{"id":57161,"date":"2018-01-19T13:10:25","date_gmt":"2018-01-19T09:10:25","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T20:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/?p=57161","title":{"rendered":"\u201cDedi m\u0259n generalam, dedim n\u0259 olsun ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259r\u0259m\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"

“Dörd illik t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 bir kostyumda keçirmi\u015f\u0259m”
\n “Bir ay\u0131 5 manatla nec\u0259 doland\u0131m, bir Allah bildi”<\/strong><\/p>\n

 “Gec\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yuxuda kinolarda, tama\u015falarda oynay\u0131rd\u0131m.  \u018fg\u0259r \u0130nc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t Universitetin\u0259 q\u0259bul olmasayd\u0131m, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131ma hava g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi. 5-ci sinifd\u0259 “1905-ci il” pyesind\u0259 Allahverdi obraz\u0131 il\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259hn\u0259nin sehrin\u0259 dü\u015fmü\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259kt\u0259bin konsertind\u0259 mahn\u0131 oxumal\u0131 idim, h\u0259y\u0259candan s\u0259sim nec\u0259 tutuldusa, oxuya bilm\u0259dim” – bu sözl\u0259ri biziml\u0259 söhb\u0259tind\u0259 Bak\u0131 U\u015faq Teatr\u0131n\u0131n r\u0259hb\u0259ri \u0130ntiqam Soltan dedi. <\/em><\/p>\n

\u0130ntiqam Soltan ilk d\u0259f\u0259 “Da\u015f v\u0259 Çiç\u0259k” adl\u0131 hind filmind\u0259ki aktrisan\u0131 sevib. “Biri var \u0259sasl\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 sevm\u0259k, biri d\u0259 var vurulmaq. Vurulduqlar\u0131m çox olub. \u018fg\u0259r hans\u0131sa tama\u015fan\u0131 oynayanda zalda vuruldu\u011fum bir n\u0259f\u0259r olmay\u0131bsa, o oyunum al\u0131nmay\u0131b. Bunu sad\u0259c\u0259 m\u0259n öz içimd\u0259 bilmi\u015f\u0259m ki, bu tama\u015fan\u0131 onun üçün oynay\u0131ram” – dey\u0259n müsahibimizl\u0259 öt\u0259nl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlad\u0131q.<\/p>\n

“K\u0259ndd\u0259n rayonun qeydiyyat idar\u0259sin\u0259 bir aya gedib ç\u0131x\u0131blar”<\/strong>
\n <\/p>\n

1965-ci il aprel ay\u0131n\u0131n 12-d\u0259 Ordubad rayonunun Nürgüd k\u0259ndind\u0259 anadan olan müsahibimiz bildirdi ki, 11 u\u015faql\u0131 ail\u0259d\u0259 7 bac\u0131, 4 qarda\u015f olublar: “Ail\u0259nin 7-ci u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 idim. Qarda\u015flar\u0131n \u0259n balacas\u0131 oldu\u011fum üçün evin son be\u015fiyi say\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131m. H\u0259min yer çox ucqar bir da\u011f k\u0259ndidir, 4 ya\u015f\u0131m olanda ora i\u015f\u0131q ç\u0259kilib. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 o k\u0259nd\u0259 avtobus i\u015fl\u0259mir. El\u0259 o s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259n aprelin 12-si dünayaya g\u0259ls\u0259m d\u0259, s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259\u015fm\u0259 may ay\u0131n\u0131n 11-ni göst\u0259rir. Çünki h\u0259min k\u0259ndd\u0259n rayonun qeydiyyat idar\u0259sin\u0259 bir aya gedib ç\u0131x\u0131blar (Gülür). Do\u011fuldu\u011fum k\u0259ndin çox maraql\u0131, göz\u0259l bir t\u0259bi\u0259ti var. Çox göz\u0259l sular\u0131, otlar\u0131 v\u0259 can d\u0259rman\u0131 olan havas\u0131 var. Nürgüd k\u0259ndind\u0259n 2-3 kilometr yuxar\u0131da 90 metr d\u0259rinliyi olan Göygöl deyil\u0259n bir göl var. Bu göl yerd\u0259n ç\u0131xan t\u0259bii su m\u0259nb\u0259yidir. Yay\u0131n istil\u0259rind\u0259 bel\u0259 gölün \u0259traf\u0131nda dörd f\u0259slin ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 görm\u0259k mümkündür. Bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 çiç\u0259k, tam \u0259ks t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 qar var, sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 yaz, solda pay\u0131zd\u0131r. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 daxilimin r\u0259ngar\u0259ngliyi, dünyaya bax\u0131\u015f buca\u011f\u0131m el\u0259 ordan qaynaqlan\u0131r. M\u0259nim 4-5 ya\u015f\u0131m olanda biz o k\u0259ndd\u0259n ç\u0131x\u0131b, Ordubaddan 15-20 kilometr m\u0259saf\u0259d\u0259 olan Der k\u0259ndin\u0259 köçdük. Böyük bac\u0131-qarda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n ali t\u0259hsil almalar\u0131, kollec\u0259 getm\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 gör\u0259 atam bir az m\u0259rk\u0259z\u0259 yax\u0131n yer\u0259 köçm\u0259yimizi q\u0259rara alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Öz do\u011fma oca\u011f\u0131ndan, do\u011fulub boya-ba\u015fa çatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n yerd\u0259n köçm\u0259k çox ç\u0259tindir. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 el\u0259 h\u0259min k\u0259ndd\u0259 getmi\u015f\u0259m”. <\/p>\n

