ail\u0259d\u0259 üç u\u015faq olmu\u015fuq, evin böyük u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 m\u0259n idim. O vaxt qayda bel\u0259 idi ki, 7 ya\u015f tamam olmay\u0131nca u\u015faqlar\u0131 orta m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 q\u0259bul etmirdil\u0259r. Ona gör\u0259 1965-ci ild\u0259 m\u0259ni d\u0259 götürm\u0259dil\u0259r v\u0259 növb\u0259ti il birinci sinf\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259xmin\u0259n 8 ya\u015f\u0131nda idim. 8 nömr\u0259li orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxumu\u015fam. Maraql\u0131 odur ki, h\u0259min m\u0259kt\u0259b m\u0259n birinci sinf\u0259 ged\u0259n ili f\u0259aliyy\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. H\u0259min m\u0259kt\u0259bin ilk birincil\u0259ri v\u0259 ilk m\u0259zunu da biz olduq ”.<\/p>\n

“Y\u0131x\u0131lan zaman xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n k\u0259m\u0259rim a\u011fac\u0131n k\u0259silmi\u015f buda\u011f\u0131na ili\u015fdi…”<\/strong>
\nSakit t\u0259bi\u0259tli, mülayim xasiyy\u0259tli u\u015faq olan Röv\u015f\u0259n mü\u0259llim deyir ki, çox enerjili imi\u015f. Evl\u0259ri \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 olsa da, tez-tez k\u0259ndd\u0259 olan qohumlar\u0131gil\u0259 ged\u0259rmi\u015fl\u0259r: “\u0130stirah\u0259t günl\u0259ri k\u0259nd\u0259 ged\u0259rdik. A\u011faca ç\u0131xmaq, quyudan su ç\u0259km\u0259k, heyvanlar\u0131n otlaq \u0259razil\u0259rin\u0259 gedib onlara baxmaq çox maraql\u0131 idi. Ümumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, k\u0259nd h\u0259yat\u0131 olduqca r\u0259ngar\u0259ng idi. Amma bunlardan ba\u015f\u0131m çox ç\u0259kib (Gülür). Bir d\u0259f\u0259 18-20 metr böyüklükd\u0259 gilas a\u011fac\u0131ndan y\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam. A\u011fac\u0131n \u0259n hündür nöqt\u0259sin\u0259 ç\u0131xd\u0131m v\u0259 a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011fa tab g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259n nazik budaq q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131m. Amma y\u0131x\u0131lan zaman xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n k\u0259m\u0259rim a\u011fac\u0131n k\u0259silmi\u015f buda\u011f\u0131na ili\u015fdi v\u0259 m\u0259ni saxlad\u0131. \u018fg\u0259r o hündürlükd\u0259n yer\u0259 dü\u015fs\u0259ydim, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m bahas\u0131na ba\u015fa g\u0259l\u0259rdi. Möcüz\u0259li \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 sa\u011f qalm\u0131\u015fam. Ba\u015f\u0131m b\u0259lal\u0131 olub. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 quyudan su ç\u0259k\u0259n zaman \u0259yilib vedr\u0259nin qulpundan tutanda quyunun dirs\u0259yi \u0259limd\u0259n ç\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 bir dövr\u0259 vuraraq sür\u0259tl\u0259 al\u0131nma d\u0259ydi. Onda is\u0259 h\u0259tta hu\u015fumu da itirmi\u015f\u0259m”.<\/p>\n

