{"id":60883,"date":"2018-03-15T14:15:22","date_gmt":"2018-03-15T10:15:22","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T20:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/?p=60883","title":{"rendered":"\u201cBug\u00fcn\u0259d\u0259k sevdiyim\u0259 qovu\u015fdu\u011fuma inanma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lmir\u201d<\/b><\/font>"},"content":{"rendered":"

Zeynal M\u0259mm\u0259dli: “U\u015faq vaxt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131mdan çox böyük görünm\u0259y\u0259 çal\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan, tez-tez m\u0259z\u0259li durumlara dü\u015fmü\u015f\u0259m”<\/strong><\/p>\n

“Normal insan ömründ\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 sev\u0259r. Bu bax\u0131mdan “ilk sevgi” ifad\u0259sini yad\u0131r\u011fay\u0131ram. M\u0259nim gözümd\u0259 “ilk” v\u0259 “son” sevgi eyni anlaml\u0131 anlay\u0131\u015fd\u0131r.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259xtim g\u0259tirib dey\u0259 bel\u0259 dü\u015fünür\u0259m. Sev\u0259r\u0259k evl\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m v\u0259 bugün\u0259d\u0259k sevdiyim\u0259 qovu\u015fdu\u011fuma inanma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lmir. Ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurdu\u011fum xan\u0131mla t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131 olmu\u015fuq, eyni qrupda oxumu\u015fuq. Evl\u0259ndiyim xan\u0131m h\u0259m sevgilimdir, h\u0259m sirda\u015f\u0131m – dostumdur, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u0259n sevimli h\u0259mkar\u0131md\u0131r” – bu sözl\u0259ri biziml\u0259 söhb\u0259tind\u0259 müst\u0259qil media eksperti, “Azadl\u0131q” radiosunun ba\u015f redaktoru Zeynal M\u0259mm\u0259dli dedi. H\u0259min söhb\u0259td\u0259n al\u0131nan maraql\u0131 müsahib\u0259ni sizl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259qdim edirik.<\/p>\n

“Kim yuxusunda haran\u0131 görürs\u0259, orada do\u011fulub”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Zeynal M\u0259mm\u0259dli 1953-cü il may ay\u0131n\u0131n 5-d\u0259 dünyaya göz aç\u0131b. Deyir ki,  5-6 ya\u015f\u0131ndan etibar\u0259n Bak\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r: “U\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rim Bak\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r. Birm\u0259nal\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 dü\u015fünür\u0259m ki, kim yuxusunda haran\u0131 görürs\u0259, orada do\u011fulub. M\u0259n d\u0259 yuxumda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 Bak\u0131n\u0131 görür\u0259m, bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 do\u011fulmasam da, bilincli u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m da Bak\u0131da keçib”.<\/p>\n

“\u018flac qal\u0131r 1 ya\u015fl\u0131 n\u0259v\u0259ml\u0259 ünsiyy\u0259t\u0259…”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Zeynal mü\u0259llim u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fl\u0131 adam kimi keçirdiyini deyir: “\u018flac qal\u0131r 1 ya\u015fl\u0131 n\u0259v\u0259ml\u0259 ünsiyy\u0259t\u0259… B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, inanmazs\u0131n\u0131z, gerç\u0259k u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131 indi n\u0259v\u0259m Onurla ya\u015fay\u0131ram….Ba\u015fqa sözl\u0259 des\u0259k, u\u015faq vaxt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131mdan çox böyük görünm\u0259y\u0259 çal\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan, tez-tez m\u0259z\u0259li durumlara dü\u015fmü\u015f\u0259m (Gülür) Yeddi ya\u015f\u0131m olanda 60 ya\u015fl\u0131larla söhb\u0259t\u0259 meylli olmu\u015fam. \u0130ndi \u0259v\u0259zi ç\u0131x\u0131r, ya\u015f\u0131m 60-\u0131 xeyli a\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, ovaxtk\u0131 h\u0259msöhb\u0259tl\u0259rimi m\u0259lum s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n tapa bilmir\u0259m ”.<\/p>\n

“…özümd\u0259n güclü il\u0259 fiziki t\u0259masdan qaçma\u011f\u0131 öyr\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m” <\/strong><\/p>\n

