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“Quzular\u0131 ba\u015fl\u0131-ba\u015f\u0131na burax\u0131b, futbol oynama\u011fa gedirdim”<\/strong><\/p>\n

“Bizd\u0259n iki sinif a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, balaca göygöz bir q\u0131z var idi. Bir gün m\u0259\u015fqd\u0259n sonra mü\u0259llim bizi çöl\u0259 ç\u0131xard\u0131 ki, indi d\u0259 q\u0131zlar oxuyacaq. Çöld\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda dayananda, e\u015fitdim ki, kims\u0259 “Ay gil\u0259nar, ay gil\u0259nar, baxçam\u0131z\u0131n göyç\u0259k q\u0131z\u0131”- bel\u0259 bir mahn\u0131 oxuyur.  Bunu oxuyan q\u0131z\u0131n s\u0259si çox xo\u015fuma g\u0259ldi. Oxuyan\u0131n kim oldu\u011funu öyr\u0259nm\u0259k üçün bir b\u0259han\u0259 tap\u0131b iç\u0259ri girdim. V\u0259 gördüm ki, h\u0259min göygöz q\u0131z… Daha sonralar hiss etdim ki, onu görm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, s\u0259sini e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 dar\u0131x\u0131ram” – bu sözl\u0259ri biziml\u0259 söhb\u0259tind\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n xalq artisti, aktyor Ramiz Novruz dedi. H\u0259min müsahib\u0259ni sizl\u0259r üçün t\u0259qdim edirik.<\/em><\/p>\n

\n“K\u0259ndin \u0259n çox quzu itir\u0259n u\u015faqlar\u0131ndan biri idim ”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ramiz mü\u0259llim 1955-ci il Bil\u0259suvar rayonunun S\u0259m\u0259dabad k\u0259ndind\u0259 dünyaya göz aç\u0131b, be\u015f u\u015faql\u0131 ail\u0259nin üçüncü u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 olub:
\n\"\" “Bir qarda\u015f\u0131m v\u0259 üç bac\u0131m var idi. M\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 öz k\u0259ndimizd\u0259 getmi\u015f\u0259m. Lakin bizim m\u0259kt\u0259b s\u0259kkiz illik oldu\u011fu üçün son iki ili qon\u015fu m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxumu\u015fam. O q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 savadl\u0131 \u015fagird olmasam da, m\u0259kt\u0259b üçün laz\u0131ml\u0131 \u015fagird idim (Gülür). Riyaziyyat v\u0259 kimyadan yax\u015f\u0131 oxumurdum, amma t\u0259dbirl\u0259rd\u0259 çox i\u015ftirak edirdim, f\u0259al idim. Qoyun-quzu otarma\u011fa gedirdik.  K\u0259ndin \u0259n çox quzu itir\u0259n u\u015faqlar\u0131ndan biri idim. Quzular\u0131 ba\u015fl\u0131-ba\u015f\u0131na burax\u0131b, futbol oynama\u011fa gedirdim, tama\u015falar olanda quzular\u0131 at\u0131b tez ev\u0259 qaç\u0131rd\u0131m”.<\/p>\n

“Komendanta 10 manat hörm\u0259t etdik v\u0259 h\u0259min dö\u015f\u0259kl\u0259ri ald\u0131q”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Müsahibimiz deyir ki, u\u015faq olanda deyi\u015fm\u0259yi, müxt\u0259lif s\u0259hn\u0259cikl\u0259r göst\u0259rm\u0259yi xo\u015flay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f:
\n“ K\u0259nd u\u015faqlar\u0131 il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 d\u0259rn\u0259kl\u0259r, konsertl\u0259r t\u0259\u015fkil edirdik. K\u0259nd camaat\u0131 da y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b bax\u0131rd\u0131, onlara maraql\u0131 g\u0259lirdi. Yava\u015f-yava\u015f k\u0259ndin aktyoruna çevrildik. \u0130nternat m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 siyah\u0131 il\u0259 köhn\u0259 \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131 ç\u0131xar\u0131b at\u0131rd\u0131lar. Dö\u015f\u0259kl\u0259ri apar\u0131b yand\u0131racaqd\u0131lar. U\u015faqlarla öz aram\u0131zda pul y\u0131\u011f\u0131b, komendanta 10 manat hörm\u0259t etdik v\u0259 h\u0259min dö\u015f\u0259kl\u0259ri ald\u0131q. Onlardan gül\u0259\u015f dö\u015f\u0259kl\u0259ri düz\u0259ltdik. Kluba k\u0259ndd\u0259n xeyli cavan u\u015faqlar c\u0259lb olundu. \u018fslind\u0259 bu çox yax\u015f\u0131 oldu, çünki k\u0259nd aras\u0131nda böyük-böyük dan\u0131\u015fan, ba\u015fqalar\u0131na yalandan xof g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n gücü orda üz\u0259 ç\u0131xd\u0131 (Gülür<\/em>)”.<\/p>\n