“\u018fg\u0259r valideynl\u0259rim seçim imkan\u0131 vers\u0259ydil\u0259r, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu gün…”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Müsahibimiz deyir ki, maraq dair\u0259si çox geni\u015f olub, gördüyü h\u0259r \u015feyin mahiyy\u0259tini anlama\u011fa çal\u0131\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f: “U\u015faq ya\u015flar\u0131mdan mu\u011fam\u0131 çox sevmi\u015f\u0259m. G\u0259nc ya\u015flar\u0131mda Vaqif Mustafazad\u0259 haqq\u0131nda xo\u015f sözl\u0259r dey\u0259nd\u0259 ya\u015fl\u0131lar bir yana, h\u0259tta ya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131m\u0131n da \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti ondan nec\u0259 zövq ald\u0131\u011f\u0131ma t\u0259\u0259ccübl\u0259nirdi. M\u0259n is\u0259 bütün bunlar\u0131 sakit qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131r, el\u0259 böyük s\u0259n\u0259tin göz\u0259lliyind\u0259n zövq ala bildiyim\u0259 gör\u0259 özümü xo\u015fb\u0259xt san\u0131rd\u0131m. Teatr, kino s\u0259n\u0259tin\u0259 çox böyük h\u0259v\u0259sim olub. Ola bilm\u0259zdi ki, A\u011fdam Dövl\u0259t Dram Teatr\u0131nda yeni bir tama\u015fa olsun v\u0259 m\u0259n gedib ona baxmay\u0131m. Bu f\u0259all\u0131\u011f\u0131n n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 m\u0259ni h\u0259tta teatr\u0131n b\u0259dii \u015furas\u0131n\u0131n üzvü d\u0259 seçmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Maraq dair\u0259sinin geni\u015f olmas\u0131 bugünkü i\u015fimd\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 laz\u0131m olur. Oyunun \u015f\u0259rhi zaman\u0131 el\u0259 m\u0259qam yeti\u015fir ki, obrazl\u0131 fikir bildirm\u0259li olursan. Haradasa baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m tama\u015fadan, oxudu\u011fum \u0259s\u0259rd\u0259n bir ifad\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259dir\u0259m, çox yerin\u0259 dü\u015für. Amma o göz\u0259llikl\u0259ri duyan tama\u015faç\u0131 azd\u0131r. Valideynl\u0259rim h\u0259kim olma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Onlar\u0131n sözünü yer\u0259 salmamaq üçün orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rimi Tibb \u0130nstitutuna verdim, ancaq 3-cü imtahandan k\u0259sildim. \u0130kinci il is\u0259 imtahanlardan toplad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ballar q\u0259bul üçün yet\u0259rli olmad\u0131. \u018fg\u0259r valideynl\u0259rim seçim imkan\u0131 vers\u0259ydil\u0259r, \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n y\u0259qin ki, humanitar sah\u0259y\u0259 üz tutard\u0131m”.<\/p>\n

“Erm\u0259nil\u0259rl\u0259 iki d\u0259f\u0259 çox böyük, kütl\u0259vi davam\u0131z dü\u015fdü” <\/strong><\/p>\n

