{"id":140228,"date":"2022-01-27T13:50:08","date_gmt":"2022-01-27T09:50:08","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T20:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/?p=140228","title":{"rendered":"Oyuncaq ma\u015f\u0131n"},"content":{"rendered":"

Gec\u0259nin bu vaxt\u0131 otel\u0259 üstü-ba\u015f\u0131 bu halda girdiyin\u0259 gör\u0259 otel qeydiyyatç\u0131s\u0131 y\u0259qin ki, onun içkili ola bil\u0259c\u0259yini dü\u015fünmü\u015fdü. Az önc\u0259 cinay\u0259t tör\u0259tdiyi a\u011fl\u0131na bel\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259zdi.
\nOta\u011f\u0131na qalx\u0131b penc\u0259yini yata\u011f\u0131n üstün\u0259 ataraq kresloya yayxand\u0131. "Bitdi… h\u0259r \u015fey bitdi…", – missiyas\u0131n\u0131 tamamlama\u011f\u0131n rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 dedi. Sanki ill\u0259rdir buna gör\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f, buna gör\u0259 böyümü\u015f v\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 buna gör\u0259 dözmü\u015fdü.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bir neç\u0259 gün sonra, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, bütün x\u0259b\u0259r saytlar\u0131 bu ruhsuz adam\u0131 cinay\u0259t\u0259 sürükl\u0259y\u0259n hadis\u0259 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 yazacaq, h\u0259r k\u0259s m\u0259\u015fum ömrün nec\u0259 ya\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dü\u015fün\u0259c\u0259k, ona yaz\u0131qlar\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi 25 ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. \u0130ll\u0259rl\u0259 ür\u0259yind\u0259 g\u0259zdirdiyi yara art\u0131q onu incitmirdi. Tam 20 il önc\u0259 o böyümü\u015fdü. Ona u\u015faq olmaq \u015fans\u0131 verilm\u0259mi\u015fdi.
\n\u018fzgin bir halda be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndayk\u0259n anas\u0131n\u0131n ona ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 balaca ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 cibind\u0259n ç\u0131xar\u0131b kreslonun qoltuq hiss\u0259sind\u0259 sürm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Üzünd\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 t\u0259b\u0259ssüb sezilirdi.<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 özünü yen\u0259 be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131nda hiss etdi. Anas\u0131 onu qucaqlay\u0131b, "M\u0259ni h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 qoru, m\u0259ni heç vaxt t\u0259rk el\u0259m\u0259", – demi\u015fdi. \u018flind\u0259 tutdu\u011fu ma\u015f\u0131na baxark\u0259n ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, anas\u0131 yen\u0259 çox yax\u0131n\u0131nda oturub onun oyuncaq ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 nec\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 sürm\u0259yini izl\u0259yir. Anas\u0131n\u0131n qay\u011f\u0131l\u0131, iri gözl\u0259rini, nüfuzedici bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 öz üz\u0259rind\u0259 el\u0259 güclü hiss etdi ki, yalanç\u0131 t\u0259zyiqin t\u0259siri alt\u0131nda \u0259trafa göz g\u0259zdirib onun bu otaqda olub-olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yoxlamaqdan özünü zorla saxlad\u0131. Sonra anlad\u0131 ki, anas\u0131n\u0131n ill\u0259rl\u0259 canlanmayan x\u0259yal\u0131n\u0131n indi bu q\u0259d\u0259r gerç\u0259kçi halda üzün\u0259 gülm\u0259sinin s\u0259b\u0259bi ona verdiyi v\u0259d\u0259 \u0259m\u0259l ed\u0259 bilm\u0259si idi.<\/p>\n