“Anam in\u0259kl\u0259ri sa\u011fanda axurda yuxumu al\u0131rd\u0131m”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Müsahibimiz deyir ki, sad\u0259 bir k\u0259nd u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 olub, maldarl\u0131q v\u0259 \u0259kinçilikl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olublar,  heç vaxt bo\u015f qalmazm\u0131\u015f, atas\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 onlar\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 sövq edirmi\u015f: “M\u0259n onuncu sinifd\u0259 oxuyanda bir d\u0259f\u0259 atamla dost kimi söhb\u0259t etdik. Onda m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, sizi bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 qatla\u015fd\u0131rma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bi o olub ki, siz g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 özünüzü idar\u0259 ed\u0259 bil\u0259siniz, vaxt\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n qiym\u0259tini bil\u0259siniz. Atam u\u015faqlarla oynama\u011fa m\u0259n\u0259 icaz\u0259ni vaxtla verirdi, deyirdi, get amma, filan saatda evd\u0259 ol. Atam xarakter c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n “D\u0259li Kür” filmind\u0259ki Cahandar a\u011faya b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. Çox t\u0259miz, saf, ciddi v\u0259 hökmlü bir insan idi. Atam\u0131n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bir sözü vard\u0131, bo\u015f qalmaqdan daha qorxulu v\u0259 ciddi bir x\u0259st\u0259lik yoxdur. Bu m\u0259nim h\u0259yat amallar\u0131mdan birin\u0259 çevrilib. Ona gör\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259ni hardasa istirah\u0259td\u0259, g\u0259z\u0259n görm\u0259k mümkün deyil. \u018fg\u0259r m\u0259ni hans\u0131sa bir g\u0259zintid\u0259 görs\u0259l\u0259r, dem\u0259k ki, hans\u0131sa i\u015fin arxas\u0131nca getmi\u015f\u0259m. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 5-6-c\u0131 sinifl\u0259rd\u0259 oxuyanda yaz-yay aylar\u0131nda s\u0259h\u0259r saat 4-d\u0259n yuxudan qalx\u0131rd\u0131m, d\u0259rsin vaxt\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r apar\u0131b quzular\u0131 otar\u0131rd\u0131m. Anam qon\u015fu k\u0259ndd\u0259 fermada sa\u011f\u0131c\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. M\u0259n d\u0259 onda h\u0259min k\u0259ndd\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxuyurdum dey\u0259 m\u0259ni d\u0259 özü il\u0259 apar\u0131rd\u0131. Çox tez oldugundan o, in\u0259kl\u0259ri sa\u011fanda m\u0259n axurda yuxumu al\u0131rd\u0131m. \u018fg\u0259r d\u0259rsl\u0259rimd\u0259n qalan\u0131 var idis\u0259, orada oxuyurdum”. <\/p>\n