Moskvan\u0131n Ximki \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 2 il h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259 olan Röv\u015f\u0259n mü\u0259llim bildirdi ki, h\u0259rbi in\u015faat briqadas\u0131nda qulluq edib: “Sovet dövründ\u0259 insanlar aras\u0131nda dostluq, qarda\u015fl\u0131q t\u0259bli\u011f olunurdu. Bu t\u0259bli\u011fat\u0131n süni oldu\u011funu m\u0259n ilk d\u0259f\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259 hiss el\u0259dim. Deyil\u0259nl\u0259rin tam \u0259ksini gördüm orada. S\u0259n dem\u0259, real h\u0259yatdan tam f\u0259rqli m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259r varm\u0131\u015f. Erm\u0259nil\u0259rin iç üzünü d\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 onda gördüm. Bizd\u0259 qarnizonda üç h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259 var idi. Bizd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l qullu\u011fa ba\u015flayanlar dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, burada dominant biz olmu\u015fuq. Sonra say\u0131m\u0131z azalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ged\u0259nl\u0259r çox, g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r is\u0259 az olmu\u015fdu. M\u0259nfur erm\u0259nil\u0259r is\u0259 çoxald\u0131qlar\u0131ndan h\u0259r yerd\u0259 biziml\u0259 dava etm\u0259y\u0259, hegemonluqlar\u0131n\u0131 göst\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Erm\u0259nil\u0259rl\u0259 iki d\u0259f\u0259 çox böyük, kütl\u0259vi davam\u0131z dü\u015fdü. Say\u0131m\u0131z az olsa da, biziml\u0259 bacarmad\u0131lar, laz\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259rsl\u0259rini verdik. Bütün az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 u\u015faqlar bir yumruq kimi birl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdik v\u0259 erm\u0259nil\u0259ri aciz v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 sald\u0131q. Onda ba\u015flad\u0131lar bizim u\u015faqlar\u0131 t\u0259kl\u0259yib döym\u0259y\u0259, amma bu alçaql\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n da cavab\u0131n\u0131 on qat verdik. Kommunist partiyas\u0131n\u0131n üzvü idim dey\u0259, komandanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 yana\u015fmas\u0131 f\u0259rqli idi. T\u0259l\u0259b olunurdu ki, bar\u0131\u015f\u0131q yaradaq, münasib\u0259tl\u0259ri normalla\u015fd\u0131raq. M\u0259n is\u0259 bildirirdim ki, niy\u0259 bunlar\u0131 ancaq bizd\u0259n ist\u0259yirsiniz. Ax\u0131, erm\u0259nil\u0259r aras\u0131nda da partiya üzvü olanlar var, h\u0259min tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131q onlara niy\u0259 verilmir? Y\u0259ni, Erm\u0259nistanla m\u0259lum haz\u0131rk\u0131 v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 ikili yana\u015fma bu günün söhb\u0259ti deyil. Nec\u0259 ki, indi bizd\u0259n umduqlar\u0131m\u0131 erm\u0259nil\u0259rd\u0259n t\u0259l\u0259b etmirl\u0259r, o vaxt da eyni yana\u015fma mövcud idi”.<\/p>\n

“Yar\u0131mfinal oyununda iki qolun ikisini d\u0259 m\u0259n vurdum” <\/strong><\/p>\n

Röv\u015f\u0259n mü\u0259llim qeyd etdi ki, h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259 olanda 16 h\u0259rbi birl\u0259\u015fm\u0259nin futbol çempionat\u0131 keçirilib, onlar da h\u0259min yar\u0131\u015f\u0131n qalibi olublar: “Partiyaya namiz\u0259d olma\u011f\u0131mda yar\u0131mfinal oyununun rolu böyük oldu. 2:1 qalib g\u0259ldiyimiz görü\u015fd\u0259 toplar\u0131n h\u0259r ikisini m\u0259n vurdum. Bu da siyasi i\u015fl\u0259r üzr\u0259 komandir müavinini çox raz\u0131 sald\u0131 v\u0259 bütün \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda partiyaya üzv olma\u011f\u0131m üçün laz\u0131m olan z\u0259man\u0259ti verdiyini elan etdi. M\u0259rk\u0259zi Ordu \u0130dman Klubunun seleksionerl\u0259ri g\u0259lib oyunlar\u0131 izl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Bizim komandadan f\u0259rql\u0259ndirdikl\u0259ri \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259n biri m\u0259n oldum, amma getm\u0259dim. Dü\u015fündüm ki, ail\u0259nin böyük u\u015fa\u011f\u0131yam, valideynl\u0259rim yolumu gözl\u0259yir. Ür\u0259yimd\u0259n ancaq Az\u0259rbaycana, A\u011fdama qay\u0131tmaq keçirdi, k\u0259narda qalmaq ist\u0259m\u0259dim. \u0130dman jurnalistikas\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259yim d\u0259 el\u0259 futbola olan ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131mla \u0259laq\u0259dard\u0131r. Futbolla yat\u0131b, futbolla dururdum. “Neftçi” uduzanda günl\u0259rl\u0259 özüm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bilmirdim, yuxum \u0259r\u015f\u0259 ç\u0259kilirdi”.<\/p>\n