“Amma bu d\u0259f\u0259 el\u0259 etm\u0259dim, yazd\u0131m ki…”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ramiz mü\u0259llim deyir ki, k\u0259ndl\u0259rind\u0259 \u018fzizb\u0259yov kanal\u0131 vard\u0131:
\n\"\"“H\u0259min kanalda üzm\u0259yi öyr\u0259nmi\u015fdik, daha sonra futbol oynay\u0131rd\u0131q, at çap\u0131rd\u0131q. Özüm d\u0259 bilm\u0259d\u0259n aktyorlu\u011fa meyill\u0259nmi\u015fdim. M\u0259kt\u0259b ill\u0259rind\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131mda \u0259n böyük partlay\u0131\u015f is\u0259 \u015eamdan b\u0259yi oynama\u011f\u0131m oldu. Aktyorlu\u011fa meylliyim 8-ci sinifd\u0259n etibar\u0259n k\u0259ndimizd\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 “Kim olmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m ?” adl\u0131 in\u015fa yazd\u0131r\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 mü\u0259llimin xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259k üçün yalandan ham\u0131 “m\u0259n mü\u0259llim olmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m”- yaz\u0131rd\u0131. Amma m\u0259n bu d\u0259f\u0259 yazd\u0131m ki,  bund\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l in\u015fan\u0131 yalan yazm\u0131\u015fam, amma bu d\u0259f\u0259 do\u011frunu yazmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. M\u0259n aktyor olmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m, hans\u0131 aktyorlar\u0131n oyununa bax\u0131b h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259ndiyimi d\u0259 qeyd etdim. Bundan sonra humanitar sah\u0259 mü\u0259lliml\u0259ri m\u0259n\u0259 diqq\u0259t yetirm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar. D\u0259qiq f\u0259nl\u0259rin mü\u0259lliml\u0259ri is\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259rini üzdül\u0259r. H\u0259tta xasiyy\u0259tc\u0259 çox s\u0259rt, l\u0259hc\u0259 il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fan kimya mü\u0259llimimiz m\u0259ni lövh\u0259y\u0259 ç\u0131xar\u0131b, “S\u0259nin m\u0259ktibiyi oxudum, yax\u015f\u0131 m\u0259ktib yazm\u0131san. Daha s\u0259nd\u0259n kimya soru\u015fmayacam”- dedi. Bel\u0259c\u0259 o d\u0259rsd\u0259n can\u0131m qurtard\u0131”.<\/p>\n