Müsahibimizin sözl\u0259rin\u0259 gör\u0259, o vaxtlar Hüseyn Cavidin ad\u0131n\u0131 da\u015f\u0131yan v\u0259 yet\u0259rinc\u0259 m\u0259\u015fhur olan 132 sayl\u0131 m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxuyub: “Sinfimizd\u0259 45 \u015fagird var idi, sonradan g\u0259lib-ged\u0259nl\u0259r olsa da, ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n ad-soyad\u0131n\u0131 \u0259zb\u0259r bilir\u0259m. Çox sayq\u0131-sevgili mü\u0259lliml\u0259rimiz v\u0259 sinfimiz olub. Bir az m\u0259z\u0259 qatsam, idman mü\u0259llimimd\u0259n ruhdan dü\u015fm\u0259m\u0259yi v\u0259 özümd\u0259n güclü il\u0259 fiziki t\u0259masdan qaçma\u011f\u0131, \u0259d\u0259biyyat mü\u0259lliml\u0259rimd\u0259n, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, sevimli Bilqeyis T\u0259hmasibd\u0259n riyaziyyat\u0131, müdrik v\u0259 z\u0259hmli riyaziyyat mü\u0259llimim Zeyn\u0259b Ataki\u015fiyevadan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 öyr\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi 1970-ci ild\u0259 bitirmi\u015f\u0259m”. <\/p>\n

“Vaxt v\u0259 baxt sar\u0131dan korluq ç\u0259km\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m…”<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"\"T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik dön\u0259mimin 4 ilini Bak\u0131da – o vaxt t\u0259k universitetin jurnalistika fakült\u0259sind\u0259, 2 ilini d\u0259 Moskva Dövl\u0259t Universitetinin eyni fakült\u0259sind\u0259 keçirmi\u015f\u0259m. B\u0259z\u0259n biliyim çatmay\u0131b, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 pulum… Vaxt v\u0259 baxt sar\u0131dan is\u0259 heç vaxt korluq ç\u0259km\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik ill\u0259rind\u0259 f\u0259al olmu\u015fam. Bak\u0131da t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015flar\u0131mla “Ovod”u tama\u015faya qoymu\u015fam. G\u0259nc Tama\u015faç\u0131lar Teatr\u0131 bu t\u0259\u015f\u0259bbüsü anlay\u0131\u015fla qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131b, dön\u0259min geyiml\u0259rini d\u0259 vermi\u015fdi. Moskvada is\u0259, ara-s\u0131ra \u015f\u0259nb\u0259 günl\u0259ri “Dust” t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 satirik teatr\u0131 üçün s\u0259hn\u0259cikl\u0259r yazm\u0131\u015fam. U\u011furlu al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dem\u0259k olar. Qalan f\u0259all\u0131\u011f\u0131m is\u0259  birba\u015fa jurnalistikaya yön\u0259lmi\u015fdi”. <\/p>\n

“Göy\u0259rti tapanda dov\u011fa bi\u015firm\u0259yi öyr\u0259nmi\u015fdim” <\/strong><\/p>\n

Zeynal mü\u0259llim Bak\u0131da yox, amma Moskvada t\u0259hsil alark\u0259n, yem\u0259kxanadak\u0131 xör\u0259kl\u0259rin a\u011f\u0131z dad\u0131 f\u0259rql\u0259ndiyind\u0259n, yem\u0259k bi\u015firdiyini deyir: “\u015eorba, bor\u015f, küft\u0259, kotlet, qay\u011fanaq, göy\u0259rti tapanda da dov\u011fa bi\u015firm\u0259yi öyr\u0259nmi\u015fdim. Amma oras\u0131n\u0131 da deyim ki, öz\u0259l bir kulinariya qabiliyy\u0259tim oldu\u011funu dü\u015fünmür\u0259m”.<\/p>\n

“Rü\u015fv\u0259t t\u0259klif ets\u0259m d\u0259, azad etm\u0259yibl\u0259r” <\/strong><\/p>\n

Zeynal mü\u0259llim qeyd etdi ki, h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259 olmay\u0131b: “Amma h\u0259qiqi h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 gets\u0259m, 1 il xidm\u0259t yet\u0259c\u0259kdi, \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259 6 d\u0259f\u0259 iki ayl\u0131q h\u0259rbi toplan\u0131\u015flarda olmu\u015fam. Rü\u015fv\u0259t t\u0259klif ets\u0259m d\u0259, azad etm\u0259yibl\u0259r. Bel\u0259c\u0259, 1 il 2 ay, üst\u0259g\u0259l 2 ay da universitetin h\u0259rbi toplan\u0131\u015f\u0131 – 1 il 4 ay müv\u0259qq\u0259ti h\u0259rbçi zabit olmu\u015fam…”<\/p>\n

Keçmi\u015fl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259ri v\u0259 gözya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sevmir… <\/strong><\/p>\n