“Taleyimd\u0259 rahatl\u0131q olan bir dövr olmad\u0131”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Müsahibimiz \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259n qay\u0131td\u0131qdan sonra komsomol i\u015fin\u0259 (G\u0259ncl\u0259r t\u0259\u015fkilat\u0131) düz\u0259lib. Deyir ki, bu i\u015f yazmaq, dan\u0131\u015fmaq bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b ed\u0259n f\u0259aliyy\u0259t sah\u0259si idi:
\n“Jurnalistika fakült\u0259sin\u0259 dostlar\u0131m\u0131n m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259ti il\u0259 üz tutdum. S\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rimi verdim v\u0259 indiki Bak\u0131 Dövl\u0259t Universitetin\u0259 q\u0259bul oldum. Qiyabi t\u0259hsil ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m üçün, paralel olaraq komsomol komit\u0259sind\u0259 i\u015fimi davam etdirirdim. \u0130\u015f çox v\u0259 olduqca m\u0259suliyy\u0259tliydi, gec\u0259m-gündüzüm yox idi. Taleyimd\u0259 rahatl\u0131q olan bir dövr olmad\u0131. T\u0259dris ili \u0259rzind\u0259 c\u0259mi iki ay d\u0259rsd\u0259 olurduq. Çox böyük mü\u0259lliml\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259rs alm\u0131\u015fam – hans\u0131 ki, jurnalistikan\u0131, göz\u0259l yazma\u011f\u0131, dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 biz\u0259 öyr\u0259dib, bu pe\u015f\u0259ni sevdiribl\u0259r. Universitet ill\u0259rind\u0259 jurnalistika fakült\u0259sinin dekan\u0131 Tofiq Rüst\u0259mov idi. N\u0259sir \u0130manquliyev, \u015eirm\u0259mm\u0259d Hüseynov, Famil Mehdi, Qulu X\u0259lilov, Cahangir M\u0259mm\u0259dov kimi mü\u0259lliml\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259rs alm\u0131\u015fam”.<\/p>\n

“Bir gün h\u0259min q\u0131z g\u0259ldi ki, m\u0259ni direktor gönd\u0259rib, el\u0259 bununla da…”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Röv\u015f\u0259n mü\u0259llimin ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurma\u011f\u0131 G\u0259ncl\u0259r t\u0259\u015fkilat\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 olub. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 burada tan\u0131\u015f olub:
\n\"\" “M\u0259n komsomolda m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259r üzr\u0259 t\u0259\u015fkilatç\u0131 idim. A\u011fdamda yeni m\u0259kt\u0259b aç\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 orada da g\u0259ncl\u0259r t\u0259\u015fkilat\u0131 yaratmaq laz\u0131m idi. M\u0259kt\u0259bin direktoru il\u0259 bu bar\u0259d\u0259 söhb\u0259t etdik, dedi ki, Xarici Dill\u0259r \u0130nstitutunu f\u0259rql\u0259nm\u0259 diplomu il\u0259 bitir\u0259n g\u0259nc bir mü\u0259llim\u0259 var, dü\u015fünür\u0259m ki, \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 namiz\u0259d o ola bil\u0259r. V\u0259 bir neç\u0259 gün sonra h\u0259min q\u0131z g\u0259ldi – bununla h\u0259r \u015fey ba\u015flad\u0131. \u018fg\u0259r o m\u0259kt\u0259b aç\u0131lmasayd\u0131, t\u0259yinat ora olmasayd\u0131, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 yollar\u0131m\u0131z k\u0259si\u015fm\u0259zdi. Ham\u0131s\u0131 talenin qism\u0259tidir… Kimins\u0259 vasit\u0259çiliyi il\u0259 deyil, özümüz seçib, sevib ail\u0259 qurmu\u015fuq. M\u0259cburi köçkünlük dövründ\u0259 bir-birimiz\u0259 dayaq olmu\u015fuq. Haz\u0131rda 7-ci mikrorayonda 272 nömr\u0259li u\u015faq ba\u011fças\u0131nda ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q. Ora m\u0259skunla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z 11-ci ünvand\u0131r. Art\u0131q 20 ildir ba\u011fça u\u015faqlar\u0131y\u0131q. Bu müdd\u0259td\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n o q\u0259d\u0259r ç\u0259tin günl\u0259ri olub ki… H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131mla qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ql\u0131 ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131q, sevgi, hörm\u0259t, do\u011fmal\u0131q olmasayd\u0131, o ç\u0259tinlikl\u0259rin öhd\u0259sind\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259k mümkün olmazd\u0131. H\u0259r zaman ail\u0259md\u0259n güc alm\u0131\u015fam. Evd\u0259 olmayan \u015feyl\u0259r heç vaxt üzüm\u0259 vurulmay\u0131b. H\u0259tta bir d\u0259f\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 anam qaba\u011f\u0131m\u0131 k\u0259sib bildirdi ki, yolda\u015f\u0131n s\u0259n\u0259 demir, amma u\u015faqlar\u0131n yem\u0259y\u0259 heç n\u0259yi yoxdur. N\u0259 is\u0259, o anlar haqda n\u0259inki dan\u0131\u015fanda, h\u0259tta öt\u0259ri d\u0259 olsa, dü\u015fün\u0259nd\u0259 bel\u0259, çox g\u0259rginl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

