{"id":180414,"date":"2023-06-27T15:31:06","date_gmt":"2023-06-27T11:31:06","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T20:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/?p=180414","title":{"rendered":"\u201cTam s\u0259mimi ancaq hamamda ola bil\u0259rik\u201d –"},"content":{"rendered":"

Göz\u0259l qad\u0131nlar\u0131n \u015f\u0259xsi h\u0259yatda b\u0259xti g\u0259tirm\u0259diyini dey\u0259n Nura Suri bu gün onu narahat ed\u0259n m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ucnoqta.az Publika-ya istinadla x\u0259b\u0259r verir ki, mü\u011f\u0259nni deyib: <\/p>\n

– A\u015f\u0131r\u0131 d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 s\u0259mimi insan normal ola bilm\u0259z. Biz özümüzl\u0259 tam s\u0259mimi ancaq hamamda v\u0259 tualetd\u0259 ola bil\u0259rik. Tam s\u0259mimi olmaq ruhunu h\u0259r k\u0259sin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ç\u0131lpaq soyunmaq dem\u0259kdir. S\u0259mimiyy\u0259t odur ki, bir \u015fey dü\u015fünüb ba\u015fqa cür h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etmirs\u0259n, bax bu, m\u0259nim üçün çox vacibdir. Yad adamlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda h\u0259m s\u0259sinin tonuna n\u0259zar\u0259t edir, h\u0259m özünü aparma\u011f\u0131na diqq\u0259t edirs\u0259n, bir sözl\u0259, özünü y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rsan, h\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015fir. Bu, m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 t\u0259rbiy\u0259 göst\u0259ricil\u0259ridir. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 ki, evd\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 divana çox rahat \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 uzad\u0131b yem\u0259k yey\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n. Amma kimins\u0259 yan\u0131nda bunu ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n. B\u0259zi insanlar\u0131n davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259mimiyy\u0259t kimi q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 verib ona göz yumurlar. \u0130ndi t\u0259rbiy\u0259sizlikl\u0259 s\u0259mimiliyi s\u0259hv sal\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n

\u015eizofreniya v\u0259 ya psixoloji durumu normal olmayan insanlar ist\u0259nil\u0259n v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 tam s\u0259mimi ola bil\u0259r. M\u0259nim üçün s\u0259mimiyy\u0259t insanlara qar\u015f\u0131 münasib\u0259timd\u0259 özünü göst\u0259rir. H\u0259r halda sevm\u0259diyim kim\u0259s\u0259 i\u015fimin x\u0259trin\u0259 yalandan yaltaqlana bilm\u0259r\u0259m. H\u0259tta bu xüsusiyy\u0259tim\u0259 gör\u0259, b\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259ni h\u0259zm etmirl\u0259r. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 çal\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam ki, ba\u015fqalar\u0131nda sevm\u0259diyim, q\u0259bul etm\u0259diyim xüsusiyy\u0259ti öz h\u0259yat\u0131mda t\u0259tbiq etm\u0259yim. Odur ki, ba\u015fqalar\u0131na hans\u0131 münasib\u0259ti göst\u0259rir\u0259ms\u0259, eyni diqq\u0259t v\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131n\u0131 özüm\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 gözl\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Bu da h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 mümkün olan i\u015f deyil…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– T\u0259bii ki, sui-istifad\u0259 ed\u0259nl\u0259r olur. O zaman eyni münasib\u0259tini özl\u0259rin\u0259 qaytar\u0131ram ki, görüm q\u0259bul ed\u0259r, ya yox.<\/p>\n

– Özünüzü sevdirm\u0259k üçün n\u0259 edirsiniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bu haqda heç dü\u015fünmür\u0259m. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n ev\u0259 g\u0259lib a\u011flad\u0131m ki, niy\u0259 bütün q\u0131zlar kimis\u0259 sev\u0259 bilir, m\u0259n yox. \u0130lk növb\u0259d\u0259 ana, ata, bac\u0131 qarda\u015f\u0131, \u0259n yax\u0131n qohum-\u0259qr\u0259ban\u0131 sevm\u0259lis\u0259n. \u018fn do\u011fma insanlardan sevgi v\u0259 diqq\u0259t görm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, sevgini k\u0259narda axtarma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rsan. Sevgini yaln\u0131z qad\u0131n v\u0259 ki\u015fi münasib\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259 axtarm\u0131ram. Sevginin izahl\u0131 lü\u011f\u0259ti m\u0259nd\u0259 daha geni\u015fdir, buraya h\u0259m idman, h\u0259m t\u0259bi\u0259t, h\u0259m canl\u0131lar al\u0259mi, h\u0259m yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q, h\u0259m inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t nümun\u0259l\u0259ri v\u0259 s. daxildir.<\/p>\n