“Qaralt\u0131 Rza mü\u0259llim\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b \u0259li il\u0259 titr\u0259y\u0259n dizimi göst\u0259rdi”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Müsahibimizin fikrinc\u0259, aktyorluq ilk m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t kimi bir \u015feydir, çünki sev\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259bini bilmirs\u0259n. \u018fg\u0259r s\u0259b\u0259bini bils\u0259n, art\u0131q o sevgi deyil:
\n“Aya\u011f\u0131m s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259n v\u0259 s\u0259hn\u0259nin sehrini hiss ed\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ayr\u0131la bilm\u0259dim. Valideynl\u0259rim m\u0259nim tarix mü\u0259llimi olma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Ona gör\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rimi instituta gizlinc\u0259 vermi\u015fdim. Aktyor s\u0259n\u0259tind\u0259n imtahan zaman\u0131  ciddi sor\u011fu-suala tutulmad\u0131m. Çünki mü\u0259lliml\u0259rd\u0259n biri böyük aktyorumuz Rza T\u0259hmasib idi. \u0130mtahanda dem\u0259k olar ki, ham\u0131 eyni \u015feirl\u0259ri öyr\u0259nmi\u015fdi. M\u0259n is\u0259 böyük türk \u015fairi Tofiq Fikr\u0259tin “Sis” \u015feirini haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. O vaxt\u0131 türk sözünü i\u015fl\u0259tm\u0259k, türkçülükd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fmaq sovet c\u0259miyy\u0259ti üçün birba\u015fa cinay\u0259t idi. M\u0259n d\u0259 bunlar\u0131 bilmirdim. \u0130mtahanda n\u0259yi haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 soru\u015fdular. Rza T\u0259hmasibd\u0259n ba\u015fqa bütün mü\u0259lliml\u0259r rus idi. \u015eeirin v\u0259 mü\u0259llifin ad\u0131n\u0131 dey\u0259nd\u0259 mü\u0259lliml\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 baxd\u0131. Bu zaman R.T\u0259hmasib d\u0259 diksindi, dedi n\u0259? H\u0259y\u0259candan sol aya\u011f\u0131m yerind\u0259 dayanm\u0131r, d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 titr\u0259yirdi, gözümü arxada bir nöqt\u0259y\u0259 dikib dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Hiss etdim ki, bir qaralt\u0131 Rza mü\u0259llim\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b \u0259li il\u0259 m\u0259nim titr\u0259y\u0259n dizimi göst\u0259rdi. Bu h\u0259min rus mü\u0259lliml\u0259rd\u0259n biri idi. Rza mü\u0259llim \u015feiri yar\u0131mç\u0131q saxlay\u0131b dedi ki, yax\u015f\u0131 b\u0259sdir. M\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa n\u0259s\u0259 soru\u015fma\u011fa qoymad\u0131, iki “4”, bir “5” qiym\u0259ti ald\u0131m”.<\/p>\n

“Rektor m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, söz d\u0259yirmandak\u0131d\u0131r”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ramiz mü\u0259llim deyir ki, \u015fifahi imtahandan sonra yaz\u0131l\u0131 imtahan olub, mövzusu is\u0259 “Hac\u0131 Qara” imi\u015f: “\u0130mtahanda b\u0259zil\u0259ri “\u015fpalqalka” keçirirdil\u0259r. Amma m\u0259n köçürm\u0259yi özüm\u0259 söyü\u015f bilirdim. Ona gör\u0259 d\u0259 yazd\u0131m ki, qar\u015f\u0131mda bir kitab var, M.F.Axundovun seçilmi\u015f \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259ri, v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259yir\u0259m. Dig\u0259r \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rin adlar\u0131n\u0131 sadalay\u0131ram, sonra yaz\u0131ram növb\u0259ti \u0259s\u0259r is\u0259 “Hac\u0131 Qara”d\u0131r. B\u0259li, bu bar\u0259d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015faca\u011fam, bundan sonra öz fikirl\u0259rimi yazma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. Amma m\u0259n\u0259 “2” qiym\u0259ti yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. O vaxt\u0131 qrammatikada bir qayda var idi ki, \u0259g\u0259r bir sözd\u0259 s\u0259hv etmis\u0259ns\u0259, o sözü m\u0259tnd\u0259 neç\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259ts\u0259n d\u0259 bir s\u0259hv hesab olunurdu. Yoxlayan mü\u0259llim is\u0259 ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ayr\u0131ca s\u0259hv kimi qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndirmi\u015fdi. M\u0259n d\u0259 \u015fikay\u0259t\u0259 qohumum il\u0259 getdim, rektor da g\u0259ldi, yaz\u0131ya baxd\u0131. Dedi ki, g\u0259lin bir az s\u0259mimi olaq, bu yaz\u0131n\u0131 adi bir abituriyent yaza bilm\u0259z ax\u0131. Qohumum d\u0259ft\u0259ri al\u0131b dedi ki, bel\u0259 bir “\u015fpalqalka” da ola bilm\u0259z ax\u0131. Rektor dedi ki, h\u0259, düzdür, bu beynin m\u0259hsuludur. Orda söz verdi ki, Ramiz ba\u015fqa instituta daxil olsa bel\u0259, onu \u0130nc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t \u0130nstitutuna köçür\u0259c\u0259k. Daha sonra Pedaqoji \u0130nstituta daxil oldum v\u0259 rektorun yan\u0131na g\u0259lib v\u0259dini xat\u0131rlatd\u0131m. Rektor m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, söz d\u0259yirmandak\u0131d\u0131r. Bel\u0259c\u0259, s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rimi al\u0131b arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131m v\u0259 oxumaq ist\u0259diyim \u0130nc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t \u0130nstitutuna verdim”.<\/p>\n