“Mü\u0259llim m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, s\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r \u015forba yemis\u0259n, a\u011f\u0131z-burnunu da yumam\u0131san”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 bir mü\u0259llimin onu çox kobud \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 t\u0259hqir etdiyini söyl\u0259y\u0259n \u0130. Soltan bildirdi ki, lövh\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda d\u0259rs dan\u0131\u015fanda mü\u0259llim ona deyib ki, s\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r \u015forba yemis\u0259n, a\u011f\u0131z-burnunu da yumam\u0131san: “Mü\u0259llimin bu sözü çox x\u0259trim\u0259 d\u0259ydi, çünki m\u0259n s\u0259h\u0259r qaranl\u0131ql\u0131 saat 4-d\u0259 evd\u0259n ç\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131m, heç yem\u0259k yem\u0259y\u0259 vaxt\u0131m da olmurdu. H\u0259dd\u0259n art\u0131q kas\u0131b olmu\u015fuq. Lava\u015f\u0131n aras\u0131na bir az pendir qoyurdum, anam\u0131n i\u015f yerind\u0259n ç\u0131x\u0131b d\u0259rs\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yolda o dürm\u0259yi yeyirdim. O söz m\u0259nim o q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0259lbimi q\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki…
\nH\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259 olanda xat\u0131rlad\u0131m ki, m\u0259n s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r anamla yol ged\u0259nd\u0259 sazaqdan dodaqlar\u0131m çatlay\u0131rd\u0131 dey\u0259 anam dodaqlar\u0131ma krem sürtürdü. H\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259n qay\u0131danda t\u0259xmin\u0259n 10 il sonra gedib mü\u0259llimi tapd\u0131m v\u0259 mü\u0259llim\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni izah etdim. Ona gör\u0259 d\u0259 indi i\u015f yerind\u0259 bütün aktyorlar\u0131 u\u015faqlarla son d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 ehtiyatl\u0131 olma\u011fa ça\u011f\u0131r\u0131ram. Çünki bir ehtiyats\u0131z, yerind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259n k\u0259lim\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 çox pis yaralaya v\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 onun h\u0259yat\u0131nda k\u0259skin \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 özünü büruz\u0259 ver\u0259 bil\u0259r”. <\/p>\n

“Dörd illik t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 bir kostyumda keçirmi\u015f\u0259m”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Müsahibimiz bildirdi ki, \u0130nc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t \u0130nstitutunda (\u0130ndiki M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u0130nc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t Universitetind\u0259) t\u0259hsil al\u0131b: “\u0130nstitutu bitir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra m\u0259n \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rd\u0259 gördüm ki, dörd illik t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 bir kostyumda keçirmi\u015f\u0259m. H\u0259min kostyumu da instituta girm\u0259yim münasib\u0259til\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131m alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 vaxtlar\u0131 yatma\u011fa yerim olmay\u0131b, qohum evind\u0259 d\u0259 çox qalmaq olmurdu. Düzdür, qohumlar h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ç\u0259kibl\u0259r, ancaq h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 onlara getm\u0259y\u0259 utan\u0131rd\u0131m. 
\nAmma bir m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 var. \u015e\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 eyni m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fayan, giri\u015f qap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda birc\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f m\u0259saf\u0259 olan qon\u015fular bir-birini  tan\u0131m\u0131r, bir-birl\u0259rinin adlar\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 bilmirdil\u0259r. \u015e\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259lib bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259ri gör\u0259nd\u0259 fantaziyamda ild\u0131r\u0131m çaxd\u0131. Bu s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259r\u0259 gör\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 qohum evind\u0259 qalma\u011fa ç\u0259kinirdim. H\u0259tta el\u0259 gec\u0259l\u0259r olurdu ki, \u015fü\u015f\u0259li avtomat telefon kö\u015fkl\u0259rind\u0259 yat\u0131rd\u0131m.Ax\u0131 m\u0259n f\u0259rqli bir mühitd\u0259 böyümü\u015fdüm, k\u0259ndimizd\u0259 qap\u0131lar\u0131n açar yeri bel\u0259 yox idi. Y\u0259ni insanlar bir-birin\u0259 çox güv\u0259nirdi. Maddi bazas\u0131 olmayan atam\u0131n, maddi bazas\u0131 olmayan da qohumlar\u0131 var idi. (Gülür) 
\nM\u0259n t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 olanda atam 90 manat t\u0259qaüd al\u0131rd\u0131, onun yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 gönd\u0259rirdi.  Bir d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259min pulun 40 manat\u0131n\u0131 o\u011furlad\u0131lar, yax\u015f\u0131 ki, pulun 5 manat\u0131 dig\u0259r cibimd\u0259 imi\u015f. Ail\u0259mizin \u0259lav\u0259 g\u0259lir yeri olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 üçün utand\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan k\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259lumat ver\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. Bir ay\u0131 5 manatla nec\u0259 doland\u0131m, bir Allah bildi.  <\/p>\n