Sevgiy\u0259 v\u0259 h\u0259yata münasib\u0259td\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259ntiqsiz yana\u015fmalar görür\u0259m v\u0259 dü\u015fünür\u0259m ki, gör\u0259n m\u0259n f\u0259rqliy\u0259m, ya insanlar? Q\u0131sas\u0131, özümü sevdirm\u0259k üçün xüsusi heç n\u0259 etmir\u0259m. Ümumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, hesab edir\u0259m ki, bir insan\u0131 idealla\u015fd\u0131rmaq s\u0259hvdir. H\u0259r hans\u0131 tama\u015faç\u0131 evd\u0259 valideynl\u0259rin\u0259 ox\u015famaq ist\u0259s\u0259 v\u0259 bu yön\u0259 can atsa, daha yax\u015f\u0131 olar, n\u0259inki m\u0259ni özün\u0259 ilahil\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k.<\/p>\n

– Deyirsiniz ki, mü\u011f\u0259nni c\u0259miyy\u0259t üçün nümun\u0259 olmamal\u0131d\u0131r?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nümun\u0259vi olmaq mü\u011f\u0259nninin missiyalar\u0131na daxil deyil. O, seçdiyi h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015famaqda azadd\u0131r. Bir neç\u0259 gün \u0259vv\u0259l dünya \u015föhr\u0259tli ifaç\u0131 Freddi Merkurinin 73 ya\u015f\u0131 tamam oldu, onun h\u0259yat\u0131 heç d\u0259 nümun\u0259vi olmay\u0131b. Amma s\u0259n\u0259tçi kimi bu insan \u0259fsan\u0259 idi. S\u0259n\u0259t v\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q yolundan ilhamlanmaq olar, h\u0259yat\u0131ndan yox.<\/p>\n

\u0130st\u0259r aktyor, ist\u0259r rejissor, ist\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259 mü\u011f\u0259nni, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259 ki, öz i\u015fini yax\u015f\u0131 bilm\u0259lidir. Mü\u011f\u0259nninin i\u015fi oxumaqd\u0131r, alimlik etm\u0259k deyil. Geyimin\u0259 v\u0259 ya hans\u0131sa sual\u0131n cavab\u0131n\u0131 bilmir dey\u0259, onu ittiham etm\u0259k olmaz.<\/p>\n

– Bu gün mü\u011f\u0259nnil\u0259r \u0259sas\u0259n geyiml\u0259rin\u0259 gör\u0259, tez-tez t\u0259nqid edilir. Buna münasib\u0259tiniz nec\u0259dir?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0259hn\u0259 adam\u0131n\u0131n geyimin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fmaq olmaz. Çim\u0259rlik geyimind\u0259 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rim niy\u0259 kimis\u0259 narahat etm\u0259lidir ki? Siz d\u0259niz\u0259 çim\u0259rlik paltar\u0131nda girmirsiniz? Çim\u0259rlikd\u0259, onsuz da, 200-300 adam sizi o paltarda görür. Dem\u0259li, bunu normal say\u0131rlar, amma çim\u0259rlik paltar\u0131nda payla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015f\u0259kil anormal olacaq? Ham\u0131s\u0131 pax\u0131ll\u0131qdan ir\u0259li g\u0259lir. Mü\u011f\u0259nnil\u0259r\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 s\u0259b\u0259bsiz q\u0131c\u0131q var. Sad\u0259c\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r bu, çox az idi, indi sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259l\u0259r vasit\u0259sil\u0259 neqativ enerjil\u0259rini m\u0259\u015fhurlara ötürm\u0259k üçün yol tap\u0131blar. V\u0259 bundan utanm\u0131rlar. \u0130nsanlar utanc hissini itirib, bütün u\u011fursuzluqlar\u0131n\u0131 u\u011fur qazanm\u0131\u015f m\u0259\u015fhurlar\u0131n boynuna y\u0131xmaq ist\u0259yirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– Utanc hissinin itm\u0259sinin s\u0259b\u0259bini n\u0259d\u0259 görürsünüz?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bizim vaxt\u0131m\u0131zda öpü\u015f s\u0259hn\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 böyükl\u0259rin yan\u0131nda baxm\u0131rd\u0131q, amma müharib\u0259 v\u0259 döyü\u015f kadrlar\u0131n\u0131 oturub birlikd\u0259 izl\u0259y\u0259rdik. Sevgi s\u0259hn\u0259sin\u0259 baxmaq utanc hissi deyil. U\u015faqlar\u0131n kimins\u0259 do\u011franmas\u0131na, öldürülm\u0259sin\u0259 baxmas\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259 daha çox utanc v\u0259 böyük narahatl\u0131q hissi do\u011furur. \u018fz\u0259ld\u0259n beynimiz\u0259 yeridil\u0259n fikirl\u0259r s\u0259hvdir. Kims\u0259 geyimim\u0259 bax\u0131b \u0259xlaq\u0131ma qiym\u0259t verirs\u0259, bu, özü \u0259n böyük \u0259xlaqs\u0131zl\u0131qd\u0131r. \u0130st\u0259diyimi geyin\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m, arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131m h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015famaqda azadam. Heç kim\u0259 z\u0259r\u0259r vermir\u0259m, adam öldürmür\u0259m, o\u011furluq etmir\u0259m, ail\u0259 da\u011f\u0131tm\u0131ram ki…<\/p>\n