“Bir neç\u0259 qad\u0131n polis\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r vermi\u015fdi ki, iki n\u0259f\u0259ri öldürübl\u0259r”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ramiz mü\u0259llim deyir ki, b\u0259z\u0259n institutda yer olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 üçün gedib parklarda m\u0259\u015fq edirmi\u015fl\u0259r:
\n“Bir d\u0259f\u0259, Yasamaldak\u0131 “Sevil” kinoteatr\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndak\u0131 parkda “Polis v\u0259 cani”ni m\u0259\u015fq edirdik. Bunu bir neç\u0259 qad\u0131n görüb, polis\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r vermi\u015fdil\u0259r ki, orda iki n\u0259f\u0259ri öldürübl\u0259r. Polisl\u0259r d\u0259 g\u0259lib bizi tutub aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259\u015fq etdiyimizi izah ed\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bizi azad etdil\u0259r. T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 vaxt\u0131 n\u0259n\u0259min Bak\u0131da evi oldu\u011fu üçün onunla qal\u0131rd\u0131m. T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 biz\u0259 g\u0259lib gedirdi. Evim\u0259 institutun paytaxt\u0131 deyirdil\u0259r. Çünki ac olan kimi ham\u0131 bura qaç\u0131rd\u0131. T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 olan zaman maddi s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131 \u015f\u0259km\u0259m\u0259k üçün iki yerd\u0259 – institutun t\u0259dris teatr\u0131nda i\u015fl\u0259yir v\u0259 ma\u011fazada göz\u0259tçi dayan\u0131r, bundan \u0259lav\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259laç\u0131l\u0131q t\u0259qaüdü al\u0131rd\u0131m. \u0130nstitutdak\u0131 qruplar iç\u0259risind\u0259 \u0259n m\u0259hsuldar qruplardan biri bizim qrup oldu. Haz\u0131rda 10 n\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n alt\u0131s\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259yir”.<\/p>\n