 “Dedi m\u0259n generalam, dedim n\u0259 olsun ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259r\u0259m”<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130. Soltan qeyd etdi ki, h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259ti Novo-Sbiriskid\u0259, Omskda keçib: “M\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rliy\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 anam a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Dedim ay ana, 2 il n\u0259dir ki, bir göz q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda g\u0259lib keç\u0259c\u0259k. Dedi ay bala, m\u0259n 2 il\u0259 gör\u0259 yox, ç\u0259limsizliyin\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131ram, ayaqlar alt\u0131nda qal\u0131b \u0259zil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. 
\nRaket qüvv\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 xidm\u0259t etmi\u015f\u0259m, çox ciddi h\u0259rbi t\u0259lim alm\u0131\u015fam. Öz i\u015fimd\u0259 inadkar olma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n \u0259sas\u0131 bel\u0259 bir ciddi h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259d\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131mdan qaynaqlan\u0131r. H\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259 oldu\u011fum yerd\u0259 bir n\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 olsun qafqazl\u0131 yox idi. Kapitandan bunun s\u0259b\u0259bini soru\u015fanda dedi ki, qafqazl\u0131lar ham\u0131s\u0131 in\u015faat batalyonunda xidm\u0259t edirl\u0259r. M\u0259nim m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 \u0259la qiym\u0259tl\u0259rl\u0259 oxudu\u011fumu v\u0259 davam etdirm\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259 h\u0259rbi m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259d verdiyimi öyr\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 el\u0259 buna gör\u0259 bura g\u0259lib ç\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 dedi. H\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259 m\u0259zuniyy\u0259tim olmay\u0131b, ad\u0259t\u0259n valideynl\u0259r övladlar\u0131na pul gönd\u0259rirdil\u0259r, m\u0259nd\u0259 o da olmad\u0131. H\u0259r h\u0259ft\u0259 bizim istirah\u0259t günl\u0259rimiz 25 km marafonla ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259n çox sayda t\u0259rifnam\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. 
\nBir d\u0259f\u0259 postda general\u0131 saxlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. General is\u0259 s\u0259n dem\u0259 m\u0259ni yoxlamaq m\u0259qs\u0259di il\u0259 g\u0259libmi\u015f. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ets\u0259 d\u0259, buraxmad\u0131m. Dedi, m\u0259n generalam, cavab verdim, n\u0259 olsun ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259r\u0259m… (Gülür) S\u0259hv el\u0259mir\u0259ms\u0259, 1985-ci ilin 23 dekabr tarixind\u0259 “Krasnaya zvezda” q\u0259zetind\u0259 m\u0259nim haqq\u0131mda yaz\u0131 da getmi\u015fdi”. <\/p>\n