Müsahibimiz deyir ki, keçmi\u015fl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259r insan\u0131 qocald\u0131r dey\u0259 o bar\u0259d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131, o ill\u0259ri xat\u0131rlama\u011f\u0131 sevmir: “Keçmi\u015f ill\u0259rin xatir\u0259l\u0259rini \u0259sas\u0259n, ba\u015fqalar\u0131ndan dinl\u0259m\u0259yi üstün tuturam. Sava\u015f v\u0259 \u0259m\u0259k veteranlar\u0131na baxaraq bu fikr\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. \u018fn sevincli günl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259 onlar\u0131n gözünd\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r-d\u0259rd ac\u0131 görmü\u015f\u0259m. Veteranlar\u0131 sevir v\u0259 anlay\u0131ram, amma gözya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 heç xo\u015flam\u0131ram…”<\/p>\n

“Evl\u0259ndiyim xan\u0131m h\u0259m sevgilim, h\u0259m sirda\u015f\u0131m – dostumdur, h\u0259m d\u0259…” <\/strong><\/p>\n

 Zeynal mü\u0259llim dü\u015fünür ki, normal insan ömründ\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 sev\u0259r: “Bu bax\u0131mdan “ilk sevgi” ifad\u0259sini yad\u0131r\u011fay\u0131ram. M\u0259nim gözümd\u0259 “ilk” v\u0259 “son” sevgi eyni anlaml\u0131 anlay\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259xtim g\u0259tirib dey\u0259 bel\u0259 dü\u015fünür\u0259m. Sev\u0259r\u0259k evl\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m v\u0259 bugün\u0259d\u0259k sevdiyim\u0259 qovu\u015fdu\u011fuma inanma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lmir. Ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurdu\u011fum xan\u0131mla t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131 olmu\u015f, eyni qrupda oxumu\u015fuq. Evl\u0259ndiyim xan\u0131m h\u0259m sevgilim, h\u0259m sirda\u015f\u0131m – dostum, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u0259n sevimli h\u0259mkar\u0131md\u0131r. Haz\u0131rda iki övlad\u0131m\u0131z v\u0259 1 n\u0259v\u0259miz var”.<\/p>\n

“Bütün sevdikl\u0259rim o dövrün yadigarlar\u0131d\u0131r – pe\u015f\u0259m, dostlar\u0131m… v\u0259 \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, n\u0259v\u0259min n\u0259n\u0259si…” <\/strong><\/p>\n

\"\"G\u0259ncliyin ömrün \u0259n isti, qaynar ça\u011f\u0131 olmas\u0131 dü\u015fünc\u0259si il\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 vur\u011fulayan Zeynal mü\u0259llim \u0259lav\u0259 etdi ki, sad\u0259c\u0259, o dövrün yan\u0131lmaq v\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flanmaq haqq\u0131 var: “M\u0259\u015fhur deyim var: “G\u0259nclik tez sovu\u015fan qüsurdur”. B\u0259li, el\u0259dir. M\u0259n o dövr haqq\u0131nda 2-ci m\u0259\u015fhur deyimi daha çox sevir\u0259m: “Bir az gec g\u0259ls\u0259ydi, g\u0259nclik ideal durum say\u0131lard\u0131”… Bütün bunlar bir yana, amma t\u0259bii ki, bütün sevdikl\u0259rim o dövrün yadigarlar\u0131d\u0131r – pe\u015f\u0259m, dostlar\u0131m, sevimli h\u0259mkarlar\u0131m, \u0259ziz tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131m v\u0259 \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, n\u0259v\u0259min n\u0259n\u0259si…”<\/p>\n

“H\u0259yatda do\u011fru zamana baxt, do\u011fru m\u0259kana vaxt, do\u011fru adama taxt, do\u011fru suala fakt…” <\/strong><\/p>\n

Müsahibimizin sözl\u0259rin\u0259 gör\u0259, jurnalistikan\u0131n 4 do\u011fru qaydas\u0131 var: do\u011fru zaman, do\u011fru m\u0259kan, do\u011fru adam, do\u011fru sual: “Mediada keç\u0259rli olan bu dörd do\u011frunun h\u0259yatda, üst\u0259lik, g\u0259nclikd\u0259 üst-üst\u0259 dü\u015fm\u0259si çox ç\u0259tin bir m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir. M\u0259nc\u0259, h\u0259yatda do\u011fru zamana baxt, do\u011fru m\u0259kana vaxt, do\u011fru adama taxt, do\u011fru suala fakt laz\u0131md\u0131r. \u0130st\u0259yirsiniz m\u0259z\u0259 kimi qavray\u0131n, ist\u0259yirsiniz ciddi… Bir d\u0259f\u0259 g\u0259nc olan bir daha olmaz! (Gülür)<\/em> <\/p>\n

“… 22 manat kitablara, 15 manat siqaret\u0259, t\u0259xmin\u0259n 30 manat çaya vermi\u015f\u0259m ” <\/strong><\/p>\n