Qap\u0131 döyüldü. Yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b t\u0259r\u0259ddüdl\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 açd\u0131.
\n– Bayaq narahat idiniz. Siz\u0259 bir \u015fey laz\u0131md\u0131r? <\/em>– otel i\u015fçisi onun sanki sava\u015fdan ç\u0131x\u0131bm\u0131\u015f kimi çirkli v\u0259 düym\u0259l\u0259ri qopmu\u015f köyn\u0259yin\u0259 göz g\u0259zdirdi.
\n-M\u0259n\u0259…<\/em> – gülüms\u0259y\u0259rk\u0259n gözl\u0259rind\u0259 yaranan ifad\u0259 otel i\u015fçisini ürkütdü. S\u0259si q\u0259rib\u0259 bir \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 u\u015faq s\u0259sin\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– M\u0259n\u0259 oyuncaq ma\u015f\u0131n laz\u0131md\u0131r, <\/em>– dedi v\u0259 gedib kreslonun üstünd\u0259ki oyuncaq ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259tirib göst\u0259rdi:
\n"Bax, bunun kimi",<\/em> – dey\u0259r\u0259k yenid\u0259n gülüms\u0259di v\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 etdi:
\n"Sizd\u0259 var bundan? \u018fg\u0259r varsa, g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz birlikd\u0259 oynayaq?"
\n-Anlay\u0131ram sizi. Yax\u015f\u0131, tam el\u0259 olmasa da, bir az f\u0259rqlisini g\u0259tir\u0259rik. <\/em>– Otel i\u015fçisi q\u0259rib\u0259 narahat üz ifad\u0259si il\u0259 ona baxd\u0131.
\n– Sa\u011f olun.<\/em> – Sevincd\u0259n gözl\u0259ri gülürdü
\n– H\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131mda h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. M\u0259n sad\u0259c\u0259 pis adamlar\u0131 öldürmü\u015f\u0259m. Pis adamlar\u0131. \u0130ndi bu ma\u015f\u0131nla hara ist\u0259s\u0259m, ged\u0259c\u0259m. -s\u0259si yenid\u0259n u\u015faq s\u0259sini xat\u0131rlatd\u0131. –<\/em>sizi d\u0259 apara bil\u0259r\u0259m ist\u0259s\u0259niz.
\n-Yax\u015f\u0131, indi bir az i\u015fl\u0259rim var. Sonra g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m, ged\u0259rik.<\/em> – Qap\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flay\u0131b getdi.<\/p>\n

Yenid\u0259n qay\u0131d\u0131b kresloda oturdu. Bayaq t\u0259z\u0259 açd\u0131\u011f\u0131 araq \u015fü\u015f\u0259sind\u0259n bir rumka da içdi.
\nUzun müdd\u0259tdir izl\u0259diyi adam\u0131 ax\u0131r ki öldürdüyün\u0259 gör\u0259 özünü xo\u015fb\u0259xt hiss edirdi. U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259n davam etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259 onun h\u0259yat\u0131 qabaqda idi.
\nGedib hamamdak\u0131 kiçik güzgüd\u0259 özün\u0259 baxd\u0131. Ani olaraq 5 ya\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 vaxt\u0131, m\u0131r\u0131q di\u015fl\u0259ri, gözünün üstün\u0259 tökül\u0259n sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n saçlar\u0131 canland\u0131. Saç\u0131n\u0131 \u0259li il\u0259 arxaya darad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Gör\u0259s\u0259n, bu gün neç\u0259nci gün idi ki, m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 getm\u0259mi\u015fdi? Anas\u0131 buna gör\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259kdi, y\u0259qin ki. Yox, dey\u0259s\u0259n, anas\u0131 heç n\u0259y\u0259 gör\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fmirdi. Ax\u0131 niy\u0259? Gözünd\u0259n axan ya\u015f\u0131 \u0259linin arxas\u0131 il\u0259 silib güldü.<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131 ham\u0131 il\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131n t\u0259r\u0259fdar\u0131 idi. Heç kim\u0259 pislik etm\u0259mi\u015fdi v\u0259 ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n içind\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rin oldu\u011funa inanard\u0131. D\u0259lilikdir. Dünyada yax\u015f\u0131 olan n\u0259 var ki? Ehtiras v\u0259 nifr\u0259tin hökm sürdüyü bu hiyl\u0259g\u0259r, pis v\u0259 riyakar dünyada yax\u015f\u0131lara ya\u015famaq \u015fans\u0131 verilm\u0259mi\u015fdi!<\/p>\n