“30 ildir bu arzu il\u0259 al\u0131\u015f\u0131b-yan\u0131ram”<\/strong>
\nU\u015faql\u0131qdan \u015f\u0259rhçi olmaq arzusu il\u0259 ya\u015fayan Röv\u015f\u0259n mü\u0259llim deyir ki, bu arzusu çox böyük ç\u0259tinlikl\u0259rl\u0259, da\u011fa-da\u015fa dir\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k realla\u015f\u0131b: “Lider televiziyas\u0131n\u0131n f\u0259aliyy\u0259t göst\u0259rdiyi holdinqd\u0259 “Bizim \u0259sr” q\u0259zetinin idman \u0259lav\u0259sind\u0259 futbol s\u0259hif\u0259sini m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259val\u0259 etdil\u0259r. \u0130\u015fim yaln\u0131z ölk\u0259 futboluna dair h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r haz\u0131rlamaq idi. Günl\u0259rin bir günü s\u0259hif\u0259ni haz\u0131rlay\u0131b t\u0259hvil ver\u0259nd\u0259n sonra növb\u0259ti h\u0259ft\u0259nin proqram\u0131 il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olurdum. Gördüm ki, aprelin 12-d\u0259 Lider TV “Vil\u0259\u015f” – “Neftçi” futbol matç\u0131n\u0131 videoyaz\u0131 \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 t\u0259qdim ed\u0259c\u0259k. D\u0259rhal m\u0259nd\u0259 sual yarand\u0131 ki, oyunun \u015f\u0259rhçisi kim ola bil\u0259r? Q\u0259zet redaksiyas\u0131nda, televiziyada i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259ri göz önün\u0259 g\u0259tirdim, amma uy\u011fun birini görm\u0259dim. Bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 r\u0259hb\u0259rlik ed\u0259n Vasif A\u011famirovdan soru\u015fdum ki, oyunu kim \u015f\u0259rh ed\u0259c\u0259k? O is\u0259 sual\u0131ma sualla cavab verdi ki, s\u0259n bacararsan? Cavab m\u0259nim üçün gözl\u0259nilm\u0259z oldu, sanki m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259yat verdi. Dedim ki, 30 ildir bu arzu il\u0259 al\u0131\u015f\u0131b-yan\u0131ram, özümü bu i\u015f üçün haz\u0131r say\u0131ram, hesab edir\u0259m ki, öhd\u0259sind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m. Art\u0131q 17 ildir idman \u015f\u0259rhçisi kimi çal\u0131\u015f\u0131ram v\u0259 2 min\u0259 yax\u0131n \u015f\u0259rhl\u0259rim olub. Özümd\u0259n heç vaxt raz\u0131 qalm\u0131ram, dü\u015fünür\u0259m ki, daha yax\u015f\u0131 ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdim. M\u0259ni özüm q\u0259d\u0259r heç kim t\u0259nqid etm\u0259yib”.<\/p>\n