“Hiss etdim ki, onu görm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, s\u0259sini e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 dar\u0131x\u0131ram”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ramiz mü\u0259llim bildirir ki, h\u0259l\u0259 s\u0259kkizinci sinifd\u0259 oxuyark\u0259n tama\u015falarda i\u015ftirak edirmi\u015f. Onun sözl\u0259rin\u0259 gör\u0259, q\u0131zlar da f\u0259all\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 seçilirmi\u015f, xüsusil\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 mahn\u0131 oxuyan q\u0131zlar varm\u0131\u015f: \"\"“Bizd\u0259n iki sinif a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, balaca göygöz bir q\u0131z vard\u0131. Mü\u0259llim bizi m\u0259\u015fqd\u0259n sonra çöl\u0259 ç\u0131xard\u0131 ki, indi d\u0259 q\u0131zlar mahn\u0131 oxuyacaq. Çöld\u0259 e\u015fitdim ki, kims\u0259 “Ay gil\u0259nar, ay gil\u0259nar, baxçam\u0131z\u0131n göyç\u0259k q\u0131z\u0131”- bel\u0259 bir mahn\u0131 oxuyur.  Bunu oxuyan q\u0131z\u0131n s\u0259si çox xo\u015fuma g\u0259ldi. Oxuyan\u0131n kim oldu\u011funu görm\u0259k üçün bir b\u0259han\u0259 tap\u0131b iç\u0259ri girdim. V\u0259 gördüm ki, h\u0259min göygöz q\u0131z… Daha sonralar hiss etdim ki, onu görm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, s\u0259sini e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 dar\u0131x\u0131ram. Aram\u0131zda heç bir söhb\u0259t olmad\u0131, amma uzaqdan hiss edirdi ki, m\u0259n bax\u0131ram. Onlar\u0131n evi bizim m\u0259kt\u0259bin arxa t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 idi. O da m\u0259ni görm\u0259k b\u0259han\u0259si il\u0259 çöl\u0259 ç\u0131x\u0131r, laz\u0131ms\u0131z bir \u015feyi guya zibil qab\u0131na at\u0131rd\u0131. Bu söhb\u0259t art\u0131q k\u0259ndd\u0259 yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirib Bak\u0131ya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bir müdd\u0259t \u0259laq\u0259miz k\u0259sildi. K\u0259ndimizin u\u015faqlar\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 onun bar\u0259sind\u0259 tez-tez m\u0259lumat verirdil\u0259r v\u0259 kims\u0259nin ona yax\u0131nla\u015fmas\u0131na imkan vermirdil\u0259r. Amma bir ara söhb\u0259t ç\u0131xd\u0131 ki, ba\u015fqas\u0131na ver\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Bak\u0131da oldu\u011fum üçün bir ç\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu tapa bilm\u0259dim, ona gör\u0259 d\u0259 art\u0131q \u0259limi üzdüm…”.<\/p>\n

“Çevrilib baxd\u0131m ki, h\u0259min balaca, göygöz q\u0131z…”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sonralar sevdiyi q\u0131z\u0131 t\u0259sadüf\u0259n Bak\u0131da küç\u0259d\u0259 gördüyünü dey\u0259n müsahibimiz bildirdi ki, ham\u0131 bir yer\u0259 topla\u015f\u0131b n\u0259y\u0259s\u0259 maraqla bax\u0131rd\u0131: “N\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini öyr\u0259nm\u0259k üçün ora yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131m.  O vaxtlar xarici ma\u015f\u0131n Bak\u0131da bir n\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259 var idi. H\u0259r k\u0259s “mercedes” in \u0259traf\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b el\u0259 maraqla bax\u0131rd\u0131 ki… Gördüm ki, yox bu m\u0259nlik deyil, üzümü çevirib getm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 öt\u0259ri olaraq gözüm\u0259 do\u011fma kims\u0259 göründü, bir cüt qorxaq göz m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Çevrilib yenid\u0259n baxd\u0131m ki, h\u0259min balaca, göygöz q\u0131z… Bundan sonra arxas\u0131nca dü\u015fdüm, xeyli müdd\u0259t sakit ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b salam verdim, el\u0259 ilk k\u0259lm\u0259mizi d\u0259 orda k\u0259sdik. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r salam verm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 c\u0259sar\u0259tim olmay\u0131b. T\u0259sadüf\u0259n Musiqi Kollecin\u0259 daxil oldu\u011funu öyr\u0259ndim. Bundan sonra ancaq Musiqi Kollecin\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m (Gülür). M\u0259n üçüncü kursda olan zaman ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurduq. H\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 is\u0259 evl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259n sonra getdim. \u018fsg\u0259r ged\u0259nd\u0259 art\u0131q bir q\u0131z\u0131m var idi. Haz\u0131rda is\u0259 iki q\u0131z, bir o\u011ful övlad\u0131m\u0131z var”.
\n <\/p>\n