El\u0259 h\u0259min gün… Ögey atas\u0131n\u0131n anas\u0131n\u0131 öldürdüyü gün gözünün önünd\u0259 canland\u0131.
\n– Bu n\u0259dir?<\/em> – Ögey atas\u0131 anas\u0131n\u0131n ona ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259 tutub soru\u015fdu.
\n– Oyuncaq ma\u015f\u0131n <\/em>– Anas\u0131 titr\u0259k s\u0259si il\u0259 cavablam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ür\u0259yi ist\u0259di u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n. Ald\u0131m.
\n– Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni ür\u0259yi ist\u0259di ald\u0131m?! S\u0259nin küçüyünün ür\u0259yi n\u0259yi ist\u0259s\u0259, onu ed\u0259c\u0259yik? <\/em>– Atas\u0131 içkili idi v\u0259 dey\u0259s\u0259n, n\u0259y\u0259s\u0259 b\u0259rk \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fdiyi üçün hirsini soyudacaq yer axtar\u0131rd\u0131.
\nEl\u0259 bu an gözl\u0259rini yumdu ki, qalan s\u0259hn\u0259l\u0259r gözünün önünd\u0259 canlanmas\u0131n. Amma amans\u0131z xatir\u0259l\u0259r beynin\u0259 v\u0259h\u015fic\u0259sin\u0259 hücuma keçdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Ögey atas\u0131n\u0131n vurdu\u011fu sill\u0259nin t\u0259sirind\u0259n anas\u0131 yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. Yerd\u0259n qalxaraq oturmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 atal\u0131\u011f\u0131 hirsl\u0259 ona t\u0259r\u0259f gedib ba\u015f\u0131na o q\u0259d\u0259r vurdu ki, anas\u0131n\u0131n hu\u015fu özünd\u0259n getdi…
\nBir neç\u0259 gün sonra öldüyünd\u0259 bunun sad\u0259c\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n hündür bir yerd\u0259n y\u0131x\u0131lma\u011f\u0131n n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259n q\u0259za oldu\u011fu deyilmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

T\u0259kc\u0259 o bilirdi h\u0259r \u015feyi. U\u015faq evin\u0259 veril\u0259rk\u0259n anas\u0131n\u0131n ona alm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 da özü il\u0259 götürmü\u015fdü. H\u0259min bu balaca qara d\u0259mir ma\u015f\u0131n o vaxtdan onun cibind\u0259 olurdu h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259.
\nBird\u0259n \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fib nifr\u0259t etdi ma\u015f\u0131na da. Aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 yer\u0259 ç\u0131rpsa da, q\u0131r\u0131lmad\u0131. Yerd\u0259 oturub b\u0259rkd\u0259n a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir vaxtlar anas\u0131n\u0131 çox sevmi\u015f olsa da, indi ani olaraq ona nifr\u0259t etm\u0259k keçdi içind\u0259n. Bu qad\u0131n\u0131n pul üçün özünü satan fahi\u015f\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n n\u0259 f\u0259rqi vard\u0131? Ax\u0131 niy\u0259 o adamla ya\u015fama\u011fa m\u0259cbur hiss etmi\u015fdi özünü? Anas\u0131 h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 boyun \u0259ymi\u015fdi. Çünki köl\u0259liyin bir gün mükafatland\u0131r\u0131laca\u011f\u0131na inanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Az sonra qap\u0131 döyüldü. Bir-birini \u0259v\u0259z ed\u0259n t\u0131qq\u0131lt\u0131lar saniy\u0259l\u0259r keçdikc\u0259 daha da \u015fidd\u0259tl\u0259nirdi, ancaq o qalx\u0131b qap\u0131n\u0131 açmad\u0131.
\n– Aç\u0131n qap\u0131n\u0131. Polisdir.<\/em> – Qap\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131ndan s\u0259sl\u0259r g\u0259ldi.
\nS\u0259sin amiran\u0259 tonundan diksinib müti halda qap\u0131ya do\u011fru getdi v\u0259 onu açd\u0131.
\n– Salam. Özünüzü \u015fübh\u0259li apard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z üçün sizd\u0259n \u015fikay\u0259t var. Biziml\u0259 g\u0259lin, z\u0259hm\u0259t olmasa.<\/em><\/p>\n

Heç bir söz dem\u0259d\u0259n tabe olub onlarla getm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fark\u0259n dönüb yer\u0259 ç\u0131rp\u0131lmaqdan \u0259zilmi\u015f oyuncaq ma\u015f\u0131na baxd\u0131. G\u0259r\u0259k özün\u0259 ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 als\u0131n. O daha \u0259zilmi\u015fdi…<\/p>\n

\u0130lah\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rzad\u0259. 2022.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Gec\u0259nin bu vaxt\u0131 otel\u0259 üstü-ba\u015f\u0131 bu halda girdiyin\u0259 gör\u0259 otel qeydiyyatç\u0131s\u0131 y\u0259qin ki, onun içkili ola bil\u0259c\u0259yini dü\u015fünmü\u015fdü. Az önc\u0259 cinay\u0259t tör\u0259tdiyi a\u011fl\u0131na bel\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259zdi. Ota\u011f\u0131na qalx\u0131b penc\u0259yini yata\u011f\u0131n üstün\u0259…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":251278,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_lmt_disableupdate":"","_lmt_disable":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[106],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-140228","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-edebiyyat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/140228","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=140228"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/140228\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/251278"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=140228"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=140228"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ucnoqta.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=140228"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}