“Anam ölüm aya\u011f\u0131nda ik\u0259n \u015f\u0259rh\u0259 getm\u0259li olmu\u015fam”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Müsahibimin sözl\u0259rin\u0259 gör\u0259, o \u015f\u0259xsi h\u0259yat\u0131ndak\u0131 narahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131 heç vaxt tama\u015faç\u0131ya ötürm\u0259yib: “Anam reanimasiyada yat\u0131rd\u0131, m\u0259n is\u0259 gec\u0259 saatlar\u0131nda “Az\u0259rreyl” voleybol komandas\u0131n\u0131n oyununu \u015f\u0259rh etm\u0259li idim. Onu qoyub ged\u0259 bilmirdim, amma s\u0259simi ekrandan e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 anam h\u0259dsiz d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 sevinirdi. Özümd\u0259 güc tap\u0131b getmi\u015f\u0259m, qay\u0131danda v\u0259ziyy\u0259tinin müsb\u0259t\u0259 do\u011fru d\u0259yi\u015fdiyi x\u0259b\u0259rini alm\u0131\u015fam. Qayn\u0131m dünyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fib, onu torpa\u011fa tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131b, ax\u015fam b\u0259dii gimnastika üzr\u0259 dünya kubokunun \u015f\u0259rhind\u0259 olmu\u015fam. Y\u0259ni, bu i\u015fin xüsusiyy\u0259ti bel\u0259dir – heç d\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tli olmur, yolu r\u0259van deyil. M\u0259n televiziya i\u015fini, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 idman \u015f\u0259rhçiliyini qumla ç\u0259kil\u0259n göz\u0259l r\u0259sm\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259dir\u0259m. Qumdan \u0259srar\u0259ngiz göz\u0259llik yarad\u0131l\u0131r, sonra is\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259t \u0259s\u0259ri s\u0259viyy\u0259sind\u0259 olan göz\u0259llik amans\u0131zcas\u0131na pozularaq silinir. Bizim i\u015fimiz d\u0259 t\u0259xmin\u0259n bel\u0259dir – sözl\u0259rd\u0259n hördüyün göz\u0259l nax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n ömrü çox q\u0131sa olur v\u0259 reportaj bitm\u0259kl\u0259 nöqt\u0259l\u0259nir. Amma söz\u0259, yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011fa d\u0259y\u0259r, qiym\u0259t ver\u0259nl\u0259rin yadda\u015f\u0131nda hans\u0131sa ifad\u0259n, fikrin, sözün ili\u015fib qal\u0131rsa v\u0259 bir gün onu s\u0259n\u0259 deyir v\u0259 hardasa yaz\u0131rlarsa, m\u0259nc\u0259 bu, u\u011furun zirv\u0259sidir”.<\/p>\n

Könül \u018fhm\u0259dova<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

“Anam ölüm aya\u011f\u0131nda ik\u0259n \u015f\u0259rh\u0259 ç\u0131xmal\u0131 olmu\u015fam” “Düz 90 d\u0259qiq\u0259ni bir \u0259liml\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131q eyn\u0259yimi tuta-tuta \u015f\u0259rh etmi\u015f\u0259m” “2006-c\u0131 il dünya çempionat\u0131n\u0131n aç\u0131l\u0131\u015f m\u0259rasimind\u0259 reportaj ba\u015flayanda olduqca h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 idim. \u015e\u0259rhl\u0259rim zaman\u0131…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":251278,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_lmt_disableupdate":"","_lmt_disable":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-63070","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-musahibe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63070","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=63070"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63070\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/251278"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=63070"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=63070"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=63070"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}