“D\u0259rk etdim ki, sovet texnikas\u0131 heç n\u0259y\u0259 yaram\u0131r”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ramiz mü\u0259llimin sözl\u0259rin\u0259 gör\u0259 h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259 b\u0259xti o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259yib:
\n\"\"“\u0130nstitutu bitirdikd\u0259n sonra h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 yolland\u0131m, amma orada b\u0259xtim g\u0259tirm\u0259di. \u0130lk alt\u0131 ay\u0131 SSR\u0130-nin \u0259n ucqar nöqt\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n birind\u0259, Çita vilay\u0259tind\u0259 keçirdim, oradan Çin görünürdü. Alt\u0131 ay\u0131n tamam\u0131ndan sonra bizi ba\u015fqa yer\u0259 aparanda sevindik. Amma bu sevincimiz çox ç\u0259km\u0259di, çünki bu  d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 Yaponiyan\u0131n s\u0259rh\u0259din\u0259 apard\u0131lar. Düzdür, m\u0259n h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259 çox \u015fey öyr\u0259ndim – dünyan\u0131n x\u0259rit\u0259sini, ölk\u0259l\u0259rin paytaxtlar\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 s. Amma m\u0259n orda d\u0259rk etdim ki, sovet texnikas\u0131 heç n\u0259y\u0259 yaram\u0131r. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 leytenantdan soru\u015fdum ki, bu texnikalar\u0131n heç biri i\u015fl\u0259mir, sabah\u0131 gün ça\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f olsa, mühar\u0131b\u0259 olsa nec\u0259 olacaq? Dedi ki,  sabah müharib\u0259 olsa bunlar onsuzda heç kim\u0259 v\u0259 heç n\u0259y\u0259 laz\u0131m olmayacaq”.<\/p>\n

“M\u0259n “çorn\u0131y kamen” \u015feirini dey\u0259nd\u0259 zaldan bir gülm\u0259k s\u0259si ç\u0131xd\u0131 ”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Müsahibimiz aktyorlu\u011fu bitirdiyi üçün h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259 konsert zaman\u0131 \u015feir dem\u0259yini ist\u0259yibl\u0259r, o da raz\u0131la\u015f\u0131b: “Çorn\u0131y kamen” (Qara M\u0259rm\u0259r) \u015feirini \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259yib s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 ç\u0131xd\u0131m. \u018fslind\u0259 m\u0259n el\u0259 bilirdim ki, rusca dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. \u015eeir\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b “çorn\u0131y kamen” dey\u0259n zaman zaldan bir gülm\u0259k s\u0259si ç\u0131xd\u0131 (Gülür). Bu zaman h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131m daha da artd\u0131, lakin buna baxmayaraq \u015feiri sonad\u0259k dedim. Bundan sonra h\u0259min söz orda m\u0259\u015fhur olmu\u015fdu. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 ax\u015fam yem\u0259kxanadan ç\u0131x\u0131b kazarmaya gedirdim. Gördüm ki, m\u0259nd\u0259n qabaqda bir zabit gedir, ayaqüst\u0259 dayana bilmir, gücl\u0259 yeriyir, qar\u0131 t\u0259pikl\u0259y\u0259-t\u0259pikl\u0259y\u0259 gedir. Arxadan g\u0259lib buna köm\u0259k etm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim ki, y\u0131x\u0131lmas\u0131n. O heç m\u0259nim arxada oldu\u011fumu bilmirdi. Gördüm deyir ki, “Çorn\u0131y kameeeen”…”.<\/p>\n

\nKönül \u018fhm\u0259dova<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

“Quzular\u0131 ba\u015fl\u0131-ba\u015f\u0131na burax\u0131b, futbol oynama\u011fa gedirdim” “Bizd\u0259n iki sinif a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, balaca göygöz bir q\u0131z var idi. Bir gün m\u0259\u015fqd\u0259n sonra mü\u0259llim bizi çöl\u0259 ç\u0131xard\u0131 ki, indi d\u0259 q\u0131zlar oxuyacaq. Çöld\u0259…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":251278,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_lmt_disableupdate":"","_lmt_disable":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-62015","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-musahibe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/62015","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=62015"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/62015\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/251278"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=62015"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=62015"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=62015"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}