– Y\u0259ni, c\u0259miyy\u0259t olaraq irad bildirm\u0259li oldu\u011fumuz m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259r kölg\u0259d\u0259 qal\u0131r?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– B\u0259li. \u018fg\u0259r, savad\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259ri yerind\u0259 olmayan mü\u0259llim\u0259 oluram v\u0259 \u015fagirdim\u0259 do\u011fru-düzgün t\u0259hsil vermir\u0259ms\u0259, b\u0259li, sizin tam haqq\u0131n\u0131z var ki, m\u0259ni da\u015fa basas\u0131n\u0131z. Yaxud da pis h\u0259kim\u0259ms\u0259 v\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259nin h\u0259yat\u0131 il\u0259 oynay\u0131ramsa, bu, q\u0131nana bil\u0259r. Bu halda m\u0259n c\u0259miyy\u0259t üçün z\u0259r\u0259rvericiy\u0259m. Dig\u0259r hallarda ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n siz\u0259 n\u0259 d\u0259xli var ki? Gedin öz h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131n da… Mü\u011f\u0259nnini t\u0259nqid etm\u0259k daha asan g\u0259lir. Halbuki, hans\u0131sa m\u0259mur v\u0259 mill\u0259t v\u0259kilinin h\u0259r hans\u0131 s\u0259hvini ona dem\u0259y\u0259 cür\u0259ti çatmaz.<\/p>\n

Kims\u0259 rü\u015fv\u0259t al\u0131b \u0259dal\u0259tsiz q\u0259rar ç\u0131xar\u0131rsa, bax burada utanmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. Halal v\u0259 haram m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si var… Yoxsa ki, durub kimins\u0259 paltar\u0131na bax\u0131b "bunun ab\u0131r-h\u0259yas\u0131 yoxdur" yazmaq n\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 düzdür? Onsuz da, yaz\u0131lanlar vecim\u0259 deyil, özl\u0259rini yormas\u0131nlar. \u0130rad tutanlara sözüm odur ki, özünüz h\u0259yatda n\u0259y\u0259 nail olmusunuz? Heç mi s\u0259hviniz yoxdur? Yoxsa dünyan\u0131n bütün d\u0259rdini mü\u011f\u0259nninin geyimind\u0259mi görürsünüz?<\/p>\n