“\u018fsg\u0259ri m\u0259cbur etdim ki, m\u0259ni döysün”<\/strong><\/p>\n

H\u0259rbi hiss\u0259d\u0259 komandirl\u0259rl\u0259 çox xo\u015f münasib\u0259ti oldu\u011funu dey\u0259n müsahibimiz h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259ti bitirib qay\u0131dandan sonra bölm\u0259 komandiri ona m\u0259ktub yaz\u0131bm\u0131\u015f: “ “Qasançik” (soyad\u0131m “H\u0259s\u0259nov” oldu\u011fundan m\u0259ni bel\u0259 ça\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar) m\u0259ni çox ciddi \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 c\u0259zaland\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yirl\u0259r.  Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, komandirl\u0259r\u0259 yaz ki, yax\u015f\u0131 o\u011fland\u0131r, b\u0259lk\u0259 m\u0259ni bundan xilas ed\u0259s\u0259n”. Özüm\u0259 çox gülünc g\u0259lirdi ki, h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259nin komandiri keçmi\u015f bir \u0259sg\u0259rinin sözün\u0259 diqq\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259kmi? Y\u0259ni, m\u0259n\u0259 bu d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 güv\u0259nib, inan\u0131rd\u0131lar. 
\nMilliyy\u0259tçi biri olmu\u015fam, h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 bir neç\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259d o\u011furlay\u0131b g\u0259tirmi\u015fdim. Raketin düz\u0259lm\u0259 sxemi oldu\u011funu hesab edib, h\u0259rbi komissarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za verdim. Amma s\u0259n dem\u0259 yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131qla musiqi m\u0259rk\u0259zinin sxemini götürüb g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. Özümün avaml\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan  x\u0259cal\u0259t ç\u0259kdim v\u0259 çox pe\u015fman oldum. 
\nH\u0259rbi hiss\u0259mizd\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n 6 ay sonra g\u0259l\u0259n bir \u0259sg\u0259r o\u011furluq etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Komsomol iclas\u0131nda q\u0259rara al\u0131nd\u0131 ki, bunun t\u0259rbiy\u0259sini \u0130ntiqam H\u0259s\u0259nova tap\u015f\u0131raq. H\u0259min \u0259sg\u0259r m\u0259nd\u0259n ya\u015fca böyük v\u0259 ali t\u0259hsilli idi… Onunla dostluq etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131q, mehribanla\u015fd\u0131q, m\u0259n\u0259 çox hörm\u0259t edirdi. Amma o\u011furlu\u011funu t\u0259rgitmirdi. Ax\u0131rda bunu ikimizd\u0259n ba\u015fqa heç kim olmayan bir yer\u0259 ç\u0259kib m\u0259ni döym\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur etdim. Oturub a\u011flad\u0131 ki, m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 \u0259l qald\u0131ra bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Ona dedim ki, ya s\u0259n camaat\u0131n yan\u0131nda m\u0259ni öz h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rinl\u0259 “döydün”, ya bel\u0259 döydün, f\u0259rqi yoxdur. A\u011flad\u0131, yalvard\u0131 ki, “q\u0259l\u0259t el\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m”… H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 ondan sonra bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsa o\u011furluq etm\u0259di”. <\/p>\n