“Q\u0131z\u0131l q\u0259l\u0259m”, "H\u0259s\u0259n b\u0259y Z\u0259rdabi" v\u0259 el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 xarici t\u0259\u015fkilatlar\u0131n jurnalist mükafatlar\u0131na layiq görül\u0259n Zeynal mü\u0259llim ilk i\u015f yerinin indiki Az\u0259rbaycan Televiziyas\u0131nda (AzTV) oldu\u011funu deyir. O qeyd edir ki, x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r ba\u015f redaksiyas\u0131nda kiçik redaktor kimi i\u015f\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b: “Qonorarla birg\u0259 h\u0259r ay 192 manat alm\u0131\u015fam. Bundan 22 manat\u0131 kitablara, 15 manat\u0131 siqaret\u0259, t\u0259xmin\u0259n 30 manat\u0131 çaya vermi\u015f\u0259m. Yerd\u0259 qalan\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 xat\u0131rlam\u0131ram. Ümumiyy\u0259tl\u0259,  Az\u0259rbaycan (SSR) Dövl\u0259t Teleradio Komit\u0259sind\u0259 kiçik redaktor, redaktor, böyük redaktor v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 f\u0259aliyy\u0259t göst\u0259rmi\u015f\u0259m. Televiziya sah\u0259sind\u0259ki f\u0259aliyy\u0259timd\u0259n sonra universitetd\u0259 mü\u0259llim kimi çal\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. Haz\u0131rda is\u0259 “Azadl\u0131q” radiosunun ba\u015f redaktoru kimi f\u0259aliyy\u0259t göst\u0259rir\u0259m”. <\/p>\n

“G\u0259ncl\u0259ri öyr\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 deyil, onlardan öyr\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 meylliy\u0259m” <\/strong><\/p>\n

\"\"Zeynal mü\u0259llim deyir ki, t\u0259crüb\u0259sin\u0259 dayanaraq ciddi m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259ti birba\u015fa buna ehtiyac\u0131 olan g\u0259ncl\u0259r\u0259 söyl\u0259m\u0259yi üstün tutur: “Elektron poçtum onlar\u0131n üzün\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 aç\u0131qd\u0131r. T\u0259bii ki, media il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 suallar\u0131n\u0131 bildiyim d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 cavablayaca\u011fam. “H\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259k 10 add\u0131m” tipli m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259r daha çox maqazin medias\u0131n\u0131n öz\u0259lliyidir. “M\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259r ona \u0259m\u0259l etm\u0259m\u0259k üçün verilir” tipli yersiz atmacalar\u0131 da sevmir\u0259m. “Mal\u0131d\u0131r-m\u0259lidir” sonlu\u011fuyla bit\u0259n cüml\u0259l\u0259ri anlasam da, onlar\u0131n faydal\u0131 oldu\u011funa inanm\u0131ram. Bütövlükd\u0259 m\u0259n g\u0259ncl\u0259ri öyr\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 deyil, onlardan öyr\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 meylliy\u0259m”. <\/p>\n

“H\u0259d\u0259f götürdüyün problemi özün anlay\u0131b qavraya bilirs\u0259n”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Müsahibimizin sözl\u0259rin\u0259 gör\u0259, g\u0259ncliyin \u0259n ön\u0259mli öz\u0259llikl\u0259rind\u0259n biri m\u0259kt\u0259b h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri \u015f\u0259klini alan \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 \u015fübh\u0259 il\u0259 yana\u015fmas\u0131d\u0131r: “Ba\u015fqa sözl\u0259, h\u0259tta nisbilik n\u0259z\u0259riyy\u0259sin\u0259 yeni bucaqdan yana\u015fma\u011fa can atmal\u0131san. Bel\u0259c\u0259, h\u0259d\u0259f götürdüyün problemi özün anlay\u0131b qavraya bilirs\u0259n. Sad\u0259c\u0259, Eyn\u015fteyn demi\u015f, eyni yolu el\u0259 hey t\u0259krarlay\u0131b ba\u015fqa n\u0259tic\u0259 alma\u011fa ümid ed\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259ns\u0259, dem\u0259k, s\u0259nd\u0259n bir \u015fey ç\u0131xmaz…”.<\/p>\n

Könül Asimq\u0131z\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Zeynal M\u0259mm\u0259dli: “U\u015faq vaxt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131mdan çox böyük görünm\u0259y\u0259 çal\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan, tez-tez m\u0259z\u0259li durumlara dü\u015fmü\u015f\u0259m” “Normal insan ömründ\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 sev\u0259r. Bu bax\u0131mdan “ilk sevgi” ifad\u0259sini yad\u0131r\u011fay\u0131ram. M\u0259nim gözümd\u0259 “ilk” v\u0259 “son”…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":251278,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_lmt_disableupdate":"","_lmt_disable":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-60883","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-musahibe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/60883","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=60883"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/60883\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/251278"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=60883"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=60883"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=60883"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}