– M\u0259kt\u0259b ill\u0259rind\u0259 "Niy\u0259 sev\u0259 bilmir\u0259m" dey\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 yada sald\u0131n\u0131z. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 n\u0259 zaman a\u015fiq oldunuz v\u0259 onu nec\u0259 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Komfortumu çox sevir\u0259m. H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sevdiyimi dü\u015fünürdüm, amma ondan zorak\u0131l\u0131q gör\u0259nd\u0259n sonra hissl\u0259rim bitdi.<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bir h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 olaraq n\u0259l\u0259r\u0259s\u0259 göz yummal\u0131 v\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmamal\u0131 idim. Görürs\u0259n ki, içkili g\u0259lib, d\u0259ym\u0259 d\u0259 adama. H\u0259yat t\u0259crüb\u0259m yox idi, çox erk\u0259n ail\u0259 qurmu\u015fam, b\u0259zi s\u0259hvl\u0259rimi ya\u015f\u0131ma keçir\u0259m. Harada susmaq laz\u0131m idis\u0259, susmam\u0131\u015fam. Heç kim\u0259 demir\u0259m ki, bel\u0259 olmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. Ail\u0259ni bir d\u0259f\u0259 qurmusunuzsa, çal\u0131\u015f\u0131n da\u011f\u0131lmas\u0131n. Amma dözülm\u0259zdirs\u0259, \u015fidd\u0259t varsa, övlad\u0131n \u0259ziyy\u0259t ç\u0259kirs\u0259, onda art\u0131q ayr\u0131lmaq qaç\u0131lmazd\u0131r. H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m h\u0259m çox yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131, h\u0259m imkanl\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 dünyada tan\u0131nan bir ail\u0259nin o\u011flu idi. \u0130st\u0259diyim h\u0259r \u015feyi m\u0259nim üçün edirdi. Ayr\u0131landan sonra hiss el\u0259dim ki, art\u0131q o adama qar\u015f\u0131 heç bir hissiyyat\u0131m yoxdur. El\u0259 bir h\u0259dd var ki, bütün bunlar art\u0131q gözün\u0259 görünmür. Heç vaxt demir\u0259m ki, iki insan münaqi\u015f\u0259sind\u0259 ancaq bir t\u0259r\u0259f günahkard\u0131r. \u0130kisinin d\u0259 s\u0259hvi var.<\/p>\n

– O\u011flanlar\u0131n\u0131z q\u0259drinizi bilir?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ümumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, insan o\u011flu q\u0259dirbil\u0259ndir? \u0130nsan olmaq o q\u0259d\u0259r ç\u0259tindir ki. Reinkarnasiya olsayd\u0131, insan olmaq ist\u0259m\u0259zdim.<\/p>\n

– Siyas\u0259tçi olsayd\u0131n\u0131z, t\u0259bi\u0259t üçün daha çox i\u015f gör\u0259 bil\u0259rdiniz b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259. Siyas\u0259t\u0259 at\u0131lmaq arzusu v\u0259 ya ist\u0259yi varm\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– T\u0259k \u0259ld\u0259n s\u0259s ç\u0131xmaz. M\u0259nim kimi dü\u015fün\u0259n, t\u0259bi\u0259ti, heyvanlar\u0131 m\u0259nim kimi sev\u0259n insanlar\u0131n say\u0131 çox olmal\u0131d\u0131r ki, birl\u0259\u015fib n\u0259 is\u0259 ed\u0259 bil\u0259k. \u0130mad\u0259ddin N\u0259siminin 650 illiyi münasib\u0259til\u0259 Mehriban xan\u0131m q\u0259rar verib ki, 650 min a\u011fac \u0259kilsin. Bunu e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 sevincimin h\u0259ddi hüdudu yox idi. Çünki a\u011faclar\u0131n k\u0259silm\u0259si, oksigenin azalmas\u0131 çox qlobal probleml\u0259rdir…<\/p>\n

Deputat olsam, ir\u0259li sür\u0259c\u0259yim fikirl\u0259rd\u0259n biri odur ki, ma\u011fazada içki sat\u0131lmas\u0131n. Ancaq restoran hotell\u0259rd\u0259 v\u0259 s. \u015f\u0259nlikl\u0259rd\u0259. Ancaq siyas\u0259t\u0259 at\u0131lmaq m\u0259nim üçün x\u0259yal olaraq qalacaq.<\/p>\n

– Övladlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n atalar\u0131 il\u0259 münasib\u0259tiniz nec\u0259dir?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Blok etmi\u015f\u0259m, bu bar\u0259d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. M\u0259l\u0259k deyil\u0259m, m\u0259nim d\u0259 öz tarakanlar\u0131m var.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s özl\u0259rinin atalar\u0131 il\u0259 ünsiyy\u0259ti?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Onlar\u0131n münasib\u0259ti yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r dey\u0259 ümumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Vaxt\u0131nda yax\u015f\u0131 olmal\u0131 idi, böyüy\u0259nd\u0259n sonra yox…<\/p>\n

– Nura Suri z\u0259h\u0259rini kim\u0259 qusur?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Emosionalam da, \u0259s\u0259biy\u0259ms\u0259, ham\u0131ya q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131b ba\u011f\u0131racam. V\u0259 emosional insandan qorxmuram, sakit insanlardan uzaq g\u0259zir\u0259m. Emosional insan hissl\u0259rini göst\u0259rir, sakit insanlar\u0131 tan\u0131maq olmur. Tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m insan dostluq ed\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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