“Mü\u0259llimim arxadan dedi ki, \u015falvar\u0131n dü\u015füb…”<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130. Soltan qeyd etdi ki, t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 olanda universitetd\u0259n “Buta” toxuculuq fabrikin\u0259 s\u0259hn\u0259cikl\u0259r göst\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 gedibl\u0259r: “Orda ham\u0131s\u0131 g\u0259nc xan\u0131mlar idi. M\u0259n orda J. B. Molyerin “Zor\u0259n t\u0259bib” \u0259s\u0259rind\u0259 “A\u011fa”n\u0131 oynay\u0131rd\u0131m. 19-cu \u0259srin Fransa geyiml\u0259ri \u015fortik kimi, dizd\u0259n bir az a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, yar\u0131\u011f\u0131 is\u0259 yar\u0131dan yuxar\u0131 idi. \u015ealvar\u0131n qabaq t\u0259r\u0259fi ayr\u0131, arxas\u0131 da ayr\u0131 ba\u011flan\u0131rd\u0131. Tama\u015fan\u0131n t\u0259n ortas\u0131nda bax\u0131ram ki, q\u0131zlar el\u0259 l\u0259zz\u0259tl\u0259, u\u011funub gülürl\u0259r ki… M\u0259n d\u0259 22 ya\u015f\u0131nda cavan o\u011flan, dü\u015fündüm ki, y\u0259qin yax\u015f\u0131 oynay\u0131ram, u\u011furlu g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yim var. El\u0259 bu vaxt arxadan mü\u0259llimimin s\u0259si g\u0259ldi. Dedi ki, \u0130ntiqam, s\u0259ni biab\u0131r olasan, \u015falvar\u0131n dü\u015füb, x\u0259b\u0259rin yoxdur. 
\n…Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 güllü alt paltar\u0131m da bir göz\u0259l m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 yarad\u0131b ki, g\u0259l gör\u0259s\u0259n…(gülür) S\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 “qulluqçuma” dedim, s\u0259n görmürs\u0259n A\u011fan\u0131n \u015falvar\u0131 dü\u015füb, evd\u0259 qonaq var, bunu a\u011fa qald\u0131rmal\u0131d\u0131r? Qald\u0131rd\u0131, amma n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259ll\u0259\u015fdis\u0259 d\u0259, ba\u011flaya bilm\u0259di. (Ax\u0131 o hardan bilsin, m\u0259nim \u015falvar\u0131m nec\u0259 ba\u011flan\u0131r) Bu m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 zaldak\u0131lar daha da güldül\u0259r. Bunun da ba\u015f\u0131na bir qapaz vurdum ki, s\u0259ni d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259m, s\u0259nd\u0259n qulluqçu olmaz… Özüm ba\u011flad\u0131m. Bax bel\u0259, orda v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n ç\u0131xd\u0131m”. <\/p>\n

“El\u0259 vaxt olub ki, paralel olaraq 4 yerd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m”<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 8-ci sinifd\u0259 oxuyanda kolxozda pomidor sah\u0259sinin göz\u0259tçisi olub.  \u0130lk maa\u015f\u0131 70 manat olub. Deyir ki, o pulu heç vaxt \u0259lin\u0259 almay\u0131b: Kassir pulu g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259, “apar anama ver” deyirdim. \u018fsg\u0259rlikd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra Ordubad Xalq Teatr\u0131nda geyim sexind\u0259 – qarderobda i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. H\u0259r gün o paltarlara üzümü sürtürdüm, qoxulay\u0131rd\u0131m. Bütün günü o otaqdan ç\u0131xm\u0131rd\u0131m, d\u0259rsl\u0259rimi d\u0259 orda haz\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131m. Universitetin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131m, amma orda oxuyan tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131n kurs i\u015fl\u0259rini yaz\u0131rd\u0131m. Ondan sonra instituta daxil oldum. 
\nEl\u0259 vaxt olub ki, paralel olaraq 4 yerd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. T\u0259dris teatr\u0131nda i\u015fl\u0259yirdim, 129 sayl\u0131 m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 dram d\u0259rn\u0259yinin r\u0259hb\u0259ri idim. Gec\u0259l\u0259r is\u0259 va\u011fzalda yük da\u015f\u0131m\u0131\u015fam. 129 sayl\u0131 m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 u\u015faqlarla i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259-i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 “Körp\u0259m” Eksperimental U\u015faq Teatr\u0131n\u0131n \u0259sas\u0131n\u0131 qoydum v\u0259  indi r\u0259hb\u0259ri oldu\u011fum Bak\u0131 U\u015faq Teatr\u0131 h\u0259min teatr\u0131n bazas\u0131nda yarad\u0131ld\u0131”. <\/p>\n

Könül \u018fhm\u0259dova<\/strong><\/p>\n

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“Dörd illik t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 bir kostyumda keçirmi\u015f\u0259m”  “Bir ay\u0131 5 manatla nec\u0259 doland\u0131m, bir Allah bildi”  “Gec\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yuxuda kinolarda, tama\u015falarda oynay\u0131rd\u0131m.  \u018fg\u0259r \u0130nc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t Universitetin\u0259 q\u0259bul olmasayd\u0131m, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":251278,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_lmt_disableupdate":"","_lmt_disable":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-57161","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-musahibe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57161","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=57161"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57161\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/251278"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=57161"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=57161"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=57161"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}